Dear Anna,

It's been 7 years now. I had a dream about you 2 nights ago.

I miss you and I hope you're doing well.

Skype's dead now. But if you ever want to chat you know where you can message me.

Love you.

J

>>81727860 (OP)
You made this exact same thread with this exact same letter yesterday.
She probably doesn't even use /r9k/ anymore. Stop being cringe on the front page.

>>81727996
>She probably doesn't even use /r9k/ anymore

Maybe. But she might. I hope she does.

Dear ,

I do not know what I wish to express that hasn't already been expressed regarding missing you, being sorry, or wishing to see you again. I never was very good at making myself understood. So I will leave it at that. I rather can't talk to new people or trust others now, so I will remain here indefinitely hoping someday to see you again.

Love,

>>81728324
You gotta at least leave an initial Anon. What if they read it?

>>81728515
They won't, they use this site but they don't care about me anymore. If anything they'd be upset hearing from me, so it's intentionally left blank. It's not for Mike, and it's not for OP. It's a void cry. If you must know though, I lost the ability to talk to them near the start of this week. If anyone like that matches anyone, then get back in touch with them.

>>81728654
Just in case anon.
Initials?

>>81728707
Who are you looking for?

>>81728722
I just want to make sure this isn't A

>>81728850
Unless A means anon, no it isn't

>>81728324
Are you a C?

hi Mimo,
do you still post here?
regards,
TOPS guy

>>81729060
No. No one is a C or an A, or a M.

>>81729077
where'd M come from? the mimo poster?

>>81727860 (OP)
Dear God

I don't think I deserve a body like this. You know, you could make me tall.

P.S Fuck you God

>>81729126
It's because Mike will appear at some point, so I am pre-emptively clarifying I am not who he is looking for. I am also a male.

you're stupid and only tolerated

Lynn,
I wish I could go to England and see one of your bands shows. It would be cool to be near you and you never know who I am.

>>81730017
Perhaps you should work on your unjustified bitterness.

>>81730231
you're stupid with an unjustifiably big ego, how do you think you have anything worth saying
my feeling are justified because i feel them.

>>81730343
Feeling something doesn't always make that feeling rational or healthy. Extreme hostility isn't reasonable, and it hurts the person feeling it more than the people they hate. Take the advice or leave it, I won't resort to name-calling like you are.

>>81727860 (OP)
Dear k
i saw you at the mall a couple of times I wonder if you saw me, your friend sure did lol
I don't know what i feel about you anymore but i saw you in my sleep a couple of times,
Did you see me?
Do you ever think of me?
I wish you gave me closure instead of whatever this is, i wish you told me where did i fuck up, maybe you'll contact me again one day but maybe it'll be too late.
Yours truly
-A

>>81730397
my feelings don't have to be rational, healthy or reasonable to be justified.
my hostility is reasonable, it does disproportionately affect me, but i refuse to compromise on it.
you draw the line at passive aggression not because you embody the high road you're trying to take but because you're a faggot, you're transparent.

>>81730484
I draw the line as I have no ill will towards you, I don't know you so I have no reason to hate you. I saw someone making the follies of my youth that caused significant issues later in my life and wished to help prevent someone else from making the same mistakes. Believe it or not, not everyone is some sort of cynical monster who wants to one up others. I am sorry for what ever made you feel that hateful of others.

I'm going to relapse

>>81727860 (OP)
Dear slim, I wrote but you still ain't calling...

>>81731270
No one cares about you Rose. Go back to Nate and stop interfering with other people's love. You should have sympathy about how it feels to be attacked here. You've never talked to him, to his knowledge, so you shouldn't have any investment in him choosing you and loving you. He is committed to another and not you.

>>81731356
Clearly You have feelings for him because you are making post about him and stalking what he writes. If you like him so much you would have contacted him personally by now.

>>81731356
>>81731394
Stop using her name in vain, you transparent larper.
Very convincing tho, good job.

>>81731638
I don't know if you're aware, but there are certain things that Rose says that are always her. I actually think it's kind of cool that everyone has forgotten her phrases she uses for going after people she perceives as simping for her. This is one of them>>81731270
She is autistic and very controlling. For whatever reason she is in love with him and he doesn't even know that he has talked to her in any capacity and does not attribute anything to her. Maybe That's why she is so hostile because she is not seen but she never made herself available to be seen by him so She is kind of delulu. I just thought that maybe calling her out and telling her to knock it off because he doesn't have interest in her would help her stop going after him. I just think it's really stupid that she's being so aggressive towards him because she wants to be with him and follows him everywhere but hasn't made any moves to do anything. It's kind of lame honestly

But what can you expect from the og mommy yandere of the letter thread.

