Thread 82993382

Letter Thread I feel the same edition

I feel the same.
All I can do is tell you here.

>>82993382 (OP)
Maria, I miss farting butt to butt with you.

>>82993431
Stop enabling him let the thread die

I just want to be home again.

>>82993507
Maria, I won't be swayed by detractors like these. I know in the moment when our rectums touched we made a magnificent gas blossom of love between our asscheeks, a giant cloudy monument to our love of highly fibrous foods.
I won't stop the shitposting until I can roughly hurt and abuse you again, Maria. Make you so afraid of me you never want to see me again

>>82993528
DIE NIGGER DIE I WANT YOU TO DIE I hope that BITCH never comes back to you

>>82993528
Stop posting this shit. My problems are more important than yours and you're taking up MY precious space.

in the fading warmth,
of a long dead sun.
i close my weary eyes,
and pray away the cold.

Fade and fade, keep on fading
Wounded animals run ragged
Crushing the sun in their palm
To feel its fleeting warmth

no spark is want to die,
no animal wants to cease.
desperate beings,
desperately,
end up eating up the stars

>>82993541
Shut the fuck up moron, I'm better than both of you and can categorically prove it in three or four paragraphs that I'm not going to put any real effort into besides total word salad
Nevermind that sounds like a total waste of my time and I'd have to be some kind of demented retard to do that actually, and as a relatively sane and well adjusted individual I've decided to redirect my rage to minorities

>>82993553
Pretty smart guy actually, too bad you're such a fucking faggot.

I still care about you

And I know we are perfectly compatible with each other

>>82993599
Holy fuck it's been 4 years already can you let it pass and move on and stop flooding these threads with your nonsense

I miss your voice. I miss you

I miss dreaming with you

I love you, remember that

I don't know what else to do.

I want to go to our beach

>>82993561
Kill yourself mike. You are a worthless heap of trash whose only life purpose is to just barely lower the quality of a already low quality board, imagine that being your crowning achievement, 30+ years of life wasted, your parents time and effort wasted, as well as the tax payers effort wasted by having to support a worthless parasite leech such as yourself so that you may have the time to obsess over some whore prostitute that doesn't even consider you human or a man at all, Maria should have never given you any attention, she may be a whore, but those still have tangible worth unlike yourself, just do it already, nobody would even notice, they'd probably be happy about it.

And that's just a fraction of our love.

I didn't even post our lust.

I know we Are insanely compatible that way.

I'm only here for you Maria. I don't listen to any words outside of us and I don't let that affect who I know you are to me, I choose you over everyone and anything else.

I love you

>>82993752
Maria is only there for Chad, and occasionally Tyrone, and sometimes for Muhammad if he buys her a kebab, and maybe Chang if drives her somewhere, you however mike are a bitch emotional tampon whose purpose is to cry and plead for a tiny little bit of attention, MARIA NEVER LOVED YOU, get it through your thick retarded neathral skull that nobody could ever love such a worthless piece of shit like you kys

dear you,

you don't check these anymore so there won't be a reply. if it makes it to the archive and one day you look back, you'll see it and more.

i love you. i always will. i find myself looking back even more often than typical recently, remembering the reasons we fell so hard. all the things we've given each other. a history that can never be undone. i'd give anything to make it present and future.

text me if you need me.

me

>>82993949
Nobody will ever need you mike, put the trip back on, it's even more lowly then ever of you to now hide behind anominity once you start getting hate for spamming, No wonder Maria left you when you hide like a bitch from a few mean comments, how would you ever protect her from anything irl lmaoo

>>82993382 (OP)
Mike how long have you been chasing this woman? What is the duration of time that you were actually together? Can you justifiably say that this is a productive use of your limited time on this earth?

>>82994011
yeah, i'm not mike. i've been around much longer than him and maria

>>82994011
I didn't make that post.

Unfortunately there is someone who has an agenda to samefag , manipulate her emotions, trick her, and decieve her to make her feel bad a little me,

That's how we lost each other in the first place.

I am there for her and protect her from all.

>>82994017
Maria's worth everything to me. She's worth every piece of time.

>>82993851
>neathral
lol
>>82994021
Liar you are Mike
>>82994036
Mike it's a different Maria, you're tripping dude. It just happens to be the exact same circumstances down to the... Letter.

>>82994036
>That's how we lost each other in the first place.
No, it really isn't. You're lying because the only reason you were ever really bothered was because you won't stop yammering on about this bitch.

