Thread 83016487

Make a Wish Edition

I wish 4 boardpeace

also I wish for discord kitten to unmute me and to criticize my messages directly

Man I must have gummed up your little con job even more than I realized.

old hags who still do pickme behaviours edition

>>83017556
I dont trust you, for all I know you screenshot our convos

seasonal depression or do i justifiably hate my life
call it..

i don't understand why depressed people don't kill themselves sooner i hate this feeling

I hate all of you cunts. I want you all dead.

>>83017588
why would you think that they screenshot your convos?

I made my wish

Onions Mike Peruano. Mi amor Maria, donde esta

W
If there were zombies everywhere uh, what would you do.


M

>>83019063
>onions
Fucking Kek
Hispanic anons BTFO

I JUST REALIZED THIS DUMB BULLSHIT MADE ME MISS VOTING

TRULY
OVERTAKEN BY THE FORCES OF DARKNESS
SERVING SATANIC FORCES AND INFLICTING THEM UPON YOUR RADIAL AXIS

I REBUKE
I BUKE
Byukt I say

>>83019065
Is a zombie considered necrophilia when it is a living corpse? What happens if it's literally right after the turn and she's physically perfect in every way but the whole ill eat your brains thing

>>83019535
In your case she'll die of undernourishment. Again.

Pic related is my letter

>>83019622
Because of this I've kept all promises. If it looks like I have not that is because things are not always as they seem from the outside, she knows how she reacts when she feels hurt and she knows that I do the same. So she can imagine what she would do then she knows what I did. And all to the extent that I never actually broke a promise

>>83019678
And just like that I see an example of it from the other side. Looks like her, so from the external presents is loss or bad things, but I have shown the same and they're actually was no loss. So this could be the same thing, something posted that looks similar used lashing out or whatever, basically mirrored circumstances, mirrored reactions, mirrored truth that is unseen, and ultimately a test of faith, to have faith in more than what is actually being shown, putting faith in God and trusting him more than the seen.

So when those cases we're visibly and is perceived as betrayal, lost promises, cheating, whatever somehow it is not actually that way and if faith is kept and put above what is seen and the truth will be revealed in the reward will be not necessarily a restoration or remembrance, but a reveal that nothing's was ever lost and the lesson learned to place faith in God above all else.

I never know whether to say something or not, I just have to trust that I always say the right thing in the right amount of time, if I mistaken, misheard then there's a reason I am mistaken, misheard and it's part of what brings me further down the path to us, I just don't see it yet

I still miss you, yet I barely knew you. How sad... Heres to hoping for good health to you and I.

Truly I am a fuck up.

I wish I could freeze time so I could rape women without any consequences

Stop eating bad food idiot. Ignore and mind on. There's a reason and it's not right to be tested. Leave it alone and all will be right

If you want the good ending mike , stop

Yes Mike, you are baited to something bad.
Don't call it and dive in just so you can get verification so you can cut off the head and be done.

Shut up mike, can you not do these in one post instead of 50 posts of your rambling bullshit.

My dearest [REDACTED],

I want you to stay forever. Please never leave me. I stripped myself to the bone, shed everything I had become to transfigurate into the perfect [REDACTED] for you. Because I love you, oh, I love love love you. I'm sure there is some saying about making sacrifices and all that, and honestly... I'm not too bothered... It is uncomfortable to be told what I have done is wrong or bad when it doesn't even really affect me that much. Others are outraged on my behalf, but it's not like I haven't done this before. Well, THIS, what we have, I've never had before, but it seems a better reason than anything. I desperately need love, and care, you provide it for me... Kiss me and hug me and tell me I am beautiful, your gentle hand guiding me through life. My rock, my hero. I am even tearing up writing this for how strongly I love and appreciate you. We may not always see eye to eye, but that is a given in any relationship, and we have made it to 5 months in the same house without any kind of nasty explosive fighting or cold-shouldered sulking. It is so refreshing to know that at the end of the day you want me. You won't cast me to the wayside like those before you. And to me, that means the world.

Love,
A

You and me, it's a foot note. aint a thing between me and you. That you made it between others and me. Fuck you. eat shit and die. you and me could have settled this easily. fucking you want to drag others into this and make it a problem. I between you and me forgive you. The things you do to divide us I do not.

idk I just became so crazy about you that I started messaging like an insane person. It wasn't like that before we met, I don't think. I just don't want to be forgotten, but my actions have fulfilled that. I will show you something this week. I hope I'm unmuted by the weekend. We talked before and then everything fell apart after we met in person. I probably just put you off that much, definitely after I started depression posting. I just looked back at our old chat and I miss your messages. I'll try to DM you so much, but it was hard not to after seeing how much you look at your phone. REEEEEE why am I so crazy about a guy that has no interest in me :(
I don't like guys who hate me anymore I don't think, but I still like you and that's confusing :/

>>83021378
Aint saying you say that to my face.

>>83021430
I mean if I told you I'll fucking break it, I fucking do it. I don't expect you to ever talk to me again. I've irrepperably harmed you and no right I do changes that. The rift you caused between others is not a thing I can forgive you for. I try to minimize how many people can be hurt along the way.

>>83021378
i'll try not to dm youso much*

>>83021430
idk u. the drama between "my" person and I isn't that deep. I can't say it directly to him because I'm tired of saying things to him and not following through

>>83021629
I thought everyone I loved looked okay when I seen them and now they're fucking dead.It's a disgrace you[re still around.

>>83021738
They're dead. You can't undead a person I can' only make you dead also.

>>83021738
>>83021775
you type as if you had a lobotomy

>>83016487 (OP)
Behead mike, hang mike, inject mike with ebola, plant IED's inside mikes room, whip mike with barbed wire, shoot mikes kneecaps with 22s, insert razorblades in mikes anus, send mike into the sun, drill into mikes eyesockets and fill them with salt, pour acid onto mike, hire prostitutes (Maria) to flirt with mike and rip his heart out, deport mike to gitmo, convince the government to cut off mikes neetbux, convince the pope to declare a crusade against mike, announce jihad against mike, invent time travel to beat mikes mother to induce abortion , dip mike in fukushima waste water pool, fill mikes walls with asbestos, VX gas mike, slowly cut mike whilst rubbing rat poisen in mikes wounds, leave mike in the pillaries at the town square, scold mike with boiling water.

>>83022356
Best I can do is gangstalk him. Sorry.

Calm your tits and be real. You know as well as I do messaging/communication balances out when you are honest and actually show the fuck up.

To Harotio,

I had the genius idea of posting in one of these, given what took place here.
Every time I remember you, it takes self control not to try and find ways to reach out and apologize for what happened when we were teens. I am not practicing self control now.
I'm not trying to intrude or reconnect, this whole description checking and replying is neurotic and unusual on both of our ends.
I get it, I'm curious too, I hyperfixate on things on occasion.
I found out you were still looking when I was looking for a good music Playlist (we have similar tastes) to pop on while I'm working.

Shame has proven to be a powerful driver for improvement. The actions you were subjected to were not in any way your fault. I'd think you know that, but it doesn't hurt to emphasize: there are no mental gymnastics that could excuse what happened. I still cringe.
You of all people should not have been in the crosshair of my self destructive and rebellious phase. It did not last long, but it was enough to be concerned with whether or not there's ever a part of me that is like that.
I remember you in a way I don't understand, I feel like we are insanely alike, and in this I completely understand and am in the same boat of wanting no contact.
When we knew eachother, my life did not facilitate a healthy mindset. I was a strange and environmentally unwell person, I may have been delayed in empathy and pure retarded, or maybe that was something a self absorbed and isolated teenage girl does.
I am truly, truly sorry for everything I subjected you to.
The strange relationship at 14, the reconnection at 18 (the self destructive bullshit, sexual messages and 'divided attention'). None of that was normal or healthy.

All I am interested in is hoping that this apology reaches you.

>this is what happened last night that I wrote my posts about and it shows up in lyrics this morning.

It didn't matter what they wanted to see
He thought he saw someone that looked just like me
That summer memory that just never dies
We worked too long and hard to give it no time

He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies
Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise
He runs his scissors at the seem in the wall

He cannot break it down or else he would fall
One thousand lonely stars hiding in the cold
Take it, I don't wanna sing anymore

giving mike 10 grams of golden teacher and locking him in a dark room until his brain is fixed

>>83022835
horatio, but retarded

he'll know it's for him by the spelling
seriously can't blame him for being wary and boundaries and all that but we're both retarded for checking eachother's descriptions

Give mike head, hung mike, erect mike, plant mike inside, whip mike with tongue, shoot mikes *, Mike inserts in mikes anus, orbit Mike, Mike drill and fill, mike pour onto, flirt with mike and make heart whole, get more Mike , gift Mike, Mike holy back shots, rub against mike, invent time travel to beat mikes meat in every instance of all of time, dip mike in, mike fill my walls, suck Mike, slowly choke mike whilst rubbing, put mike the pillar in my town square, hate fuck mike

>>83023422
>Mike inserts in mikes anus
Erase the second mike.
That was a goof

>Mike inserts in mikes anus
what did he mean by this

>>83023430
MIKES TONGUE MY ANUS

>>83023465
Only if we are dating, I'll eyp everyday

>>83023437
The worst typo. I done goofed harder than I done goofed before

>>83023546
We can role play what it's like for maria to verbally slaughter what's left of your retarded peanut mike brain and point out every reason she's had to leave such a worthless piece shit subhuman such as yourself and why she should kill herself for even associating herself with human trash in the firstplace, kys

>TOTAL MIKE DEATH
TMD TMD TMD

Or we could look at who I truly am to maria when there are no distortions caused by others

>And I was considering moving in with you
Holy F U C K

>>83024376
When my narc ex exploded at me he was like AND I WAS GONNA MARRY YOU
Yeah the guy that would barely text me back was totally going to marry me, riiiiight
Men really just be saying shit to say it

why are men so mean to us?