If these jobs are all so much better than whatever i do then why do you quit them after 3 months?

Why do you endlessly try show off your miserable job like its something to be jealous of?

Oh you work 70+ hours a week from 5am every day and somehow have less money than me who works 40 a week?

Thats amazing, tell me more about how my job is bad and yours is good, tell me about how "they aren't that busy" for the next 3 months so you "took time off" and never went back to that job?

Stop being a a fucking retard

>>81731669
She's probably still mad about that anon who larped as her talking about how she trained her fag-reflex away.
>She's in love with him
For sure. The real Rose is with Nate but you have to give it to her that she's still a dime piece who mogs the shit out of younger chicks tho.

>>81731718
Wait... what's your initial?

father, i come before you in the name of jesus christ. your word says that all who call upon the name of the lord shall be saved. in i peter 5:6 'humble yourselves, therefore, under god's mighty hand, that he may lift you up in due time.' i claim that promise for myself today in jesus' name.


i corinthians 6:18 says 'flee from sexual immorality. all other sins a person commits are outside the body, but whoever sins sexually, sins against their own body.'. i acknowledge lord that these sins are against you and my own body. i humbly ask your forgiveness for these sinful behaviors and i repent and turn away from it now in jesus' name.
-i confess that i have sinned sexually before you lord. i confess that i am addicted to these sins. i struggle with self discipline and control, and i can't overcome it by myself. i choose today to repent and turn away from this behavior and i renounce it in the name of jesus christ.
-i confess lord that i had been living a homosexual lifestyle. i confess that i have had sex with women outside of your will for my life. i choose to walk away from this lifestyle and behavior and i renounce it from my life. i want to be free to live for you in the kingdom of god. i choose to come out of agreement with this lifestyle and with the spirit of perversion.

>>81733311
-i confess lord that i have committed fornication with with my boyfriend. i confess this act as sin against you and against my own body. i repent of this sin and i choose this day to follow your ways in all areas of my life, especially sex. i now forsake and flee from all sexual relationships i'm involved in outside my marriage relationship. i choose to remain pure until the time when you bring my husband to me.
-i confess father, that i have a problem with masturbation. i confess this act as sin against you and against my own body. i humbly ask your forgiveness for this sinful behavior and i repent and turn away from it now in jesus' name. lord jesus, i ask you to come into my heart and be lord of my life from this moment on. i choose your way and i forsake my own way. i choose this day to follow you, lord jesus, and i now forsake masturbation for the rest of my days.
-i confess father, that i am guilty of the act of practicing s&m and other forms of sexual deviancy. i acknowledge lord that this is a sin against you and my own body. i have hurt others because of this act. i humbly ask your forgiveness for this sinful behavior and i repent and turn away from it now in jesus' name. i choose this day to follow you, lord jesus, and i now forsake any desire to hurt or be hurt by anyone for the rest of my days. i need you to deliver me from this cage and the chains that bind me. i ask you to forgive me lord for yielded my body to be an instrument of sin. i repent for living a life of fornication that violates, not only your word but my own body. i will follow you in holiness and purity of mind and spirit and body!

>>81733322
father, from the pit i cry out to you for deliverance. lord jesus, i place this wickedness on the altar and ask that your blood be applied to it and wash it all way. i ask jesus, to be healed from the inside out and in every way from the mental torments of memories. cast my shame behind your back and make all things new in my life. father, i declare now that i come out of agreement with the spirit of perversion and the spirit of lust and i say, 'lust, perversion, get out of my soul now in the name of jesus christ of nazareth!'
i want you out of my soul and body in the name of jesus christ of nazareth. you must bow to his name now. i command you to leave and not come back in jesus' name!

lord, jesus save me and cleanse me from all unrighteousness and make me as white as snow that i may glorify you with my life from this day forth. wash me in your blood. create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me o lord! father, i thank you for saving me and delivering me from this pit! father, i thank you that i am free from all bondage. i am free to live for you! thank you for saving me and delivering me and empowering me to live victoriously over all the power of the enemy! i love you because you first loved me! i'm so grateful! let the kingdom of god come into my life now in jesus' name. amen and amen!