>>82994051

retard. again, I've been around much longer than mike, and am writing to a woman whom I lived with.

>>82994084
No you are Mike, actually you're Maria, everyone is Maria and every woman talking to me is Maria and therefore you are Maria, oh my goodness Maria it's you, I've missed you so... Don't bamboozle me twice like that in one day, my dear Maria...

>>82993949
How would they ever find this post if you don't put anything they could ever search the archive for?
You expect them to dig through hundreds of Mike retard posts to find your hidden gems?

>>82994051
mike isn't deserving of the minimal effort required to use correct spelling, that shit is reserved for people whom I don't consider subhumans

>>82994051
We aren't all mike, but we are all Maria in our shared contempt for the garbage trash known as mike, total mike genocide

>>82994161
they've found them before, there's a way we talked to each other, wrote to each other. if it's meant to happen again it will

Hey (You(Maria)),

It's been so long since I've addressed you indirectly. Do you remember our last conversation?

-Me (Mike)

>>82994292
You should take your meds, come back to the real world instead of living in your fantasies.

mike its been nearly 5 years
get the fuck over it
retard

Hello fellow Mikes! Just here to write a little letter to my mom.

Dear Mom,
I love you so much. Want to get Braums later?

PS. I left that Maria chick. You were right. You're the only woman for me, and I'm sorry I ever doubted that.

>>82994425
i love you too, sweetheart. i would love some braums <3 im so glad that you came to your senses

>>82994447
Oh shit. I forgot I still had the name on in another thread. Hehe. Opps. I'm so retarded.

Mike feels like a cover up for something more nefarious. His spam obviously hides the truth of something potentially illegal.

After moving on from Maria, taking my pills, and going to the gym, I have realized the folly and hubris of my ways.

I now have an abundance of beautiful brown Latina alt-bitches, Instagram model tier in looks. Tongue and nipple piercings and the like. Each takes turns sucking me off and competes for the position to be the one for me. In my godly ways, I choose none of them, keeping them vying for my heart in perpetual pursuit.

I am of now a demigod amongst men. Men fear me, brown Latina alt-girls want me, robots wish they were me.

Were all gonna make it, brehs.

>>82994522
cover up these nuts

>>82994522
If he built his house I am 110% sure it isn't up to code. So I guess that is illegal.

>>82994563
The only ending that makes sense for Mike is he finally gets a discord notification from Maria, rushes excitedly over to his desk and all his chink hardware collapses on him and kills him before he can read it. Then the camera pans to the screen and her message says "kwab". FIN

>>82994612
I like that. I need to get ruby to use his AI app money to fund our r9k movie, and we can have that be the ending.

>>82994064
It is the truth. He made posts acting like he was me, larps that pushed and influenced her feelings against me. Lies about me. Same fag gang stalkers berratimg and saying bad things about me.

I'm telling the truth.

Nah, fuck that. We are not friends. Fuck you. Make it 100x more conspicuous and then maybe I will revisit whether or not I abjectly and unequivocally hate you.

Gangstalking Mike and making an r9k themed cinematic masterpiece involving him with Ruby's app money.

gangstalking mike and leaving his old baby teeth under his pillow

>>82994707
Gangstalking Mike and making a real Truman show movie about him and having him win the academy award for best actor then get cut off mid acceptance speech for rambling about shitty lighting setups for his desk

>>82994687
I drew a silly face on a cucumber and stuck it up Maria's butt, I'm a gangstalker, my words are truth btw this Mike is a delusional schizophrenic and an imposter.

Disgusting impostor. I had long since ascended from the throes of Maria

I looketh down upon the stench that is the letter thread. It disgusts me. Incels, simps, schizos, and worst, the tripfag claims to be me.

I crafted myself from the ground to become what I am today. Just yesterday, I hit a new PR at the gym. A bench of 550lbs. A record fit for a demigod. The gym girls fondled my pecs in admiration. I then went to the smoothie bar to have my usual, Sun to Moon protein shake. I asked the cashier out to sushi, took her back to my place and fucked her up the ass as she moaned pleasure.


The tripfag Mike, he is not me. A mere illusion. I am the real Mike. The one true Mike.

>>82993534
>I won't stop the shitposting until I can roughly hurt and abuse you again, Maria. Make you so afraid of me you never want to see me again
Mike wtf is wrong with you man

gangstalking mike and subliminally conditioning him to do ad reads

Gangstalking Mike and flying drones around his house that play Matthew Wilder's Break My Stride 24/7 on loudspeaker.