>>83024392
Lmaaaoo, they always do the final "Jsyk here's everything you'll be missing out on for the rest of your life" speech

I'd share the one mine left in my email but he was high in Machiavellianism so he made sure to send through a mail carrier that allows retroactive anytime un-sending of mails for "privacy reasons". Lol so the pedofurs in tech can send secure cublewds 1on1 and get a squeakier cleaner wipe that snapchat lmaaaooo

Anyways I have them all screenshotted but that takes more time to dig for than just logging into an email

Big wew I concur

>>83024392
Being a bad texter does not imply that you're not serious about someone

>>83024470
Wipe than*

>>83024406
>mean to
The way you phrased this sounds low- self-esteem/respect but maybe I'm being nitpicky

"Mean to us" evokes imagery of schoolyard teasing. The issue with men is the rampant psychological dysfunction, rage/violence issues, entitlement, self-centeredness, and so on. "Wahh why moid booly me on Fortnite" is a separate issue from modern men being the untergender.

>>83024495
NTA but
>would not text me back
is oftentimes incredibly succinct code for a whole load of bullshit anyone would not be able to be anywhere near on the fence on insofaras which party was reasonable, honest, loyal and consistently investing effort and which party was a BPD twat by the end of explaining but we don't got the under 2,000 characters time for that

>>83024470
That's creepy that he would even know about those services it's good you got away from him before you got caught up in something creepy. He sounds like a headache
>>83024495
Nah my bf I have now lived 150 minutes away in courtship and my ex only lived 30. Ex would barely text me back or come see me but my 150min bf made the drive every weekend then changed careers to be closer to me and never made me doubt his love ever. When men want a woman they will do anything it takes to be in contact with her as much as possible

>>83024530
Nahh, other features are good for other reasons but I just think it's funny to think about the reasons certain tech came about and would be extra furry if like the way we got pens was some NASA shit we got killswitch p2p comms because deepstate furries needed a way to delete their yiffing history in a way satisfactory to clearance level HR

>>83024495
Exactly this

I essentially have a form of dyslexia so how others interpret me via text is completely different than in real life. Maria should know this and should know me based on her interactions with me IRL

>>83024578
Yeah I often go stupid brained when I face content I dislike too

>When men want a woman they will do anything it takes to be in contact with her as much as possible

If there's something else I could do then be here I would

There's 2 kinds of loneliness just as there's 2 kinds of happiness. You can be fulfilled in hobbies, having fun, hanging out with friends and still be incredibly lonely because there's something that only your person can make you feel. It's the same with happiness. You can be happy in every other way and still be unfulfilled in that way that only the person can provide. There's the part you can give yourself and there's the part that you can only receive from the other, The same thing you give them to fulfill them in that way

>>83024584
>>83024495
You're not wrong. But that's beside the point, which is that not everything is about you.

Feeling triggered because someone toxic or abusive tried to paint you however they did because your communication style is different does not justify the move to seek present vindication by forcing someone into the role of manifested memory of the person who harmed you so you can 'A-ACKSHULLY ' them.
Mike, actually, y'know even though it's piggy-backing off the 'Centering other's expressions of vulnerability around meeee' Anon, this was a better example than most of the way to initiate conversation and connect with a fellow poster who may relate and the distinction between that and instigating, antagonizing, and elsewise in the pursuit of forcing conditions for simulated replay of chance to duke it out one last time with the person who never understood, respected, or loved you. But room for improvement isn't an insult

The worst thing to do is to settle for what you see in front of you instead of going for what you truly want. As long as you communicate directly everything easily comes into place and then that thing you truly want that was far away is now with you IRL.

>>83024506
>rampant psychological dysfunction, rage/violence issues, entitlement, self-centeredness

wait, are we talking about men or women here? it's hard to tell if you're a troon ragebaiting or an actual woman expressing her infinite solipsism and inability to discern her own ego.

>"Wahh why moid booly me on Fortnite" is a separate issue from modern men being the untergender.

you type like you have a mental disability, but with that out of the way and just so we're clear, all men, including modern men and among these even the lowliest men will always be physically and mentally superior to women, all women, anywhere in any time and place. a woman's only important role is to select safe and secure mates to rear children with and they fail at even that. absolutely lost, hopeless perpetual adolescents poisoning themselves with birth control so they can have carefree sex and winding up in their thirties alone and childless with boxes of wine. women choose this noxious atmosphere between the sexes with every dumb, impulsive thing they do and every faggy irreverent thing they say online (like your post), good riddance.

>>83024406
because some other women say stuff like men crying is an ick. they don't feel seen by us, even if we do or are trying to understand them. IRL guys who have good relationships with both of their parents are pretty cool

rant: It feels necessary to be cold to men I'm disinterested in, but it doesn't feel good. Behaviors like that probably further the divide. There's a guy I'm not interested in and he's been trying to talk to me for almost a year. He calls me wrangler because I wouldn't even introduce myself with my actual name because it was obvious he's interested. He only ever tries to be flirty with me and never actually tries to talk about what he does and I don't think he's ever asked me about what I study. At a group museum visit a few weeks ago, he tried complimenting me by first asking if I thought I could pull off a dress I was examining the bead work of, and then he told me he thought I could pull it off. I don't know why people/men are like that. They're almost never curious about what I'm thinking. I've been a bad listener in the past, but it's really frustrating to deal with frequently from men who are my age or older. I just think: you can't ask me about why I'm drawn to it? What about the dress is interesting? ugh - I'm not the best with questions either. Especially with older guys. It just makes me think not dating for a bit is worth it because guys my age probably will mature... idk. it's really frustrating. He thinks I'm that vapid I care if I'd look good in something or not? I was looking at the embroidery and thinking about the time of year/occasion it was worn because it sort of looked like a saree and I didn't even get to read the description because he was annoying me. GRGAGAGAAhHHH! I sort of get it, as there's someone I act retarded around. idk why being online makes me a mega sperg

>>83024666
To be blunt, I put Maria overall else. With that I am in the right with calling out the LARP asshat because he is what polluted us in the first place. Getting rid of that pollution is the first step. The second is cleansing and remembrance. If that upsets the larper then they can fuck off. I don't give a fuck about them.

I choose my Maria. I know that my Maria chooses me. As long as the poison is gone, the pollution washed off, I know how she sees me.

Maria does understand love and respect me, it is the manipulative asshat who would like to instill that she does not but that is not true.

I know my Maria and she knows me.

calling someone a "narc" just outs you as a retarded cunt, by the way. if not female, gay. i doubt any of you have ever met a "narc" in real life and most of the sob stories posted in here and on /r9k/ broadly from women (ostensibly, this board is a troonfest) about men mistreating them aren't even real, if we could read the conversation logs we'd probably see the dude's flaws and misdeeds being way overblown by a histrionic retard on the other end.

I do not feel bad as they lose everything that was built off the influence of their lies.

>>83024746
haven't used narc in this thread, but I grew up with a narcissistic parent who became delusional/psychotic around the time they realized their own life didn't meet up to their expectations. "you're making me sick and that's why I haven't been able to do anything" "you've ruined my life" blahblhablah. Many people have narcissistic traits. Mike seems like a full blown narcissist.

i mean women as a collective are such a clownfest it's insane so many of them have the ego that they do. entitlement? whores have single handedly cultivated a monopoly on that. no sane "modern male" wants to be around women because they are covertly and overtly aggressive, insufferable, mentally ill, promiscuous and retarded like children, the level of state backing and implied permission society has given women to behave badly is like giving a machinegun to an orangutan, there should never have been no fault divorce or women in the courts at all. most "modern men" just see women as cumdumps because of their insistence on glamorizing pornography and prostitution which they've cutely rebranded with the term "sex work" to make it seem less ignoble, the ones that aren't cumdumps are just goofs, infantile morons, terrible company, liabilities or all of the above. if women are lonely it is entirely their fault, no man wants to be around opinionated girlbosses with an inability to discern their true selves versus their inflated ego, men like sweet and demure polite mild mannered women with maternal instincts.

>>83024799
I am not. You are emotionally manipulating and attempting to influence how others feel about and percieve me. That is narc behavior.

I will not lie like you to attempt to gain an advantage.

I gain advantage because of who I naturally am and how when Maria sees me without your pollution naturally comes home to me.

Frankly put, I am worth more than you.

here are your superior females, bro. straight white males, the "untergender" (you are a tranny) subsidize these cretins, by the way. all women are a tax net negative drain on society, demonstrably and statistically.

>>83024406
You deserve nothing you stupid whore

All the in-between washes away as you truly see me again. My words, who I am, is felt stronger than all else. You love me, have always loved me. That's now soul mates work

just showing off some examples of feminine excellence for all that might be curious. these are very, very serious people.

why is /biofem/ in the letter thread? can you dilate and fuck off back to your containment thread? is it not enough that you all get to validate each other's gender dysphoria in there, now you have to branch out to the outer board and pester us there too? please tell us some more about how men are broken since you're here.

>>83024948
Our bfs are home from work now lol sorry can't reply much

anyway i'll just leave this beautifully worded expositional dump in here as my last heroic act before i go and actually do things today since it never fails to rustle jimmies, wisdom from a better time when we used to actually bully women off of 4chan rather than let them think they're part of it.

>>83024916
bro this is just sad ;_;
a kid having an intense need for admiration, probably because they were missing something they needed.

>>83024948
because there's landwhale nudes unironically and it's gross.

>>83024376
>tf
i was ready to walk away from an entire life for a man i believed existed and now i want die

>>83024948
All the (cool girls) I know like this hit the wall very early and very hard.