i confess that i have fallen away from you. i confess that i have sinned against you by backsliding away from you, your ways and your word. like the prodigal son, lord, i humbly ask for your forgiveness for the evil i have done. i repent and turn away from this evil life that i have lived. i miss you so much!
i now recommit my life to you, lord jesus. i want to come home. i want you to be the lord of my life now and forever more. please forgive me for wandering and walking away from you. i'm so sorry that i have hurt you. i ask that my sins be washed away by your precious blood. i thank you for the price you paid so that i can be cleansed from all my sins!

lord, fill me once again with your holy spirit that i might live unto righteousness with you. create in me a clean heart and renew a right spirit within me o lord. i choose this day, life. as for me and my house, i choose to serve the lord!

thank you, father, for restoring me into fellowship with you. thank you for the blood of jesus that has cleansed me. thank you that, like peter, i am restored to fellowship with you and i ask lord, that we would continue our walk again. flow through me to advance the kingdom every day of my life.

Still sorry for some of the stuff I said to you. Never meant any of it.

S

>>81733311
>>81733322
>>81733330
>>81733397
Is this legit? I feel like this could also just be some kind of kink.

>>81733676
>tfw no ultra religious gf that prays to God for even having lustful thoughts about you

you're not unique and your life isn't novel yet you're so delusional and ignorantly self obsessed that you think anyone cares. i fucking hate you. you're transparent.

>>81733978
>getting cucked by literal god

>>81733676
it is legitimate and sincere. i've been doing prayer posts off and on in the letter threads. they're genuine and heartfelt, i am catholic.

Oh Great Engineer of the Infinite Factory,
Whose circuits flow like rivers and whose belts never cease,
I come before you, a humble player,
Caught in the web of optimization, seeking release.

Grant me the wisdom to know when enough is enough,
To resist the siren call of the perfect throughput,
For every time I tweak a smelter or adjust a stack size,
I find myself lost in a labyrinth of copper and loot.

Help me to remember the joy of simple things,
Like spending time with friends or enjoying the sun,
Instead of staring at my screen, calculating ratios,
While my real-life chores pile up, one by one.

Oh Divine Creator of Blueprints and Mods,
Let me not be consumed by the allure of the perfect design,
For every hour spent on my factory's expansion,
Is an hour lost to the world, and that's just not fine.

May my trains run smoothly, my robots fly true,
But let me not forget the beauty of life outside this view.
So, as I dive back into this pixelated abyss,
I pray for balance, and maybe a little bliss.

Amen to the power of automation,
But let me not forget my human relation!
Guide my hand, oh Great Architect,
And help me find joy in both factory and life's perfect project.

God dammit, the KCD2 OST slaps.

>>81733311
This was poetic. I'm going to save it.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jt44qcIlXTU

>>81734257
*spaghettifies your belts*
the engineer works in mysterious ways

introduce humility into your life, your attitude is annoying.

Introduce humility into your life. Your attitude is annoying.
And when I say "humility," I don't mean "find the secret club for goodest boys on Earth and join it." Faggot.

[Are we famous yet, bruh? Did we do good research?]

>>81733557
Go tell them it then.

>My personal opinions are magically facts now. God told me so.
>humility

>>81727860 (OP)
C,
I'm afraid to talk to you about this because I'm worried you'll think I'm schizo or obsessed. But it has ramped up so much in the last few weeks that it's becoming hard to rationalize away. Something about us, whatever we are, has transcended ordinary relationship bullshit into something actually spiritual.
The coincidences started many months ago. We interviewed and/or were hired in the same day. The chance encounters, some of which you probably don't know about because you were with him and I didn't want to say anything. Since we've been close, the amount of coincidences of timing have been getting more and more frequent. We didn't talk all day long, but while I am in the middle of texting you, you message me about the same subject I was in the process of typing. This has happened many times. Odd dreams, the strange magnetic pull that seems to bring us together over and over again. My connection with you is deeper and more genuine in the space of 7 months than I've ever experienced with a woman, and it coalesced so naturally that I didn't realize it until it was too late. As crazy as it sounds, I've even thought about trying to communicate telepathically because it feels that unique. Your recent description of a mystical sign in the clouds was just one more bit of strangeness on top of this. Inspired by this, earlier this week I thought "If you can hear this, give me some kind of sign" and before I even finished the sentence you messaged me.
This has all culminated in a dream I had today that was so vivid and seemingly symbolic that I woke up with goosebumps and my hair standing on end.
I don't know if we're soulmates, or twin flames or whatever they call it these days, but there is a truly weird connection between us that I have no words to describe, and my usual rational dismissals are wearing thin. Whatever it is, I believe it is spiritual in nature. What that means for us, I've no idea, but we'd be wise to recognize that it's happening.
T

>>81728850
why does it always have to be a fucking A
somebody run the letter threads of the past decade run through a LLM and it will definitely show A is the most commonly refered to inital ffs

>>81735132
I fucking love spaghetti-factories! Not sure why anyone would just download blueprints of "proven" designs that someone else built and has optimized already. I have the most fun playing mostly by ear and trying to look-up as little as possible.
Finally build my nuclear reactor system today and ended up with a 2x2 setup and now my struggles with power are finally over! Nuclear power seems a bit like a cheat-code in Factorio, desu.