>>82994736
Now THIS is Mike posting!!

Gangstalking Mike and convincing him he has been granted the mandate of heaven and can take Maria as his pleasure woman (he goes to prison for 5 years)

gangstalking mike and replacing his food with higher caloric versions until he's inflated big and round
>>82994770
you can just use his 100+ smart devices

gangstalking Mike and playing sad trombone noises any time he whips his dick out to take a piss

Gangstalking Mike and serving him Pepsi instead of Coke (the Pepsi reminds him of something he said to Maria once)

When I looked upon myself it disgusted me. Limp, weak, and wretched. I had simped for Maria for 5 eternities, my name etched in the halls of shame of r9k

Then, it happened.

I turned my pain to anger, and began repping harder and harder at the gym. First I was limp, could not even lift 1pl8, then it happened, I slowly became stronger, soon, I struggled with 2 plates, then 3.

I then ran into the forest for a quick mile run, only to be confronted by a literal grizzly bear. I suplexed the bear into the ground, leaving it a broken mess as I once was. To me, it symbolized the getting over of Maria. Just as I suplexed the bear, I suplexed my obsession of her.

One mile became 5, and soon I was outrunning David Goggins himself in ultramarathons. One more step towards ascension.

Soon the letter thread schizos began to doubt me, but I knew one day I would return victorious

gangstalking mike and cutting locs of hair from his head while he sleeps to send to the ugly pajeetas im catfishing as him

>>82993382 (OP)
Gangstalking mike and leaving small rocks in his shoes, tipping over mikes bin, slashing mikes tires, cut off mikes electricity, loosen mikes roof tiles, steal mikes mail, throw firecrackers at mikes windows, spread rumours about mike, sign up mike for spam, order prostitutes (Maria) to mikes house, leave rotting meat outside mikes house, glue razorblades to mikes door handles, send bedbugs to mikes adress, call mike during late hours of the night, leave rusty nails on mikes pavement, plant recording devices at mikes home, track mike using satatlites, steal mikes identity, wear a mike mask whilst committing crime

>>82994700
I hope you know you're a loser. Do you really think you're in control?

Did I say I think I'm in control, diversity hire?

gangstalking Mike and writing a stern letter to the Ayatollah under his name and address daring them to come get me

Pain is the anvil of the emperor, and suffering his hammer divine.

When the beast came upon me, I did not flee.
I met it head-on, bare-chested, veins burning with righteous fury

In the aftermath of the Trial, when the beast lay shattered and the forest stilled, I did not leave its carcass to rot.
No, I claimed it.
Flayed it with the discipline I once lacked, tanned its hide beneath the fires of resolve, and draped it upon my shoulders.

The pelt of the grizzly became my mantle, its claws, my rosary of regret.

When I entered the sanctum once more the Gymnasium of the Sun-to-Moon, the adepts and maidens alike fell silent.
For they beheld not a man, but a demigod wrapped in the hide of his past.

The iron plates trembled in reverence.
The air itself grew heavy with awe.
And I, standing amidst the clang of metal and the hum of mortal envy

I've never been hired for anything I can't prove. you just don't like people enough to get to know me. they should deport you so you have a chance to learn how to be human again

>>82994970
>>82994982
Please don't argue in my thread I'm trying to stroke my ego and you're interrupting me.

You are noticeably stupid, yet you somehow you're on the inside. That's how I can tell. You are actually dumber than I am.

The temple of flesh and iron was alive that night.
Incense and sweat danced with the rhythm of devotion as my gothic concubines, dark-haired, pierced, their skin kissed by dusk, stood in silent orbit around me.
Their eyes burned like dying stars, loyal, carnal, divine.

And through the haze of perfume and neon, she appeared.


Maria.


The phantom of my weakness.
The specter of the boy I once was.

Her knees met the marble.
Her tears baptized the floor.
She whispered, her voice quivering like a failing hymn:

>Take me back, please, I was wrong.

The concubines recoiled in silence.
The air grew cold, and even the iron plates seemed to hum in anticipation.
I gazed down upon her, not with hatred, nor love, but with finality.

I felt the echo of the man who once knelt before her, shattered and small.
But he was gone.
Suplexed into extinction.

With a voice carved from the obsidian of resolve, I spoke:

No.