>>83025255
Narc attempted influence. He's getting desperate

>>83025447
this isn't about you, man

>>83024864
why is that? because you're really good at nigrigging shit together at 34? no one said they think they're better than you. you think you're above some random person on an image board just because you post 10x more than them with a tripcode? what have you done to prove that you're better than anyone? what have you accomplished? even some random anon freecad poster is better than you. none of your work is excellent, and your about as advanced as a 13 year old with technology.
maria understands what the narc bs is, but it's our fault for poisoning her. oh and still she loves you, she just doesn't talk to you because we poison her and manipulate the situation. it's not like your thousands of public posts would have any impact on maria's perception of you, if she still browses the board. it's not like your discussion of milking another woman would put maria off, because that's just banter. maria would never believe that you'd send an unsolicited dick pic, as anyone can edit that. Is it easier to tie your brain into knots trying to convince yourself of these delusions instead of accepting reality?
You've built a reality for yourself to avoid your largest insecurities, but you can't expect others to believe it too.
Why doesn't Maria talk to you if you've tried to follow her on Instagram?

>inb4 narc abuse detected

if you can't read that and give a sincere reply, I'll just assume you can't read above a 6th grade reading level

>>83025560
I don't know why you bother man. Once I saw all his screenshots of conversations with her were from FOUR YEARS AGO I understood how insane he is.

>not just accepting mike for who he is and teasing him from time to time
silly billy behavior

>>83025626
irl I was able to get a narc to at least admit that the delusions they experienced were in the past/inactive. impossible to get a real narc to say they're wrong about anything important. idk. it's actually pretty sad seeing someone so delusional. it causes them a lot of stress, actually. yeah, because it's sad. really sad.

it's true that people mistake emotional immaturity for full blown narcissism. I know that even replying is bad, but I'm not going to tease him and make him think he's worth joking around with. He's not. He doesn't need that sort of attention.

I wish my stomach would shut the fuck up.

me, a woman named stomach that has an r9k bf: ;_;

>>83025784
Please don't make me laugh. It only makes it worse..

>>83025695
I used to feel the same way you did, but you really just need to treat him like a lolcow. It's sad but he probably deserves it and there's no saving him.

Ahahaha dumb bitch got what she deserved, now she cries about it.
What's that, her karma continues??? You don't say . . .
KEK. Absolutely nobody could have ever seen this one coming from a thousand fathoms away . . .

Good. Suffer the discard eternally. Karama wills it

>>83025560
It's a single person and none of what you said is applicable to me. What I was referencing and how /why is a different thing and you just assumed and projected your own personal triggers on me.

>>83022835
I'm not asking for a conversation, just a sign you've read my shit so I know I've gotten this across. I don't care what you have to say if you don't want to say it, all I've done was let you know my intentions to apologize and that my door was open.

>>83025560
1. Yes I shit post and have fun talking a lot robot spider milk bots
2. Yes I have been catfished several times and am harassed by them/him same fag in that way.
3. Not interested in your disparaging comments from the outside

>>83025626
And now the same fag starts.

someone got DROPPED

>>83025669
Thank you. I appreciated that.

>>83025805
Everything works out in the end. I know Maria comes home to me .

The rain helps you remember me.
Remember my eyes, my voice.
I love you, only you.

We both made mistakes.
I wish I could go back and change how I worked through things with you, my difficulty with communication through text.

I felt heard when I sent you the video.

I'm so sorry for the mistakes I've made, my heart has always been yours and I reacted out of being hurt.

I accept you, all of you.
No one else's words and influence can change that of each other. Do not listen to those that attempts to take us from each other and stray us from the path with each other.

We can't change the past but we can choose each other, accept all of each other just as we did before.

I'm excited to see your smile and hear your voice again

Just finished a tiny modification (the frame was a bit tight and cumbersome to install) and now it should be Ez-Pz. The docking features on all sides allow these instrument chassis to get stacked horizontally or vertically and will be probably also very handy for storage as I can dock instruments that are not in use to the side of my workbench or to the underside of my desk to part them there, securely.
I know it's not a flashy project but I needed / wanted this for future small electronics projects to make better use of these high quality but still very affordable chassis. Besides, I wanted to build something that is more on the generic side to make it a useful open hardware project that may
Tomorrow should be the last fit-check and then I can finalize the design and clean up the earlier parts of the project. The world is in such a chaotic state right now and tinkering on these models feels so comfy. It feels like playing with Lego (tm), honestly

Remember when Mike was going to dehydrate himself to death? Or the time he pretended that he killed himself, but kept posting without his trip? Or the time he said he was going out with another girl simply to fuck her and was spouting about Maria being unpure days after? Or the time he showed his dick? Or the several times he went in a vulgar rant about Maria? Help me remember other nonsense this man child has spewed in these threads. Let's have a remember party.

>>83026252
Shut the fuck up, Mike, no-one wants to remember your unfunny shenanigans.

>>83026252
Him pretending to be dead was hilarious. I forgot that nobody cared or mentioned it so he kept posting about himself with his trip off.

>>83026252
Remember when he posted a pic from Maria's instagram because he was sure dykebot was her for a few hours? Too bad he had the sense at least to delete it quickly.

Maria will talk to me directly and we can address anything. Not a big deal .

What matters is to see the manipulative harassment to push us away from each other.

Choose each other over all else.

>>83025805
"deserved" explain how it was?

>>83026119
that's cool freecad anon. the details are pretty nice, like you have rounded edges in some spots. it's clear that the design was intentional, even if it's just for a functional chassis. really clean work.
rant: Besides, posting, I just spent today working on my shiet website that I've been putting off for too long. I'll need to fix some stuff, but I'm sort of just concerned about getting it up so I can share stuff with people/friends since I don't have instagram (I have an account, but for event stuff). page links are a big thing I need to fix. I'm trying to avoid using js because eee I don't really want to. I've done one js project before, but that's it. I mainly spent today doing that and looking into affinity by canva. I worked on indentured servant projects a bit, but that's about it. I just want somewhere to post my gay lil visual test projects without a direct reaction. I just want it to be an extension of the environment I live in, combined with original media and the things I love. Right now it looks chopped tho - at least not in the way I want. I like the choppy look of diy album art from local artists, so I'm not really bothered by some of the parts on the site. It's the page links... I can't do it the lazy way I'd like to >:(

The main tool I like in photoshop is the timeline tool, but affinity doesn't have that. I think canva has one.

>>83025805
also not only that but all of you organized to have my life ans future destroyed at sixteen years old. you made me move and set it up so id have horrible living conditions on purpose and decided that, as a 50 year old male, you are more deserving of deciding to dish out life sentences than helping them in any way

>Maria will talk to me directly
don't hold your breath !

>>83027082
Maybe he should , this is Maria covertly telling him this

She hears me more than any other

She feels for me more than any other

She is drawn to me naturally

>>83027191
If it were true you wouldn't be here schizzing out nigger

Just took chads dick out of my ass for a few minutes AMA

How will you make fire from ice?

>you just assumed and projected your own personal triggers on me
Allowing a narcissist into your life is trying to convey this truth a thousand different ways every day; blinded by your love, not realizing it is literally impossible for them to change or comprehend this.

The usual routine is:
>attempt a calm and compassionate conversation
>they feel immensely triggered by the consequences of their own harm acknowledged in any way even if for the sake of mutual reconciliation and growth
>sooner than you even began to try to voice your feelings or seek a solution together, you are framed as 'digging up the past', 'always looking for a fight' etc.
>the roles flip to you for some reason soothing them or apologizing for being hurt by them hurting you
>you maintain kind and loving communication, entertaining their every circular bad-faith divergence for hours
>exert ten times the patience every time they jab lower
>they get nastier and nastier the more things are examined and the more the division of responsibility is made evident by, ironically, their projection, accountability-shirking, and escalating abusive reactions
>it is actually as if the more rationally, calmly, or clearly you communicate things, the more volatile they get
>you finally lose your cool in the slightest (usually this means voice shaking or having issues controlling your tone at the very least, but this is quickly weaponized and warped to the narrative of you getting violent/crazy/disrespectful etc. And/or you show weakness, tears which brings a whole other level of awfulness out of their tactics because that's blood in the water to them and they often emote an expression of true disgust and lack of empathy if they do not smirk and suppress laughter)

>>83027588
>narc goes, 'success. push to point of emotional dysregulation and/or reactive abuse, then play like I'M the victim so i can leave all having buried my wrongs in DARVO and ensuing panic-attack induced brain fog, created a deeper divide in the connection, and secured the right to paint myself as the healthy and reasonable one in the conflict and supply/victim as either pathetic or a monster method flawless victory as always' (they often go back and forth between how they want to slander them depending on if they feel more grandiose or more triggered that day, shamelessly disregarding how contradictory this reveals their side of the story to be)
>depending on if capital D Discard or standard abuse cycle, either; says some sanctimonious, simultaneously faux-remorseful and blame-and-shaming thing (usually violating boundaries to transmit these comments) about how they love you and they're ready to talk when you can work on being such a failure/slob/slut/neurotic/idiot/nobody/drama queen/disappointment/crybaby/'No YOU is le narcissist/abuser'/psycho/bad person/bad partner/eternal etc. of narc devalue madlibs; OR begins full blown narcissistic mortification protocol

Sad and always such cases wit da cluster beez/en pee deez nuts

>>83027588
Yes, though I am not affected by their fits.
I live my truth and know my strength in it.
I look past them into her eyes as they meet mine.

HOE IS MAD LMAO

Mike vanquishing his enemies by buttfudging them to death while staring into their eyes calling them Maria as he climaxes again and again

>>83027588
>>83027594
Everyone is well aware of your methodology.
I'm just not interested in lies and manipulations.
Anything built on that base of lies is empty and collapses once seen through.

>>83027610
I think we need a little divvynation confirmation if you catch my fuck shitters drift :^)

Who dropped the bitch this time? Good call, brother. Good fucking call

>>83027629
I don't know if you felt attacked or something because I built off of your post, but ease it with the friendly fire. I was empathizing with you. I'm from the reply chain earlier about narcs.

