We worked too long and hard to give it no time

He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies
Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise
He runs his scissors at the seem in the wall

He cannot break it down or else he would fall
One thousand lonely stars hiding in the cold

How will you make fire from ice?

>>82995254
The Moon only has eyes for the Sun

Faith in each other over all else.

That empty space, the part of her where I reside,missing in everything and everywhere, her mind looks for me in that silence.

To be mine, aching for those moments with me, dwelling in daydreams of home.
So fucking full. Complete.

My body pressed against his, draped over him, head on his chest. Feeling his breath calm and steady with mine.
Tremble and moan against him in pleasure, my skin touching his.
Looking up, mike moves my hair as my eyes meet his, I hear him say what I've always wanted to hear from him.

>Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

I love you more

>I won't lose you Mike. I know that.
>I won't allow it.

Do you feel sick to your stomach too?

I want to have fun with you

I want to have fun with you

Hey moon, please forget to fall down
Tripping eyes and flooded lungs
My one and lonely
Through playful lips
Unraveled words

We are made for each other. Thats not something that can ever change. I know for a fact you told me the truth when you said these words to me. I know because of the way we were together, everything about us.

I won't lose you. I just won't.

Maria, I still think about our last conversation

"You have to wait for me"
I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"
"I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"

Maria, I love you, remember that

"You're the only thing that matters now, it's been like that for so long. Nothing will ever change that."

"Mike, I love you, remember that."

"I'm only yours Mike, I love only you"

"I'll always love you and care about you, no matter what. You mean so much. You complete me, I complete you."

"You're the only home I have free of judgment and anything that will upset me, I'm crying because I need you, this argument is temporary, but I'll always have that empty part needing you. I'm your home too. You are perfect. I love you more"

The fact is despite any and all difficulties we have endured, the lies and manipulations of others such as you to mislead and cause reactions to drive us away from each other, I am still here for her, my heart still loves her.

I have made mistakes listening to people like you and reacting to people like you.

I take accountability for that.

I love my Maria, the same as before.

Our love is all that matters.

We are above you in every way.

>>82107125
If You ever see a negative comment towards you like saying you have low self-worth or really any kind of judgment, ignore it, these are actually reflections about how she feels about herself, as well as looking at all the ways that you are perfect she psychoanalyzes and looks for the one thing that if it was a part of you that would negate the rest and then tries to make up a fake narrative made up in her mind that is nothing to do with you to deluded herself about you.

If you truly love her and know her then you can look past her bullshit words and see her for who she's really is and why she is doing that. Best to let go and let her drown. Maybe she will wash up on shore and be restored, or she will continue shitting up the water and sink. I know it feels like shit and it hurts too see someone you love going through that but you need to let her just go through it.

Maria,

I've given this a lot of thought, I know that physical attraction towards me is not what is holding you up. That is very clear how compatible we are with each other in that way and that what caused our separation was miscommunication and emotional volatility.

Give me a chance to prove I've grown. A real chance, not a test or pushing with masks.
Spend time with me face to face just as before and we can see each other for who we truly are. Give us a chance to see if we still love each other.

I'm sorry if it seemed like I was chasing or pushing. I just don't know how else to communicate with you. I can't change the issues we faced in silence and distance, the distortion brought from others and pushed, influenced us to react and assume.

I would like a real chance for it is just us, no one else. So we can decide for ourselves what we would like with each other, so it's not the world that makes that decision for us.

I know I haven't always handled our relationship in the best way. I let my own fears and insecurities cloud my judgment, pushing you away instead of supporting you. But I've been doing a lot of soul searching, trying to understand where I went wrong and how I can be better.

I want you to know that I respect your needs and your journey.

I genuinely believe that, with the right approach and with each of our commitment to communicate and trust each other that we could have something really special.

I don't want to take away from how you are an individual. That is the you I love. I never wanted to take anything away from you, only to share with each other.

I'm committed to putting in the effort to understand you better, to communicate openly and honestly, even when it's scary or uncomfortable. I want to be your partner, not just in love, but life.