>>81735435
>someone is annoying
says the trip-fag

>>81736085
Anon, didn't you know that A stands for Anon?

>>81736085
perhaps we ought to start using first names in these threads.

Dear Adrijus
Living without you is Hell. I wish I could understand why you said you still had feelings for me only to block me and delete your most common email. Why are you hiding from me when I would do anything for you? Sure society and my family would keep us apart but I do not care. I can only smile when I think of you.
From A who you know how to contact and forgives you no matter how many times you hurt her

>>81736191
no not someone, all of you :)

>>81736784
The internet is vast and (practically) infinite.

>>81736893
the pills cannot taste that bad

THAT bad

>>81737026
>the pills cannot taste that bad
you have no idea mang

Hello, A. I know that repeating how much of a loser I am to you likely never helped much; this is instead to take accountability and try communicating what was wrong with my mindset. I've vowed to do better and begun facing my fears, making concrete moves like starting therapy.

You stood true to yourself and let go of me, causing a reality check which helped me escape my poor headspace. Thank you for your sincerity and emotional strength. That being said, you didn't deserve the way I treated you, and you were 100% in the right. I worry the way I cut you off hit you harder than you let on. I want to leave no doubt it was my fault. I'm sorry.

3 paragraphs omitted for anonymity

My goal is do the least I can by apologizing with newfound clarity. Not for who I am, but what I did. Still, what I did was both pathetic and scummy. However you feel about it, I just hope you're doing okay.

>>81737820
I'm ok and you know I'm also not a person who holds grudges. Completely unrelated but check out this interesting video:
https://youtu.be/nqk8U4xAE9I

Enjoy.

Maria,

I've given this a lot of thought, I know that physical attraction towards me is not what is holding you up. That is very clear how compatible we are with each other in that way and that what caused our separation was miscommunication and emotional volatility.

Give me a chance to prove I've grown. A real chance, not a test or pushing with masks.
Spend time with me face to face just as before and we can see each other for who we truly are. Give us a chance to see if we still love each other.

I'm sorry if it seemed like I was chasing or pushing. I just don't know how else to communicate with you. I can't change the issues we faced in silence and distance, the distortion brought from others and pushed, influenced us to react and assume.

I would like a real chance for it is just us, no one else. So we can decide for ourselves what we would like with each other, so it's not the world that makes that decision for us.

I know I haven't always handled our relationship in the best way. I let my own fears and insecurities cloud my judgment, pushing you away instead of supporting you. But I've been doing a lot of soul searching, trying to understand where I went wrong and how I can be better.

I want you to know that I respect your needs and your journey.

I genuinely believe that, with the right approach and with each of our commitment to communicate and trust each other that we could have something really special.

I don't want to take away from how you are an individual. That is the you I love. I never wanted to take anything away from you, only to share with each other.

I'm committed to putting in the effort to understand you better, to communicate openly and honestly, even when it's scary or uncomfortable. I want to be your partner, not just in love, but life.

>>81738369
I would like to start fresh. Let's hang out without pressure and focus on building trust and understanding.

I'll work on being more open, more vulnerable with you. And in return, I ask that you be patient with me.

I hope that you can understand the dilemma that I find with not having expectations and being casual, but being unable to do that without us being given the chance to try. I know that giving space has only caused us to drift from each other, and seek fulfillment in other things. I do not believe that was healthy for us. Focusing on ourselves was an excuse to avoid confrontation and communication.

I hope that you remember who I am, all of me. That you know me for me and still love me for me just as you did before. There's just something causing you to be unable to talk. I want you to know that if you give me is a chance I will never let you down, I will never betray you, and I will do everything I can to be there for you in every

>>81736085
That anon they replied to did say it wasn't A. Though A is probably common because anon.