>>83027629
I chose not to reply to your post, only quote it, precisely because I did not want to come across that way and make you worry it was larp/mocking.

Your waste of breathe does not affect me

I am attractive, hung, skilled across every medium, handy, intellectual, unique, gifted, financially flourished, stable home and future mansion, the ability to experience the world and give her that.

I am completely compatible with her in love and lust. I am the one who completes her. I give her the greatest pleasure she will ever experience in this life .

>How will you make fire from ice?

The sunlight through your lense creates your flame

NARC CAUGHT!!
Michael got them trying to smoke and mirrors their way out of a slip

>>83027707
Aren't you the poster who is always riling him up with lots of posts calling him a narcissist and a shitter?

>>83027650
I understand. I appreciate your clarification and calm clear response.

Through that understanding, I appreciate your post.

>>83027725
Much obliged.

Mentlegen. *Tips frogdora*
Seems like the bad actors are online. See you during /comfyhours/.

Thanks for holding down the fort, Mike.

Ooof, the smoke bomb and backflipping away from the scene seems to have landed a high roll

>>83027723
It is. He sides with you only to then disparage and harass with underhanded comments. Starts threads with a positive narrative similar to my own and them poisons it with same fag posts.

Ignore him.

>>83027740
Kek. What a flattering image of me you have. Making me sound like some kind of superspy

>>83027742
Knowers when they be knowing

Lmao I love the shitter comraderie. It's truly and genuinely heartfelt

>>83027743
Super spies dont shit their pants and chew on their turds

>>83027751
Is that why you misbehave so insistently? You think you'll finally earn the love your mother never gave you by joining Club Shitter? That ain't how we roll. Just beeeeeeee yourself

>>83027750
A majority of threads on /advice are created by him doing this. He will also throw a fit and make bait posts on /b

Who dropped the bitch tho

>>83027768
You should see what he gets up to on /trash/ when he's _really_ feeling frisky lmao

I heard he even larps as Maria on crystal cafe. Absolutely wild

I wonder if Michael knows she posts there. Do you think it's him she always talks about???

r9k superstars?

>>83027780
Who asked

Now bring back the sexy one or a convincing season finale goodbye including promised AI voice clip

>>83027785
Isn't that Colton?

>>83027780
The one always talking about being afraid of how deeply she loves the guy who is 'home' to her? No, I think that's actually her. I lurk there and I don't notice the same telltale Colton tactics. His methodology is obvious once you see it

Samefagging at increnibly fast multi devices peeds

>>83027810
>>83027858
Most likely bait to get me to react.
I'm not concerned.

He is a limp dick spineless weak wristed little bitch who throws tantrums because he is a shell of lies , worthless.

The words sound like her talking about me.

If it is her then once again, why would I be upset of her expressing herself?

Its not love if I dont trust her and I love her for who she is. Thats her voice. Her autonomy.

>>83027875
On his part.

My truth is my strength.

I won't dilute my truth.

>>83027892
hi mike fyi (for your information) those were trolls (not me btw (by the way))

My truth is my strength.

I won't dilute my truth.

He samefags because he is less than in every way and needs to emulate strength as he could never be enough to compare to a real man.

HOLY FUCK boys, don't let the cat out of the bag lmao. Do you really want him to find her over there and reunite with her? Think of all the obsessive and schizo Mike posts we wouldn't be able to laugh at anymore. Don't jeopardize our lolcow ops lol this one will be hard to replace

>Please care about my larps
>Please
>I go to great lengths to sprinkle them far and wide across all corners of the internet

I know Maria loves me

>>83027993
I love that you believe this
<3

you obviously made that post, mike

It doesn't matter if Michael believes Maria is on crystal cafe or not. The seed has be planted. It will fester. It will begin to sprout. And eventually he'll give in to the urge, give in to the hope of reunification, and he'll take a look. And he'll see her everywhere he looks. Ad infinitum . . .

>>83028044
it's from '21, i believe it

i choose to believe, anyway

>>83021252
You only ever love me for 5 minutes at a time and then you go back to being a psycho. That's not me, I just do or don't love someone, period. We could've just been happy, but you prefer to destroy everything around you, including yourself.

A
Prove your loyalty
B

>>83024470
Stop using jargon you sound retarded

This is how how Colton started manipulating her


c starts other threads and write things to make m think it was Mike saying horrible things. He would also make threads and talk like he was multiple people responding to each others posts. The posts are always describing some situation that he wants m to percieve m as and then posts with actions to take against m or larp as m and make threatening statements at her that she would recognize because he used things he knew about m and through their letters. Attached is one of the posts that c wrote to target m to manipulate her feeling for him.

What c did:
To trick m to think it was her m posting he
-used the word "my maria". M calls her "my maria" and she responds with "my m" in their letters and irl.
-ths ***** are in place of maria and m's name.
Then he used
-used scary religous threatening words to make her think m is crazy
-physically threatening words "disembowel my faggot body" to make m think l is physically harmful and make her scared for her safety from him
-obsessive stalkery perspective (twin flame, 1 day i find) like he is stalking her
-gross sexual language to make her emotionally react and associate m with bad sexual feelings
Instead of be attracted to him like she actually was

Basically manipulate her to break up, ghost m, and drive her away from him by subconciously making her associate m with harmful things and think he is a crazy stalker rape type.

c and his manipulations unfortunately due to her past trauma manipulated her to change her feelings

>sound
lel
if they only knew

B:
Don't trust him.
- S

Just because you feel lost does not mean your compass is broken

>>83028078
you are both diagnosed nut job, my opinion trumps both yours

Maria knows the truth and that's what matters.

nutjobs

>>83028194
yeah, that's fair, tbdesu

You know who you are:
Dont believe his lies

>>83028130
tfw ywn beat the none of those words were in the bible allegations

chronically online more like chronically. got my. shine... on

I'll show you >:( just you wait!
I'm serious. I'll miss looking at your online status and wondering if you'll respond or say hi. I hope I meet another smart guy that's willing to criticize me. If someone like you thinks whatever I'm doing sucks, then it's definitely true. Changing is easy. Maybe I won't be so retarded next time I encounter a guy I like a lot. That's what I hope for - and that I can maybe just pursue a guy closer to my age. I really am sorry for being such an annoyance you had to permamute me. I understand.

>yeah, that's fair, tbdesu
so submissive. good girlll !

If you think Michael is going to go over there and save her from Colton, then you don't understand Michael. It's all narc power games with him. He could save her if he wanted, but he wants her to come to him. It's all about power dynamics and control, and establishing a hierarchy within the relationship where he is the superior one being chased. Michael would rather her be ruined by Colton than to be the one chasing her down on crystal cafe

>>83028221
*shoves you into a pit of shattered glass*

I like that unless she's really pushed to having to bring out the big guns by toxic exes, Schadenfoids conflict de-escalation is just the
>WOE BE UPON YE
Eminem throwing a hamster meme

^ what the original are you talking about

>>83028252
originally, dodge this

Wow he truly broke this man. I leave for a couple months and this is what I see when I come back. He's still behaving like an abandoned dog searching for his master. Please pray for mike everyone!

I don't need to be someone's clingy wife, I'm fairly independent, but I want to be ;-;
I like meds because I can't really feel too extreme unless it's experiencing joy and excitement.

>>83028252
really specific meme reference lol (i looked it up)

I am also partial to the combination of the two styles which becomes this out-performance-art-ing the trolls high concept kinda thing. Gets a little circlejerky, and some of the irony seems mean-spirited when it baits them so reliably, but. I certainly can't play Mr.Morality from here.

Big fan, big fan,
You-Know-Who U.R.

a sloggy just slew slover my slouse

>>83028205
More of his manipulative larp. Just saw it

One backspace too short, eh?

Maria
I love you, remember that

how do i leave this grown man ALONE. Realistically it's just because he's the last person I cuddled with and he was so dorky and pure and smelled really good. But I raged after he sperged and I already had been acting like an unmedicated freak. I just want to cuddle without sex. how do I find an asexual male friend that likes cuddling wtf. cuddling is basically like my number 1 job and it's what I'm best at ;ooo;;; WTF

>>83028227
It's about her autonomy and choice.

Love is her choosing me.

All I can do is wash away his poison so remembers me and truly sees me so she can make a choice based in her truth

>>83028334
ok lowk i just started play hotline miami i was just buggin ok

>>83028267
oh haha lol you wanna efuck tho? 0_o

>>83028317
NOT SO FAST. the post you're referring to was posted at 21:45:27, but i posted in biofem at 21:45:57. it's a well known fact that i type slow as hell, and i don't have a 4chan pass, so i couldn't have been the one to make that post

Emoticons that remind me of my scene kid days are such a sweet spot. Always love to see someone keeping the ecks dees alive.
Emo boys, mallgoth bi bishes, roller rink melodrama neuron and mucous membrane activation uuuoohhhh

>>83028377
OBJECTION!

You have a notorious partner in crime, known also to terrorize these fair citizens! You could be 69-ing while getting in a MINIMUM of 4 posts a minute from two devices each for all we know!

>>83028398
using the name field? i don't think so, bub. my post history will show a slow drip from a singular device with words brewed from only one swiss cheese mind

>>83028342
>It's about her autonomy and choice
Is that why you threw a fit when she wasn't a virgin?? Truly, in narc land, where words are upside down, the rage was really love . . .

>>83028377
Use a trip password

how could you fart something so controversial yet so brave?
*holds mic to your butt*

>>83028414
>Use a trip password
no

>>83024147
Adrijus is Raiden not enough for you? Niichan is being naughty disobeying his goddess.

>>83028408
Yyyeesss... You've been VEEERRY careful to assure as much... HAVEN'T... You...

>>83024827
Men hate mild mannered demure girls all ugly women fit that but men love whores. Donald Trump? Fucks whores. Charlie Kirk? Fucked whores. Hitler? Fucked whores.