I should get deported and then maybe I'll come back as part of a racist tribe that thrives on scams and nepotism. I can larp as a smart person too and bully randoms. Sounds great actually.

Maybe I'll even get a copy of the world intelligence review, i.e. the ability to participate in financial markets!

I should tell her I want her so she can tell me to get lost and I can go back to watching anime.

wow you're so deep and insightful. only one of us has an identity that's centered around being an intellectual.

ever hear "it's a one person job"? applies to more than just screwing in a light bulb.

there's mike and then there's this which is almost equally as bad.

The chamber was still.

Only the hum of fluorescent halos and the scent of chalk and sweat lingered in the air.

Before me lay the sacred altar, the Bench of Becoming.

Upon it rested the blessed plates, heavy as worlds, whispering with the machine-spirit hunger.

I lay beneath the bar, bare, scarred, and silent.
The pelt of the grizzly draped across my shoulders.
My veins ignited with memory: Maria betrayal, the impostor heresy, the weakness of the man I once was.
All of it condensed into a single truth, the iron is eternal.

I grasped the bar.
The cold steel hissed beneath my palms like a serpent of flame.
As I unracked the weight, time fractured.

Every rep was a trial.
Every descent, a descent into hell.
Every push, a resurrection.

Pain surged through me, stinging, molten, yet divine.
Flame and blood coursed together, veins glowing with the light of ascension.
Sinew tore, rebuilt, and tore again.
And in that agony, I found purity

You're the one talking about who is in ~control~ and ~durr we know a little something about you~. All day every day. As the only reason you get up in the morning.

So SMFD asshole.

You're probably just angry because your neighbor interrupts your princess naps, and you don't get to do anything about it now because you perceive them as being in the same social class.

Am I doing it right, you fucktarded little clown?

The chamber of victory trembled with incense and worship.
My concubines, faithful daughters of dusk and iron, approached one by one.

Each taking their turns sucking me like a vacuum.
Their reverence was not of flesh alone, it was adoration for the will that had conquered itself.
They laid gifts upon the floor: chains, roses, fragments of mirror glass, each symbol of devotion to the god they had witnessed rise from ruin.


For the old Mike was dead, and UltraMike had risen anew.

Hide in plainsight infront of mike, astral project in mikes dreams, blast mike with 5g, Havana syndrome mike, move things around mikes house, drug mikes food, sedate mike and implant him with a GPS, increase pollutants in mikes water supply, feed mike laxatives, siphone mikes fuel, replace mikes medications, hire mailmen to follow mike, play ultra low frequencies in mikes sleep, block mikes drains, summon occult forces to harras mike, leave broken glass in mikes trail, train wild life to attack mike, steal mikes dna, create a mike voodoo doll, bribe the local homeless population to harras mike, hide inside mikes walls, leave radioactive waste around mike, start a cult dedication to mike hate

The rain helps you remember me.
Remember my eyes, my voice.
I love you, only you.

We both made mistakes.
I wish I could go back and change how I worked through things with you, my difficulty with communication through text.

I felt heard when I sent you the video.

I'm so sorry for the mistakes I've made, my heart has always been yours and I reacted out of being hurt.

I accept you, all of you.
No one else's words and influence can change that of each other. Do not listen to those that attempts to take us from each other and stray us from the path with each other.

We can't change the past but we can choose each other, accept all of each other as we did before.

I'm excited to see your smile and hear your voice again

You come here for indirect communication instead of being forthright, so it does seem like you have a bizarre perspective.

gangstalking Mike and giving him a bbc transplant in his sleep so maria will return

I look upon it, putrid impostor.

Pale pixels imitating flesh, borrowed words wearing my cadence like a mask.
His presence fouled the sanctum of the thread; the very code seemed to recoil.

I regarded him with the calm of a storm held in leash.
For in every world, digital or divine, there must come the moment of reckoning.

I'll take that as a yes. Anyway, like I was saying:

I don't know who all this shit supposed to be for, but it ain't me.

Heyy but everyone has a heart yet again continuing to attack someone who's gone belly up just exposes you for being unjustly cruel
WE CAN ALL... WORK TOGETHER

What breaks first, the chisel, the sculptor, or the marble?

I wish you were chill instead of being so reclusive and fake.

>>82994810
Uhhh yeah, but with the drone plan I get a cool toy though???