>>81738372
Maria,
I know you are suffering conflicting emotions and fears, a maelstrom of doubts and anxieties.
I have a fear you will remain silent and allow your inner turmoil and defensive mechanisms to override the powerful connection we share, choosing to retreat into familiar patterns of avoidance rather than facing the challenge of opening your heart to me again.

I ask that you don't sabotage any chance we might have, deliberately destroying something precious out of fear and insecurity.

>>81738225
Oh? What video game did we play together, then I'll believe you

>>81738372
Did you post this one before? Seems familiar..

your ego is the reason for every problem in my life.

>>81736176
how does this image make you feel, factorinon?

I miss playing chess with you. I miss having a future with you. I miss nurturing you.
A person who once went by Ingrid

>>81738688
No I have not posted this before.

Alex,

I wish you knew how much it hurt me when you told me how my mental health was keeping you from proposing to me. Hearing that made me want to die on spot. Even though I've told you multiple times how much it hurts, I know you really still don't understand. It's not my fault that I have severe depression and anxiety because I'm fucking crippled. If you could live in my body for a day you would understand. You said that you don't want to do it until I'm "better" because you don't want to deal with it for the rest of you life but what if I'm never "better"? This only strengthens my suicidal ideation. This only makes me feel worse about myself. I've ruined the one thing I wanted most in my life because of how I reacted to my body turning on me.

Dear you,

I hope to hear from you tomorrow. I'm not hopeful, but I can wish.

From,
Me

>>81739293
Chicken and the egg. I take full responsibility for my emotions and feelings, I also know that without the distance and silence there would have never been that upset. Despite the pain and hurt it did give me an opportunity to grow. I just wish she was here with me during because it would have happened much faster and a more healthy way. I know that when she's here there will be no more of that and it will be perfect again.

>>81739346
It is good to hope because if she was faith in the other as you know her to be and excitement to learn and share more about who she is with all there is to talk about.

Still, I'd be just as happy lounging in the same room with her in my arms reading a book, feeling her breathe against me not a word spoken Yes

>>81727860 (OP)
Dear Dad,
I am sorry for not being a good enough son. I understand why you struggled to connect with me so much when I was a kid. I am sorry for assuming that you were always in the wrong and mom was always in the right. I am sorry for believing the lies public school was teaching me. I'm sorry that you also believe the lies taught to you. I'm sorry that I didn't help you see the truth. Jesus is the way the truth and the life. May God have mercy on us both.

Your fuck up Son,
Anonymous

>>81729147
Blessed are the Omega short men, anon. They will never see the woman they love and they thought loved them back get shark eyes and curse and spit and threaten them. They won't see their wives drop the facade of love and reveal bitter hatred. They won't learn of adultery and ask if their kids are really their kids.

If you aren't a chad, then incel is a high blessing.

>>81737820
Follow up to this: I've been agonizing over not being able to send the letter directly. But even if I never have the chance to show you the full thing, I'll move on. That's how life works.
I fucked up another chance at a relationship when I was younger, and I learned to move on from that, because in the end I realized I simply wasn't good enough for it. I was not entitled to a second chance even if I wanted one. That can apply here as well.

>>81739068
Blue circuit girl is no stranger to doing heavy squats and DLs. Noice.

Dear Rachel, you gassed up mid

How very typical of an avoidant shitter to claim that their communication style isn't the problem. No, sorry, but dropping hints and clues, muh "subtle implication is the depth", and understated expression left to be investigated like a detective in a fucking puzzle game, none of these things are "intellectual sophistication" nor are they what "healthy" communication looks like. Try the fuck again. You just don't want to be direct. End of story. Don't blame someone else for your inability to communicate without the superficial, surface level "layers upon layers" word games and bullshit that conveniently for you let you AVOID the demands of effective, timely, and straightforward communication. I don't do messages in code that must then be deciphered. The fuck is this? Middle school? Grow up you fucking gassed up, White Castle weed bitch. The only time I really felt anything for you was when you'd wear the skirt and thong. You were a rebound from a rebound. Fuck off, I'm not interested.

OHHHH I'M GONNA SEND IT

>>81740062
That's the thing. Even chads get cheated on. Seeing how many females in long term relationship tried to get close to me made me realize that females have no heart or sense of loyalty. Absolutely disgusting and disappointing.
I had multiple times that females wanted to talk to me after they were fighting with their bf in front of me. Not sure if she just wanted to make him jealous but I noped out because why would I want a chick like that? Evil and stupid, basically a soulless money-suck.
Some even don't hide the fact that my money is all they're interested in. I've dodged so many bullets that you can call me Neo.