The biggest whore is herniichan@gmail.com

>>83028431
*dunks you in a vat of concentrated sulfuric acid*

I have never commited a crime or terrorized anyone.

>>83028412
Betrayal is betrayal. But who knows what the deal is because I was dealing with the catfish who was saying they were her

>>83028442
AAAUGHH AAUUWUWUWAUUAGH AAAAIIIIIEEEEEEEEEEEEE- oh cool I'm a skinny legend spooky skellington now just in time for recession era tumblr indie sleaze revival thanks queen

>>83028462
Skeleton you say..? *Grabs tome from the shelf of nefarious ass shit* Hold still.

>>83028462
get out there and fuck a bunch of women ready to make bad decisions, tiger

I KNEW IT I I EE KNEW IT TRANNIES HELL NECROMANCERS TAG TEAM DEFRAUDING IN MY WALLS

>>83028449
Indeed. Maybe the Maria we fell in love with was the catfish we fell for along the way

>>83028481
Confusion really do be a level 5 spell.

I hope you guys laugh out loud as many times as I do when we're all hanging out i really do love you full homo

>>83028493
I am not laughing at all honestly. I laughed at the I <3 LED lights cumrag dog photo on the catalog, but that was like 3 minutes ago. But, I'm glad you are having a good time.

>>83028493
im lolling and lmaoing

>>83028505
>cumrag dog
Ok maybe I'm not khhhrrronnnnicully online enough

I thought we called these types of dogs the yappy purse dog or the crusty eye boogers dog since when do moids use them as cumrags :tears::tears::tears:

>>83028373
err no because my ex discord kitten did a yes set with me and it was super hot and nothing can top it besides the real thing and I'm not doing that again until I find the loml 8)
WTF (I stopped playing hlm because my vita joystick is bugging) AIIEEEE tfw too retarded for dork nerd king to dom me for life

>>83028506
I can lulz you better, baby. Come see what it's like to hoot and holler with a real shot caller

I fucked up. Confusion is a level 4 spell. Chaos is level 5. Which is what I was thinking. Oh well. Enchantment is for fags anyway.

>>83028527
pls no. im actually fine with the way things are, thank you

>>83028523
Cumrag dog is something I call them personally cause they look like little gay ragamuffin fuckers. So I call them cumrag dogs. Not as in using them AS literal cumrags. Just ugly fucking creatures which makes them ontologically evil. That's all. I would never spill my seed like that.

>>83028541
This is the original combination of concepts and alphanumeric characters the robot was installed to inspire

I like whatever's wrong with you etc

>>83028525
>yes set
what is that

>>83028552
really degen compliance stuff yknow

>>83028540
Ok we can just play Donkey Kong racing on my n64 while my mom makes us some french toast sticks then

>>83028570
is your mom thick?

>>83028564
Oh so like they have to send nudes in a set doing whatever you ask or poses you tell them to do or whatever until the end of that photo set? Interesting colloquialism for standard dom/sub dynamic photo/self-pleasuring commands, daily homework, check-ins blah blah

All I wanted was to study art and take animation classes, but instead I was treated like a creep and falsely accused of being a pedo and nazi, so now I'm going to find out who is responsible for those allegations even if I have to expose government corruption and peacefully protest. I'm not letting anyone get away this harassment and torture and the fact that the allegations are secret makes them suspicious and untrustworthy.

>>83028482
I don't know how to interpret that

One time in 6th grade the guy grooming me on Kik told me to go to school with beads from a bracelet making kit inside my pussy and they fell out on the linoleum in the locker rooms before gym class and made a really obvious noise

>>83028593
that's what you get for being a pedophile and a nazi

>>83028604
Typical frank.

>>83028564
my google is only giving me hypnosis and persuasion results..

>>83028587
Sounds pretty tame

Internet people so horny, so goofy, so vulnerable

Talking to someone who is kind right now and that is such a change up from today.

>>83028628
not everyone is into deforming their privates like a retard

>>83028599
You're right. You don't

>>83028587
no nudes. he had me say yes to a bunch of stuff :D only a hot nerd like him could pull of such a feat
everything is more fun irl anyway. I hate sexting for the most part. it's really awkward and asynchronous comm is horrible bc I turn my phone off, or get up from my laptop for a sec and I forget what I was doing.
DK, I hope you see this and know you're appreciated. I blocked you anyway to add an extra step to adding you back so it's not an annoying cycle since I know you've moved on anyways. even if it makes you more confident in your decision to drop me, idc.


>>83028628
STFU! yeah.. maybe...... but it's way hotter than receiving an unsolicited, deformed, dick after telling someone I'm not interested in them. sorry he didn't tell me he wanted to do bad things like punch me in the gut and slam my head into a wall despite me saying something along the lines of "no, I don't want to talk about this" ... you degen
also size doesn't matter, especially when it comes to deformed penises.

>>83028698
I don't know what you're on about but gl with that

>>83028700
I think the right words will come to the shore at the right amount of time in the right way.

Best I can do is be myself and have fun.

>>83028704
i think you do, does it still look like the garloid meme or did you manage to fix that?

ugh mikes back
/thread

>>83028679
yes mofo >:^(
I've been anxious about masturbating because my neighbor always happens to make some sort of noise when I start and I get worried she can hear me too. and I haven't had sex in a while since I haven't had a bf. and I won't hook up. so yeah...

the last thing I want to get off my chest for the night is the voice acting in the Disgaea VN for the psp is great

>>83028702
Oh it's the Photoshop larper Who wants to disparage me.

Tired of that garbage

It would be absolutely crazy if there was a really autistic dude with a general despisement of wordsmiths and poets and the one time he posted his only poetry attempt it got laughed at by a specific someone and he then made it his mission to troll the ever loving piss out that person as revenge and he did it by crafting a woman who used words only to say nice sounding surface level things without genuine meaning and "she" said all the flowery things he wanted to hear and he then became hilariously obsessed for many years thereafter. That would be unfathomable

>>83028702
>DK
Not D***k K****ll? Right? That would be wild if he was still pulling letterfems

>>83028731
Mike is not dumb enough to fall in love with a faceless, voiceless, video-call-less LARP before the AI era, surely. He met maria and all, surely.

>>83028746
Yeah. Surely so . . .

>>83028731
Sounds pretty gay dude

>>83028742
DK is discord kitten, a man who is like 12 years older than me or smthn

>>83028753
Gay for the stay

>>83028731
The Letter Thread is stranger than fiction, after all.

And some threads are stranger than both..

>>83028695
Nope, they turned and started attacking. Fucking catfish

Show them the ol 'loid to assert dominance

Break a leg prettyboy :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))) door isnt locked whenever he's man enough:))))))))))))))))) just throw the first punch i wont even stab you :)))))))))))))))))

f

i will love you forever if you ever gave me a chance

Gangstalkers spoofing my IP to forge deathwish instigation hell my door is doweled and my maximalist holiday decor is boobytrapalicious coincidentally

>>83028913
dude maximalism is like so in right now, that's why I'm so over it, by the time everyone catches on I'm already on the next thing

>>83028607
You really thought you were being funny with that comment lmao

Would of rather but okay

M
Mike has entered the letter thread. The eclipse begins.

M

Initiate the Solar Eclipse plan

>>83029046
M
To the dawning... Of a new age. Cheers.

M

No joke my algorithm shows me more latina and woo woo twin flame content after I've been in the letter thread on a Mike heavy flow day

The Moon only has eyes for the Sun

Faith in each other over all else.

That empty space, the part of me where Mike resides,missing in everything and everywhere, my mind looks for him in that silence.

To be his, aching for those moments with him, dwelling in daydreams of home.
So fucking full. Complete.

My body pressed against his, draped over him, head on his chest. Feeling his breath calm and steady with mine.
Tremble and moan against him in pleasure, my skin touching his.
Looking up, mike moves my hair as my eyes meet his, I hear him say what I've always wanted to hear from him.

>Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

I love you more
My Mike

Oh okay, 4chan is just the same losers across every board. Cool!

>>83029074
genuinely why do you look at this garbage?

>>83029136
The Sun Beckons the Moon again.

Walking up to me expecting
Walking up to me
Expecting words

It happens all the t i m e

Present company excepted
Present company
Accept the worst

It happens every n i g h t

>>83029184
I have to scroll past your sorry nigher azz here too sometimes man that's how interwebs work

>>83029074
also the jews never had a chance fuuuu

>>83029199
well I mean you're opting to look at both -- I'mm saying what draws you to whatever shortform shit you screenshotted/liked? did you delete it out of your camera roll? or is it just rotting away with a bazillion other screenshots ya bitch

>>83029210
My feed started vomiting ascended schizo texts and undiscovered brown hotties after I tabbed over from letter
Do you not know how infinite scroll video platforms work?

I won't be mad if that like tells the algorithm I will continue to go "fuck, hot" and pop another like if while rapid scrolling another babe machine in a low cut top stumbles into view yapping abt aromatherapy

>ya bitch
Unfortunate 15 year old trying desperately to be reverse-psychology-personable core

You're like a zoomer with that weird projected shame complex aren't you. The "Can't let gang know I fw ____" generation.
Get a backbone pussy lol

>>83029272
you're retarded. I just don't use short form video platforms. I'm wondering why you look at that shit?? it sucks. it's trash. doesn't it make you feel like you're in hell? I deleted my 13 year old instagram account towards the beginning of the year because it's a horrible platform now. "get a backbone" I spent last weekend engaging in my interests with friends irl. IDGI. what draws you to it? "do u not know how these platforms work" they show you content genres more frequently based on how long you watched and if you liked/saved a video, right? and you liked the video that you posted a screenshot of. stop being an insecure heaux
OK I was on shorts on my desktop today because I saw and animator that I like (vewn) posted. but I'm not watching Billions or anything.

I'm the wanky shit demon.
You summoned me when you wanked off on your shit.