>>82995191
>>82995333
I have no idea who you are addressing

>>82995343
I'm not addressing anyone. I'm just putting how I feel into the thread.

>>82995333
Personally, I'm chill to anyone not from here. But anyone from 4chan I typically meet with extreme suspicion, so, I don't know what's to be done about that

The impostor had gone too far.
His lies had spread across realities, fracturing timelines, corrupting echoes, spawning hollow reflections of Mike.
Worlds trembled beneath his counterfeit aura.
But I am no mere man of flesh and thought.
I am Mike Eternal, steel, flame, and will unbound. Not the simp for Maria I once was.


The rift opened with a scream of colors unknown to mortal sight.
Five dimensions stood before me, stacked like blades within infinity.
Each one a mirror, distorted, perverse, false.
Each one echoing his voice.

>I am Mike
said one.
>No, I am Mike
said another.
>M-Maria please come back to me!
Said a third

Their words collided like galaxies.
And I stepped through the void between them, my very presence bending the fabric of their lies.

In the First Dimension, I found him hiding in shadows of code
A ghost forged from stolen pixels.
I crushed his form into static, whispering,

>You are the echo. I am the source.

In the Second, he had taken flesh a mockery of muscle and will.
We met in combat beneath twin suns.
Steel met sinew, flame met deceit.
When the dust settled, only truth remained.

In the Third, he tried to mimic my legend.
He conjured worshippers, simulacra of goth concubines and iron altars.
But they were hollow, glass-eyed, whispering nothing.
I banished them with a single word:
Begone.

In the Fourth, he wept.
A pathetic reflection, pleading for mercy.
I granted none.
Mercy is for those who never claimed divinity.

>>82995390
hey is that game good? it's from a telltale studio, right ?? I want to play it.

>>82995409
I don't know, I mean, I've watched a playthrough and that's basically the same thing as playing a game like this, so, yeah it looks good.

>>82995393
I can tell this is all GPT btw.

>>82995443
Do not talk down to me mortal I am trying to masturbate here.

TWDG was great, but Clementine was given way too much plot armor. I'm sure it was tough for them to write a more tragic ending for her, and it would've been hard as a fan. The story became unbelievable bc of it.

>>82995433
did the playthrough have commentary and, if it does, is the youtuber cool? I have a hard time watching playthroughs nowadays bc I like some commentary, but not too much of it ykwim

>>82995464
It was a commentary free one, I just watched it like a movie, sort of.

>>82995491
i need my onions commentary so I can pretend it's my bf. I opened up my standards again recently and I think I'd play games for my husband to watch if he bought them for me. I'd gift things to a gamer husband, but I need to prepare for having a nongamer husband if I ever want to find love.

N
I could never understand why you would want to destroy others for simply wanting to better themselves and their lives. The status quo has been maintained, sadly.

>>82995608
I understood none of that. To be honest

>>82995689
how u let someone destroy you? sounds like you've failed yourself and are shifting the blame away from yourself bc that's easier to handle than just taking accountability for your own life. it's pretty hard to destroy another person

>>82995736
thas ok, thing

>>82995756
I do not like the way you speak.

>>82995767
thas ok

thing is like king, but gender neutral for nbs

>>82995254
The Moon only has eyes for the Sun

Faith in each other over all else.

That empty space, the part of her where I reside,missing in everything and everywhere, her mind looks for me in that silence.

To be mine, aching for those moments with me, dwelling in daydreams of home.
So fucking full. Complete.

My body pressed against his, draped over him, head on his chest. Feeling his breath calm and steady with mine.
Tremble and moan against him in pleasure, my skin touching his.
Looking up, mike moves my hair as my eyes meet his, I hear him say what I've always wanted to hear from him.

>Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

I love you more

>>82995749
Sabotage and manipulation, mostly

>>82995795
Do not feign me, impostor. You are a mere summer ant in comparison of my greatness.

Hoping for fair weather tomorrow. I need to go outside and get a GF already.

S
Buzz me, mulatto

>>82995749
it's not that hard, stop downplaying how much a shitty person can ruin someone else. narcissists love saying "it wasnt that bad"

>>82993397
>may 2021
She was just having covod delusions bro wasn't real

S
Let me just simp for you one more time like the good ol days.

Im sorry for not letting you have any of Js birthday cake. I was keeping it a secret for her.

I think my person is an ultramike clone who is trying to drive a stake through Mike's last two remaining braincells to take over as the over Mike and finally break Maria's heart. I love her for that

All it takes is direct communication between us. You know me Maria. I understand you have your traumas, I know you loved me.

