Maria,

I've given this a lot of thought, I know that physical attraction towards me is not what is holding you up. That is very clear how compatible we are with each other in that way and that what caused our separation was miscommunication and emotional volatility.

Give me a chance to prove I've grown. A real chance, not a test or pushing with masks.
Spend time with me face to face just as before and we can see each other for who we truly are. Give us a chance to see if we still love each other.

I'm sorry if it seemed like I was chasing or pushing. I just don't know how else to communicate with you. I can't change the issues we faced in silence and distance, the distortion brought from others and pushed, influenced us to react and assume.

I would like a real chance for it is just us, no one else. So we can decide for ourselves what we would like with each other, so it's not the world that makes that decision for us.

I know I haven't always handled our relationship in the best way. I let my own fears and insecurities cloud my judgment, pushing you away instead of supporting you. But I've been doing a lot of soul searching, trying to understand where I went wrong and how I can be better.

I want you to know that I respect your needs and your journey.

I genuinely believe that, with the right approach and with each of our commitment to communicate and trust each other that we could have something really special.

I don't want to take away from how you are an individual. That is the you I love. I never wanted to take anything away from you, only to share with each other.

I'm committed to putting in the effort to understand you better, to communicate openly and honestly, even when it's scary or uncomfortable. I want to be your partner, not just in love, but life.