>>83029355
Child, please stop drinking Monster Energy before bedtime.

als00o I'm a laptop poster on here. soooorrryy I don't enjoy watching people who try to sell me products and fantasies

I don't drink energy drinks or coffee. and I'm gonna eep soon. sorry I'm not some old fuck that likes watching slop vids.

>>83029396
You're confused about the focus of my "enjoyment"

God, kids are weird. Why do they try to bond by being insufferable?

>>83027858
Was thinking about this a bit more. It does feel good if it's true that she wrote that about me there. I'm not going there to look cuz there's no point. I do want to acknowledge that it does feel good

(Secretly endearing because reminds me also of scene days abrasive bitch culture. Sigh *unzips dick*

>"WHO IS THAT? WHO IS IT!!??"
Camping in your vc is funny *silent snicker snicker*

Can whoever stop posting this stuff
>>>/b/942177314

>>83028334
>and I already had been acting like an unmedicated freak
dumb whore

mike you do have a bot scraping and sifting this, right..? you don't manually do this all day, right..? my favorite /letter/ regular isn't a bum, right..?

>>83029670
You do know you can set up filter flags right?

no but how complex would your filters have to be to catch posts that don't contain direct reference to you like "mike" or "maria".
i was also referring to the old posts that you seem to have dug up from the archives

>>83029875
You wouldn't believe me if I told you how so why even talk about it

When the time comes I will show her and she will finally understand. I won't bring it up myself because it will make her feel like shit for choices she made. I don't see the point in that. It's likely she will percieve it and will ask me.

Some things I just have to let happen

It's why I make comments like this >>83028599

The truth is I do, and I know. But it's best not to say because I shouldn't know. Especially before it's happened.

By shouldn't know I mean shouldn't be able to know

And now I've said too much (but to the letter exactly what is meant to be said)

1:11

Good night

She doesn't want to talk anymore it's OVER for me

I know we don't talk anymore but I still think your search tool that can go through youtube playlists is a great plugin or website idea and you could make money off it. I'd buy it for a dollar

I wish I could forget; I wish I could move on, but it looks like I'm stuck with you on my mind forever. There is no escaping you

>>83030756
Turbo fag coward

>>83030779
I know, I'm a pathetic faggot loser

>>83030756
When I broke up with my first and only gf, my friend gave me the only decent bit of normie advice I ever got. Fuck someone, ANYONE, a prostitute if you have to, within two weeks. Otherwise they fester in your brain as a virus and stay there for life haunting you. I fucked some crackhead bitch and it didn't work, I still think about my ex, but probably not as hard as I otherwise would.

>>83030792
Just believe in yourself!

>>83030865
I'm the one who initiated the breakup, so I deserve this
>>83030884
Believe in what?

>>83030902
>I'm the one who initiated the breakup, so I deserve this
I did too, it doesn't mean you won't obsess over her for years to come if you don't act NOW and fuck anything you can get your hands on ASAP so that the pair bonding fucking you did with her isn't your last experience of physical intimacy for months or years.

>>83030902
Your reading comprehension sucks! Maybe you broke up with her because you were embarrassed about how not good you can't read

>>83030865
legit sounds like an L. why not take a weekend trip somewhere instead? was it just about sex with your ex? no. stupid advice. if you develop platonic relationships with other people (including women), the weight of losing a single romantic relationship won't be as heavy.

>>83030913
women are shamed for being slutty like this.

>>83030913
>so that the pair bonding fucking you did with her isn't your last experience of physical intimacy for months or years.
Okay, you make sense, but I just don't know if the best thing to do is to fuck a prostitute
>>83030933
I know what you're trying to say, but believing in myself feels stupid. I've fucked up so much in my life that I don't think it's a good idea to believe in someone who keeps fucking up.

>>83030962
There is a time limit on this. Being a woman's friend is not going to do shit for him, he needs to have sex with a woman and have the oxytocin feelings with someone else so he doesn't permanently associate it with her and develop an obsession. I don't recommend prostitutes but if that's all he can get he should do it. And yes women are different to men and held to different standards on different things, this should not surprise you.

>>83030964
>but I just don't know if the best thing to do is to fuck a prostitute
Its not, if you can fuck anyone besides a prostitute do. Prostitutes are disgusting and full of STDs. But you need to fuck SOMEONE in the next few weeks.

I wouldn't mind having an older woman teach me the ropes of love.

>>83031028
You should ask a fish for advice on how to catch it too. THEY DON'T KNOW. WOMEN DON'T KNOW OR UNDERSTAND ANYTHING.

>>83031114
you sound like you really love to suck dick.

>>83029475
>I'm not going there to look cuz there's no point.
We both know you will, eventually. The temptation will become too great. Always there, beckoning. And there's a lot of content over there for you to get lost in, which is what you want. Plenty of fuel for the fire. Enjoy your tantalizing yet maladaptively limerent proclivities, Michael

>>83031193
BWAAAAK maybe you like dick! BWAAAAK you can't get pussy!

Shut up dumb parrot hole

If it helps you sleep to have me hold you, or be near you I'm more than happy to oblige. You can use me as you see fit, and I promise it won't be an issue.

hngg can you say that to me

>>83031391
dick lovers are good at spotting other dick lovers [|8^)

im going to kms in a few hours i think

>>83032132
why? please tell me.

Why do you have to look some pretty and be so playfully touchy but then act like that with any of your close friends and flash that dorky wide-teethed smile to anything that makes you laugh, faggot, fuck you.
- S

>>83032250
im a virgin loser at the end of his rope. girls dont speak to me girls dont add me and the ones that do leave me on read. its like women instinctively know Im a subhuman and I will always remain a khhv. the only positive interaction women give me are the ones already in a relationship. i havent had a conversation with a single girl in years, actual years. im just so fucking done trying to chase something that i will never be able to catch the universe is trying to tell me that so might as well die and take the off chance that reincarnation is real and Im born as some big dick chad or its not and i just stop existing, either way both of those sound better than the way im currently living

>>83032289
maybe one day someone will reincarnate as this person and have a better shot but the spirit that currently occupies this body cant do it

>>83032289
Would you want to talk to a woman about how you feel? I understand if it won't change your decision. Post your contact anyways.

>>83032432
i mean i guess only through text chat not voice but idk if it will change anything, grenadebits on discord

S

Sorry about what happened with the cake. It was for J. I should have let you have some. What I said was immature

M

>>83032472
I'm the person with the red menace pfp.

>>83032289
i'm sorry to hear that anon. I in the past had a gf, my only one, and haven't had one since. there are hoops you can jump through to get "a" gf but ofc you don't want just anyone who will tolerate you, you want love (understandably). i don't know what to tell you, i can't find that myself but i go on.

>>83031391
you're on here suggesting whores. you're a subhuman normie.

>>83032132
Killing yourself because you're a virgin is gay as fuck

>>83032714
every single poster on here has suggested whores to the desperate. its been the route of the desperately lonely since antiquity, you retarded hole. "normie" don't make me laugh you fetid cunt, go back to CC and cry about sex workers there.

>>83016487 (OP)
i wish that i become a billionaire and all of my friends are also billionaires and we are all happy forever. in jesus christ name i pray amen

>>83032739
That retarded wish will never happen, faggot

>>83030454
If it was truly over she'd stop making posts and threads about me

>>83031028
Sure a "woman" will teach you "ropes of love"

>>83031317
Nah, if true she will message me directly so why bother

>>83031413
I remember her telling me something similar

>>83032953
But it was empty words

>>83028098
This letter is not for you, K. I would have thought that would be blatantly obvious, but you were never the sharpest tool in the shed

>>83032904
>>83032953
>>83032962
The sun enters the moon again

In both ways

>>83033026
Dump all the $SOL

Love is forgiving and we can only walk forward together.

Just really dislike the nauseous thoughts and feelings that accompanied reading that post.

Feel betrayed. Hurt. Like if I could rip it out I would.

But I can't.
I meant every promise I made.
I told the truth.

How is he so schizo yet refuses to look into what her avatar means

>>83032737
idgaf about them. fine, be one of the nasty niggers that fucks whores. go get yourself a fifth while you're at it. you only get that shit into your system.

>>83031317
The other thing is that the entire reason that it would even be posted there whether it is her or a LARP by him is that posts can't be tracked by IP so it can't be verified whichever it is.

She will contact me when she contacts me. I don't need any more in between.

i am the bone of my sode.

steel is my body, and fire is my bIood...

i have created over a thousand blasz.

unknown to death, nor known to life...

>>83033373
seething foid pretending to be male award

Kidnap mike and use a portal gun to force mike to rape himself, force feed mike shards of broken glass, shoot mike with a harpoon gun and pull him in like a landwhale, shove mike into a trash compactor and turn him into a mikecube, get mike addicted to meth and prevent him from sleeping, runover mike with a tank, hire a prostitute (maria) to violate his urethra rod using hotsauce as lube, arm gangstalkers with megaphones to constantly yell at him, stretch mike apart using monster trucks, stuff mike into a cannon and shoot him into a wall, airdrop mike into the middle of the Atlantic ocean, stab mike with used hyperdermic needles from rotting aids junkies, hire mexicans to kidnap mike and cook him alive in a oil drum, dump mike in a bear enclosure, tape mike to a pole and leave him naked outside a gaybar, squirt acid into mikes ears with a pipet, smash mikes balls with a hammer, send mike to north Korea to test biological weapons on him

TOTAL MIKE GENOCIDE
TMG TMG TMG

have withstood pain to create many weapons...

yet those hands wiIl never hold anything.

>>83033471
I know
>You are my home too
>You complete me
>I complete you
>I will always have this empty part missing you

"I am the bone of my sword"
Fate, part of my being

No rinse, only repeat

so, as i pray...

>>83033554
UNLIMITED BLADE WORKS!!!!!!!!!!!

>>83033569
Inner world reflected to the outer world.
We will see.