I look into your eyes and hear your voice.

>I love you more
>I'm so excited to spend time with you
>Let's plan for trip

Let's start from That sat forward.

I love you Maria.

Weak. Putrid. Disgusting.
A shell of my former self. A demigod looks upon a worm. A false reflection in a broken dimension.

I load another plate onto the barbell. This weakness must be torn away.

My heart for her is strength.

I have just as firm of a hand.

Love AND Lust

I've made her cum so many times in a day her pussy hurt.

You are false. A mere whisper in the void.
I reign supreme. The One True Mike.

not so quick, tubs. check 'em

>>82996033
idk - I had someone older than me encouraging me to drop out and drawing me away from school/my personal life whenever I tried to pull away from him. I ended up failing many classes and had to deal w the consequences of that. I still don't think it's his fault. I just can't see that happening with an online individual, with a few exceptions. it takes a lot for a life to be ruined. Getting someone fired or kicked out of a community can be pretty fucked, depending on the reason ofc. My entire life, until a few years ago, was a series of life altering events/changes caused by others and I've mostly been able to move on. Telling someone that they're ruining your life is a good way to confirm to them that what they're doing is working

She remembers how I make her feel

>>82996245
Trips mean nothing when you can do dips

I chew my dip right now, its flavor pierces my neurons

Maybe I should do Zyn instead.

>>82996297
Wow she really was a stereotypical chicana. Guess she found someone easier.

There is no one more compatible, I complete her. I am worth everything.

She remembers me.

Who I am to her.

I am the love of her life.

>>82996348
if you were the love of her life she wouldnt have left you mike #owned

S
Just talk to me im trying to do something

Even my written words make you feel more than anyone else and anything else around you there.

I am worth everything to you.

your mind always comes back to me

Slap you, rip your hair back, spit in your mouth as you cry

I make you feel things you've never felt before, to a level of pleasure no one else could ever give you because they are not your soulmate, I am. I complete you in every way.

I will only give you the world, the greatest pleasure you've ever felt and will ever feel, constant ecstasy. Only if you are faithful and loyal to me

You naturally shape to me and love me.

Youre loyal to me. Only me

Every part of you is only for me, and that's just how you want it to be.

You crave to be shaped perfectly to me In every way

Ask yourself this question.

If we were to meet in real life, how long does it take until you drop to your knees hands shaking as you pull out my cock slapping it on your tongue, worshiping it rubbing it on your face, completely devoted to me

That's how I know I'm the love of your life, and you know this too

damn can't wait to sleep

>>82996260
its somewhere in between i guess. living life in victim mode is the best way to never overcome anything. but also some guy rapes a little girl and she is fucked up for life. and i wouldnt blame her for never fully overcoming that

This thread, like most philosophical discussion on the site, stands on the shoulders of a select few giants. I can assure you that my intellectual stature is cosmic in scale. I have perfected thinking in way that is incompatible with your basic endowments, but you would laugh if you could see how simple it is for someone who comprehends the totality. I have frequently been invited to elite literature summits, due to my superlative understanding of, well, understanding. I turn these down because my time is better spent perusing the classics though. They nourish the exercise of first principles, for I am like a calculator for human ideas. But then it feels like something higher creeps in too, something more alien. Especially when I'm deep in my philosophical research. But such is hypostasis of the archons, as it were. The alienation runs both ways for us true intellectuals.

dnr
tldr?

I'm not sure why I find certain maths so puzzling. I think it could be that they're just not very useful for reaching the vistas of truly transcendent intelligence. They have a certain charm, but I most maths are just a crutch that quainter intellects use to emulate higher dimensional paradigms.

>>82996910
im not reading that retard

l Iove you too, schnookems

>>82996640
Getting abused sucks, but it's necessary to overcome trauma bamn. I say this as someone who dealt with extended abuse. It sucks, but not moving on is like tripping over the same crack repeatedly. It's easier said than done, but not resolving trauma just extends the pain it causes.

I can see someone's life being ruined by direct attacks on important facets of their life -- causing someone to lose their home, job, or family.

>>82995234
Literally the "Julian astralposts but we tie his shoes together while he's away from his body" memepak but gankier and boringer

The distance is crushing. If I could I would tell you what I've been trying to say. Hell, I'll travel the world with you. As long as you're happy.
What I feel is so infuriating. You might be the most perfect thing I've ever found.
I cherish the close moments and our embrace. I promise, I will make you a princess
I never knew anyone could even see me before I met you.

