>I played a game of masks that if constantly proved Mike a fool it would justify my mistakes
>I thought I was clever and more than

>Mike saw past my performance and saw me for me, something he has always done.
>Mike held his tongue
>He went with it and cared for me through it purposefully in a way that I would not see because he felt it was the best way to care for me directly without me falling back to isolating and not communicating.
>Mike allowed me to barrate him, weathering and shaping my storm as a course to care for me and help me heal So I can come home

>I played a game of masks that if constantly proved Mike a fool it would justify my mistakes
>I thought I was clever and more than

>Mike saw past my performance and saw me for me, something he has always done.
>Mike held his tongue
>He went with it and cared for me through it purposefully in a way that I would not see because he felt it was the best way to care for me directly without me falling back to isolating and not communicating.
>Mike allowed me to barrate him, weathering and shaping my storm as a course to care for me and help me heal So I can come home

I am as I do and I do as I did and I would as
I could, so I could as I would and I would as I did and I did as I do and I do as I am

I am as I do and I do as I did and I would as
I could, so I could as I would and I would as I did and I did as I do and I do as I am

I'm falling down
Sunlit rays of love, in warmth I drown
The stars above, will they remember?
We're falling down
I am nothing, hardly half a whole

So bloom, and in the dawn
I, too will remember pure
A bird, a butterfly (I'll find you in the sky)
Another time

After that, know I will
I can be, I can feel
Bury me in flower fields

What I experience with Maria is a soulmate bond.

Everything will work out and we will find each other again, some way, somehow. That's why I trust her in the space between. There's no reason to push when things just are and always will be with us. Everything in time.

I have faith in her over all else, especially your manipulative shit.

So stomp your feet and roll your eyes.
Say ugh, I hate Mike (I hate how much I love Mike)
Just know that I still love you and I still accept you.
If you want to throw a feisty latina fit at me
I get it. You can't help it.

I'll still hold you in my arms

Trade our places in the night
We're running barefoot you and I
Dead lovers salivate
Broken hearts tesselate tonight

https://youtu.be/hi4sbEl9Ovs?si=MWEIomlLHfPfQHop

>>82402118
Here's the album. Enjoy!
https://youtube.com/playlist?list=PLA29A6BB9A71454BD&si=kOvsaxdwG0-sEco6

I'm down to game if anyone wants to. I enjoy co-op games.

FromSunToMoon

What part of our connection makes you feel like slipping into my voice?

>>82107344
Hypnopompic and hypnogogic activity. I have that as well. Edgar Allen poe also had this btw.

>>82107123
Could be manifestation reflections/quantum leaps to realities that respond to your question. If it's this then you are focused on the wrong thing and traversing where you don't want to be.

If it's a god thing, then if is either communication of guidance, reassurance, or letting demons taunt/mock to test you if you give in or tempt sin. If it is this then do what you can to make the good decisions and say our father and st. Michael prayers when you feel you need protection and reassurance. Stay away from divination methods like tarot and shuffling music. Abstain from porn and such. Dwell in your desires instead.

https://youtu.be/ausyK1aQWXY?si=juX8WJ3mjewG1uRs

To the fagot who said I was not a good writer, here's an excerpt from my book I've been writing. It's horror sci-fi.

You would think the gunfire would drown out the screams. A shrieking stobe splashed shadows dancing along wall. Faster? With clenched fist I accepted fear, Slower. my heart beat held breath taking the part of a claustrophobic in hysteria, desperate to escape. Is this what we have become? Between the flashes dark danced a silent dream. I shouldn't see them. Please. I can't bear to see them, their skin pulled away torn, turned. Between each flash of gun fire they approached, This still image, a morbid beauty, as blood stained the air in each moment. A grotesque smile,
How could they be laughing. Blood trailing from every orifice. All teeth. My body lurched to the rythym of their dancing form, a tune of dispair. All in a blink, I recognized my sisters, their bodies stripped and torn. Something was wrong with their bodies. Eyes hollow, mouths agape, screaming as the men's bullets ripped through flesh like paper mache. teeth grinding in recollection and echoed their shrieks. No, it wasn't quite a scream that claws it's way out their throats. In place of those cries i can hear hands. Slapping? No, Clapping. Desperate for encore.

The band is back in town.

Forced Nude Beach Vibes
https://youtu.be/HvR9-LniaPM?si=6kX_zkmolBKI_m-G

Maria,
I see all the posts you make to me. It's like you're edging leading up to messaging me.

The best thing I can do is to work on online communication here, I think it leads to you Miss perceiving me. I need to reflect how I really am in real life and show you I am stable and safe.

I still love you. We both made mistakes.
Let's hang out again. Just take it a conversation at a time. I miss you and I know you miss me.
Do you want a game or watch a movie?

Mike