The words are true.
The promises kept
The love real
We choose and care for each other in every way we dreamed of

Just because we felt lost doesn't mean our compass was broken.

>>83033569
My god this is diabolical. Just imagine waking up from a dream feeling some goop in your mouth (this might trigger some weird dream, mayhaps) and then waking up and spitting something yellow and freak out thinking that came out of your lungs, just to run into some fucking foil when you bolt into the bathroom. This is some fucking behavior that would result in kicking them out (if it's a room-mate). Grumble, grumble.

What is my brain trust thinking about this?
https://adnauseam.io/

Giving some random addon access to your browser tabs feels like a good way to get owned, no?

Final message to my nigga Harotio:
I hope you got my apology, and I sincerely hope I'm overthinking.
I've thought way too much about this recently, when previously everything would be shrugged off as "just how he is."
Don't know why I care and have thought about this a disproportionate amount.
I swear we had a conversation about the description back and forth, but maybe I meant to ask and never did.
I imagine it's something you're doing in hoping I wasn't going to check, in the same way I never intended to check but happened to while stealing from your great playlists.
If there was intention behind it, I hope it was your only facet in life that has so much mistrust, doubt, and disconnect.
I know it was my final outlet of unhealthy fixation. It sounds like it's had more meaning than it does, but I think it's just always haunted me-- as melodramatic as that sounds.
I assume it boils down to: no closure, some sort of attachment from the past, and fear of communicating directly. Maybe you think I'd rope you into some evil shit if I had the chance to relay anything to you, and that's why you'd reacted to me posting my discord and saying my door is open. (My neurotic ass refreshing your page to see what you'd said)
Given the abnormal circumstances, I can understand why the two most direct and healthy options (being no longer interacting with it/eachother and moving on or communicating directly) would make less sense. I don't know what it is you think you'd risk, but I'm not taking it personally.
I have love for you, mostly in the form of a deep respect and fond memories alongside the regrets. I expect this to weigh absolutely nothing, and I intend to do nothing besides draw the line that's long overdue.
Do everything you can to do what's right by yourself. I think I understand why you'd done things this way, I may just be more attached and sentimental than I'm imagining you'd be.
No more maladaptation. My door is open to DIRECT comms only, otherwise goodbye.

Direct is always best. The only thing out there is the 2 playlists. Which I think you only have one.

I just noticed how this girl at work is kinda cute. Nothing like a new love to heal a broken heart.

>>83033797
It's a prank I would do ..

>>83034183
I'm also enjoying immature shit now and then but this kind of "prank" is way too intrusive for my taste. But then again, I would totally lock my door if I knew I had room-mates like that.

>>83033814
Okay esl cunt (read tone with kindness and poking fun to help mutual understanding)

You knows what threads I enter. Not sure if i it counts as "entered" if I click to hide it and did not want to enter. The arrow on mobile catalog is easy to missclick and enter anyway so that shows that how easy it is to missjudge intent on entering. I may just want to see the picture. Missclick, maybe the thread filter highlighted the thread and I open it to see what pinged.

Issue is the assumption vs actually communicating directly.

I'm not even touching on the yandere obsessive stalking involved in following everything I click on and judging me for things that don't make sense to judge me on if not dating.

>>83034313
It wouldn't be a roommate, it's a lover thing. Yes it's a bit too far, but it would either be a mistake and I would apologize or she would find it humerous (after cooling down) and get me back just as much.

>>83034519
This prank is NOT funny! Not with American egg prices, at least. My parents would have beaten me into pulp for wasting food like that.

>>83034502
Nigga, we log absolutely everything you do and we play cringe-bingo, it's kind of a drinking game me and the boys do on night-shift to pass the time while monitoring your boring ass life.
Keep using Windows, mate. It makes our work that much easier.

>>83034502
Tell me about it. She gets mad at me "releasing some pressure" now and then using some AI-slop because she is too stingy with her hot pictures to give me something else to jack off to. Well, she at least gave me one pretty hot one but I can't do that on one picture of her forevar!
Also, yes, being stalkery like that while not being exclusive (her words) is a bit weird.

>>83034550
She is the one who wasted it! She should of swallowed

>>83034584
Nothing to do with os and I know how it's done. I know how to make myself incognito to the system. I don't because I feel like she should be more understanding of me, able to separate her assumptions and understand alternative reasons, respect that if we are not together and not providing for each other that having an outlet is ok and not blowing it up into an addiction when it wouldn't even be used if she was involved.

>>83034627
The difference is.
If you are together with your person then you are cheating.

>>83034726
Exactly! I'm a bit worried that I agree with you on anything but yes, she doesn't understand the male need to bust a nut to some pictures of bimbos without planning my life with said bimbo. We're just visual creatures but she's low libido and wouldn't get it.

I guess her poor dogs are going crazy from not getting their needs met since she doesn't acknowledge the existence of needs of living creatures with healthy levels of libido.

>>83034739
Mike, stop with this female-think non-sense! She's on the other side of the world and cheating involves at least touching another female, which I am NOT doing. She's talking to numerous males online and irl and THAT is not cheating somehow? The fuck? Ms. Double-standard needs a reality-check.

>>83034775
I don't agree with you at all.

IF YOU'RE USING PORN WHILE DATING SOMEONE THEN YOU ARE CHEATING

oh harotio, you mangled name little guy...

>>83034804
She is also cheating on you if she is talking to numerous males online and irl.
Obviously only the case of they are flirting with her or trying to be with her and she is still talking with them, in communication with them or If she is actively flirting in some way with them, keeping the door open with them to monkey branch.

But that is an assumption. I don't know what the deal is with her

>>83034840
Idk Who you're talking to, if it's a LARP then there's no reason to read it, if it's to me then you'll have to just write to me. Not worth my time to read meaningless things

If you're that bent up over who I'm sexting, flirting with, and if I'm looking at porn and we are not dating then I think you need to ask yourself why you're so obsessed with what I'm doing sexually/romantically.

I'm not at fault and cheating on you in some way if someone else takes my hand when I offered it to you already.

>>83034820
I new you were female, no male thinks that way, EVAR!!!
>he's releasing some pressure looking at images
CHEATING!!!!
>she's getting railed by a cock-carousel
You go grrrl!!!

If above makes sense to you... just leave me alone you bigot.

shallow graves, gonna dig those graves gonna dig your grave, break a leg we're gonna break your leg :D
faux tradition*
projection :D

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/82993382/#q83012239

>m

>id wait for you, if you let me.

>k

If this was to me, then sure, let's hang out.

Time for some more DX, laterz.

>>83034940
>he's releasing some pressure looking at images = CHEATING!!!!

True

>she's getting railed by a cock-carousel You go grrrl!!!

No idea where you pulled this from, I do not agree with this whatsoever.

>If above makes sense to you... just leave me alone you bigot.

It didn't make sense to me + there's no signature on your post

>>83035025
Have fun! I Loved mankind divided and human revolution.

I have not played deus ex, invisible war.
I have deus ex : the fall installed on my pixel fold. I owned it forever but haven't gotten around playing it.

>>83034775
If you are together with her and you are cheating on her with porn because you are sexually incompatible with her as far as libido and relationship dynamic that does not Make cheating okay. It only shows that your incompatible together and either you are able to work that out or you're in a non-monogamous relationship.

It's a childish manipulative narcissistic perspective to have to blame her for low libido, guilt trip her over it.

I take fault in looking at porn during a relationship before, I did not realize at the time that she perceived it as cheating and when she told me I immediately stopped despite not understanding her perspective I did it because I loved her and would give up anything if it bothered her. That's what I was going to say during the call. It was only later that I understood her perspective and why it is cheating.

>>83034840
He died his sexy sister replied to me after all of these and said it was her pranking me

I am confident in who I am. You're the one deflecting. I know what to do and how to talk to you.

I took my turn. Now it is your turn.

In the end, pushing carts is all I know

>>83033525
not pretending to be male. go grab ya fifth nigger. ill see you at the stop after the temp office rejects you

She may want it more than anything else but is stuck. For whatever reason.

Happened before. If she remembers how easy it was before it can be that way easily again. Take a single discord saying hi

All of /advice is such negativity that has nothing to do with me. I ignore all that trash. Not worth my time.

I feel like I will start obsessing over this girl from work soon. Why am I like this?

the only white guys I know who've paid for sex happen to be quite niggerish in taste. sony, chinese decor, nigrigged glass tv consoles that are about to fall apart because a screw was lost during a move.... I'm not even joking when I say I've met multiple wiggers like this. one of them tanked his life and ruined every chance at long term happiness he had. it's way more cool to be an advanced wizard with many hobbies and a strong community: unbothered by the shame that comes with fucking whores. anyone that fucks whores should be ashamed because they perpetuate such a sleazy industry. the irony is that you guys are the same fucks that say "uhnnn wimin ah held toah diffwent standad"
you're retarded. any dude that isn't a loser wouldn't need to fuck a whore for his rebound. you only get that shit into your system.
>BWAAAAK you can't get pussy!

Being envious or jealous is retarded. I don't have that feeling ever. I focus on myself and what is mine.

I know who I am to you and I know the loss of me would be to you.

Slurp your own larp turds colton. Who would ever want to be with someone who larps,. Harasses, and manipulated like you? I have no.respect for you

Colton is Weak wristed, spineless, manipulator childish,like scraping the bottom of the barrel. No on wants anything to do with you seeing who you are. Who would want to slurp turds and live a life with such a spineless manipulative little bitch boy like you? No one.

Just seeing all the manipulative conniving threads Colton made on /advice and here . The shear
Amount of them. Knowing it is Colton shitting out these turds. No one would ever choose to slurp his turds for life.