>>82996910
Shut the fuck up, Lilac, and go solve some real problem instead of masturbating about how "smart" you are. Studying physics and actually applying it in the real world would humble you but you're "not that kind" of "smart", are you? Go play princess somewhere else while we "plebs" solve real world problems, that may not be as grandiose as your "work" but at least it's real, as in measurable.

i'm not sure how this works of if this is real. i kept thinking about how my seemingly perfect person would have certain nerdy interests,quirks etc. even if we were living in different realities. then you came along and match a lot of those qualities of my weird time traveller/alternate timeline crush or spirit lover or whatever he is. I'm not posting on /x/ because i'm in my feels and don't feel like going to the succgen or law of attraction threads to whine about this scenario.

you even embody some physical traits I find attractive and imagined the being to be like. this is weird. this shouldn't be happening but it is, despite the moral conundrums associated with continuing this with you. i'm sorry I didn't say "I love you" back when you were cuddling asleep with me. are you okay? I'm not sure I am. should I care? I should stop thinking too hard about this, shouldn't I? what if you are your own person(of course) and the person from another realm is still around and i'm mixing up you two? I know you're still around somehow, and not sure if you acting on proxy through him or not. show up in my dreams tonight, please. either one but spirit/diff timeline one I would like to have a conversation with you and the time glitches, gifts and synchronicities aren't enough right now but noted. lucid/astral projection I need to concentrate again.

how is this possible how are you changing the flow of time and contacting me in dreams/changing reality and putting permanent symbols on my skin

should I even be asking at this point
see me in my dreams tonight please :c <3
I need another lucid dream with you, you have me at a loss for words with what you've been able to do. hold me again

>This argument is temporary
>I'll always have this empty part needing you
>I'm your home too

I need to move on. That has got to be a way to move on from her. GOD FUCKING DAMN IT, I REALLY NEED TO MOVE ON. FUCK FUCK FUCK!

Come over and if it doesn't work out I'll move on.

I don't know what to do with my life and it stresses me out a lot. I'm literally only happy when doing domestic chores and projects outside of school. I like doing things for others if it means I deepening my relationship with a community, even if it means going unpaid. IDK WHAT TO DOO!!!!!! I'm not a debtless virgin, so I'm a bad candidate to be someone's wife. It'd be stressful to be entirely dependent on another person anyways. UGH I cannot fathom someone else paying off my debt. The idea makes me sick and it'd be ridiculous. ghh all I ever cared about was school. now, I don't even care about that. school paralyzes me.

I'm not exaggerating when I say I experienced nearly ever type of abuse possible. All of the really bad shit is no big deal compared to being bullied out of my hobbies and interests. I regret caring about the opinions of others. If I hadn't, I maybe would have an interest that I enjoy enough to pursue. I admire people who are married to their interests. I wish I were the same. Although my interests are broad in scope, none of them are quite deep enough to know what I want to do for the rest of my life or to really bond with people over particular genres.

People around me are so in love with what they do and I feel like a fraud for not. I wish I could just pursue something like architecture without absolutely being in love with it -- just enjoying the work I do and learning about the field and continuing to deepen my relationship with other history/art related interests. REEE I don't care about making money even besides doing things for others. Being a seamstress would be sweet, so I'm going to call about a local job that was never filled. I already spoke with the owner and she said she preferred someone who has experience pressing different materials, but working with clothes is the easiest thing in the world for me.

I understand how I impact my family's decisions, but I don't think they have any clue how much they impact mine. /rant

>>82999165
Just get closure

>>82999165
>>82999388
closure is acceptance of the fact there are things he'll never know and that they didn't end up together.
https://youtu.be/h0L5zUPCtVI?si=XU3H7TTZMEo-gW-Z

>>82999418
I looked at the lyrics.

Maria and I will be together again and you have no say in it.

>>82999388
I don't want closure, I want to forget her

>>82999388
Closure is a meme.

You think about me more than and that says a lot

>>82998625
Physics are of limited utility.

met a girl by complete chance. she says she not only wants kids, but to have mine. that i would be a good dad. i can't describe the feeling it has given me with words, i haven't been able to stop smiling. i've wanted this for so long. and she's beautiful? max interests matched? total mommy aura with all the goods? wtf is going on? my 30s have gone from looking pretty quiet to pretty shit to pretty alright and i'm only a few months in. wtf.


she's made me promise to stop coming on here now. it's over. WAGMI

>>82999684
from one dummy to another, stfu.