You feel sick to your stomach every time you see a manipulative conniving thread, comment that Colton makes. Coltons words taste like slurping turds. The more you see coltons manipulative conniving larps you feel sicker and more nauseous to.even be around colton , let alone even hear coltons voice. Tastes like turds. No one would ever choose to even associate with Colton. That's why he has to manipulate and lie to trick anymore to be around him. Colton is a pathetic little bitch and is not a real man. Thats why Colton has to same fag.

chillllllllll nuh

mike genuinely believes that colton makes half of the posts on r/adv/? lawl

Colton is a narc little bitch who will attempt these things

>>83027588
>>83027594

Recognize when Colton does the things I'm those posts. Coltons voice tastes like turds

turds? really? grow up. mang,,

Colton here I'm railing Maria right now

>Maria is mine
>fuck Colton he a bad guy!

At 35 Mike sounds like a pentulant 15 year old teen who simply mad he cant get his way

Hairy Latina puss,
Add me back pls

Not interested in slurping turds. You know he is shitting in your mouth. If that's your choice then fuck off already.

>If that's your choice then fuck off already
"maria" hasn't spoken to you in years, mang

Stop with the razer blade. You know I don't want that.

>>83037947
"She" has, "mang"

Why ask how?

You already know how and why.

The thread between us hurts me just as much, as well as the thorns when I leave.

It hurts so much it gets to the point that I want to leave. Then I.feel the abscess, that pit.

it's spelt "razor", dickhead

I don't care how its spelled retard

I care about who is using it.

I want you to throw it away so your not tempted further.

>finally, Maria is back, we will be together forever and her pierced Latina puss will be mine forevermore

-Mike in 2070

Do you know the extent of the hurt I went through then?

You know we felt the same.

You know we feel the same.

yeah im the retard okay

You've screamed and cried out to me.

When you did you heard my voice in yours.

>>83038119
Tigger had a m on his forehead too.

I would press my forehead against his and as he pressed back I'd tell him we are bonded.

I miss him every day.

That's a hurt that can never be fixed.

lets not forget mike spelled razor as razer
what an idiot

How did I know before you posted
>>83038093

You know how and why.

Others won't understand.

>>83038176
He seems drunk. But yes, he is an idiot.

I know right now you are crying and asking me not to leave you

>colton spawns as soon as maria cuts herself
kys

You feel overwhelming guilt and shame. You want to talk but your afraid. You would do anything for my reassurance. To my relief. For me to tell you that everything is going to be okay.

lol he's starting to break

I reckon Maria would cut Colton's name into her body if he told her to. That's how much she enjoys belonging to him, serving him and obeying him.

There's no right way here.

If I stay I'm overbearing. If I leave he swoops in with manipulation and "being present for you".

You put us in this position and you are the reason for the cuts.

Choose lies,him and feel that hurt, the hollow spot, loss of your me, your soulmate the rest of your life

Or choose me and have it all. Feel truly full filled, cared for, and happy. Content and euphoria living our truth with each other. The most pleasure you will feel in this life, love and lust.

I'm told the compass isn't broken.

I'm reassured

>>83038420
How coltons turd taste. This is who he is.

Im gonna go get high and play True Crime: NYC for the GameCube

She's Colton's property now. She feels the euphoria of finally fulfilling her life mission and purpose. Serving him, being his relief and only for him, fills her life with meaning. It gives her unspeakable feminine pleasure to be under her master

gamecube was a tiny little powerhouse and still looks good today

wish i was high and jacking off

wind waker was the best zelda ever made

>>83035185
>low libido
Yeah, low libido for you since she got miles of dick elsewhere, lel
Imagine giving someone shit for masterbaiting looking at images of hot females (not her) after getting tons of strange herself, the gall.
It's like getting punished for being the same gender as her abusers. I'm so fucking sorry that you were abused by some assholes but why do you punish me for it? How about you punish them? Let me guess, you can't bc you've already gotten them killed but you still feel unsatisfied?

>>83038469
That's Majora's Mask but WW can be 2nd. 2D Zeldas > 3D Zeldas though.

botw is the best zelda

>>83038469
Honestly I like the artstyle but Twilight Princess is easily the definitive Zelda game . Oot fags can get rekt

>>83038497
Dude, no way. Majora's mask is acceptable as the GOAT (allowing for personal taste), but for God's sake BOTW is not

botw > lttp > oot > tp > ss > la > everything else

>>83038497
Don't even try

Mike is a mega stoner. He smokes weed a lot. He's super into weed.

>>83038512
Majoras Mask will always be #2 to OOT. A cuck to itself

>>83038512
majora's mask isn't even in the rankings it's /v/core for contrarians

uhhh dudes did you know that her real name is ARTIMECIA, squall died at the parade xD

Maria, I know you feel our truth.

I hope this pic from us gives you relief

>>83037575
Are you seething because sex workers actually deliver instead of dangling the carrot in front of your simps to make them do stuff for you for free? People who earn an honest living like them must really grind your gears, huh? Or should I say: they cream your corn?

>>83038532
Squall will always be with us

>>83038524
It's ok to admit to being filtered. Even by a Zelda game of all things.

>>83038535
I didn't respond then.
I will now.

>Mike, are you awake?
>I want to dwell there too

>>83038545
Majoras Mask will always be OOTs contrarian cousin.

>>83038561
Nothing wrong with that but to say it's not even in the ranking is flat-out incorrect.

>>83038444
Maria will always choose me over Colton in this way.

>>83038575
She hears and feels me more than anyone else.

I am worth everything to her.

I complete her.

Just these 2 images show her truth of me

It's kind if ironic that I never owned any Nintendo products (being part Asian and all) but then again, my patents didn't want me to have things that help me connect with my peers.

Maria, I expect promises kept and loyalty in this way.

Don't lose us.

objective best zelda is prob alttp or oot, but majora's mask is just my personal

Michael SHUT the fuck UP we're discussing more important things right now, faggot. I bet you got filtered by Majora's Mask as well. Too abstract for simple minds to handle

>>83038601
They were looking out for your future so you dont end up a bum

Kinda sorry for you though anon

>>83038329
S...starting? Are you this new or are you trying to yank my pizzle?

>>83038614
Skyward Sword is the real underdog. Nobody played it. Most innovative game in the series

>>83038619
Yeah, felt like shit listening to every other kid gushing over beating Super Mario and not knowing what they are talking about.
> deny him things that makes him relatable
> why isn't he talking to anyone?
Well shocker and also 'tism but you couldn't admit that either so he didn't get the help he needed to not fall too behind his peers in terms if socialization.
> why is he like this?!?!
It's a mystery.

>>83038661
>nobody played the Zelda game exclusively released for the fucking Wii
The combat was good for a waggle-game but it's just not as fun to spend a long session playing. It was alright though, should have had more secrets and stuff to find while flying.

>>83038619
No, they wanted their "retirement plan" to have the best yield and him enjoying his life doesn't help that sole purpose.

>>83038691
Money is hard to make and I am a bum because I did t study hard enough In college or such

>>83038691
Join the military, makes them proud and you get to play vidya in your dorm.

>How did he see what I was doing? How did he know? He said he knows things he shouldnt be able to know.

>With what he shouldn't know, he told me to drop the razor and throw it away.

>He tried to stop me and be there for me so I didn't self harm.

>Without me saying a word, Mike came to save me

>No one else in this lifetime will have that kind of connection to me

Nononononononononono

>>83038847
>Posted at 11:00 and 23 seconds

>What Mike said

>123

You know I know

https://boards.4chan.org/r9k/thread/83037133p83038990

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/83037133/#83037133

You know I know

>Does he really know?

>Is this what he was saying about knowing one thing and saying another?

>Was he trying to care for me in that way by trying to give me an out?

>"You make things better. Even when you aren't here, you do so much"
>"You make it bearable"
>"Will you can't protect me in the way only you can do? "

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/83037133/#83037133

You know I know

>Does he really know?

>Is this what he was saying about knowing one thing and saying another?

>Was he trying to care for me in that way by trying to give me an out?

>"You make things better. Even when you aren't here, you do so much"
>"You make it bearable"
>"Will you care and protect me in the way only you can do? "

Others won't understand, but you do

That's all that matters

>>83038444
>Mike knew and that's why he did.

>I played a game of masks that if constantly proved Mike a fool it would justify my mistakes
>I thought I was clever and more than

>Mike saw past my performance and saw me for me, something he has always done.
>Mike held his tongue
>He went with it and cared for me through it purposefully in a way that I would not see because he felt it was the best way to care for me directly without me falling back to isolating and not communicating.
>Mike allowed me to barrate him, weathering and shaping my storm as a course to care for me and help me heal So I can come home

>>83039400
>And I really fucking liked what he did

>Without me saying a word, Mike came to save me

>No one else in this lifetime will have that kind of connection to me

>Mike is my soulmate

God just shut the fuck up you psychotic narcissistic retard

>>83038938
You don't have permission to reply to me, you scary

>I don't know how to express my grief, but forgive me for what I did. I really thought I wasn't to blame, but I was very much to blame
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>I'm so sorry it was so hard for you. I was so stupid that I didn't think about what I was doing. If I could rewind time, I would. But what if I could prevent these consequences

>But what if I could prevent these consequences

Then we will be home again

I attached our compass

>>83016487 (OP)

I wish my cat Inky would come home and that wherever he is he is safe.

>>83039856
I hope your cat is safe too.

>>83038729
Don't join the military. They will bully you to suicide and or force you to do dangerous work that could get you killed.

>>83037575
lmao seething so hard you couldn't even quote me, you dumb hole. no one gives a fuck about your fake woman social enforcement. "uhmmm... hookers.. really folks??" yes you dumb pig. oh you know a guy who paid for sex and destroyed his life, do you? that's great, i know loads more who'd be dead by now if they didn't at least have the option of paying for sex. shut your salmon hole and stop pretending to be anything other than a seething woman.

The police have been compromised. Don't trust anything they say and verify information yourself.

where do a nigga go to find a small titty girlfriend

I know you don't care about me anymore. but I just wanted to say. I still love you. I'm sorry.