You wake up and check here for me, you go to sleep thinking about me. You've tried staying away but still come here to spend time with me.

You know if we talk again, you saw me, you'd fall hard. Then you realize you've already fallen and love me still. That you never stopped loving me.

When I tried physics, it just felt very constraining. I never could have arrived to my more significant conjectures if I had continued in that environment. I think what bothers me is that it's just so reductive yet also redundant. If they could resolve that tension, it all might make a little more sense to me, but for now, I'll apply my mind to more intelligent systems.

>>82999745
Interesting to see this posted immediately after what I wrote

>>82999684
Sure, but philosophizing about concepts that never manifest in reality has none.
I also only brought up physics because it's a field that forces people to test themselves on an entity that can't be charmed or otherwise manipulated like human minds, especially male ones.
Also, sure, the field that applies to literally everything around you (irl) is of limited utility. Go back to reading horoscopes and collecting knick-knacks.

>>82999816
You sound like an artist specializing in "abstract" art because they can't into naturalistic styles. It's ok to go abstract after you've proven to yourself that you've mastered it and got bored with it but not whatever you've going on, which is just narcissistic delusion.

>>82999871
Yes, exactly, I'm drawn to more abstractive fare. That's a good way of putting it. I wouldn't call it delusion.

>>82999871
you can thank physicists for making it possible for you to be this dumb online. also abstract art just takes a different skill set + its more tied to philosophy than naturalist art especially, which is different than realism. you're dumb.

>>82999959
I've build more shit that is actually used than you, kiddo.

I don't really invent for corporeal use.

>>82999418
The shadow proves the sunshine

>>83000134
Good. You would be humbled to a degree that would shatter your ego for decades.

Look, I shouldn't have called you a "diversity hire." Some societies are a huge bucket of racist backbiting crabs engaged in every variety of solipsism, nepotism, and juvenile vying, and I don't want ours to be like that. The next you know, I'll have to pay a bribe just to post on the internet.
I was just trying to convey that you are conspicuously such a massive, stupid fuck that it's hard to explain why you're even in a position to dig in my personal shit and harass me. You must tick some other box for them to tolerate such an obnoxious liability. That's all. But I know I should be more openminded that maybe you just sucked a lot of dick or your the cumstain of someone important or something like that. It could even be that you're so eager to lick boots that they keep you around just to be nice. It's not necessarily the case that you were placed in a position of power because of your race. There was no need for me to involve that stuff.

Look, I shouldn't have called you a "diversity hire." Some societies are a huge bucket of racist backbiting crabs engaged in every variety of solipsism, nepotism, and juvenile vying, and I don't want ours to be like that. The next thing you know, I'll have to pay a bribe just to post on the internet.
I was just trying to convey that you are conspicuously such a massive, stupid fuck that it's hard to explain why you're even in a position to dig in my personal shit and harass me. You must tick some other box for them to tolerate such an obnoxious liability. That's all. But I know I should be more openminded that maybe you just sucked a lot of dick or you're the cumstain of someone important or something like that. It could even be that you're so eager to lick boots that they keep you around just to be nice. It's not necessarily the case that you were placed in a position of power because of your race. There was no need for me to involve that stuff.

What do you want me to become? If you wield absolute power over every aspect of my life then you should simply state it. But if I have value then I should imagine it is not borne from inside your control but beyond it.

>>82995215
Mike are you close with your mom?

I have no control over you. Every time I wreck your shit, it's just because I can be really perceptive.

You know, maybe if you didn't bully people and advertise how scary and mean you're supposed to be, it wouldn't create such an enticing target.

>>83000934
My posts have my trip
>Mike !!s1jEdTQxfFE

The more people that get involved in this evil, the bigger the fallout will be once this evil is exposed lol. Making an enemy of me will be a mistake.

I wouldn't threaten REAL MIKEY, but hey you do you.

I really should have joined the football team desu

>>83001565
I don't know what you are on about. All you really did was verify what I was saying about making posts that manipulate emotions and lie about me.

Pistis Mikey, not you.

I think you should kill yourself. I really wish you would but I know you never will because you are too prideful. you are old, unattractive and unappealing in every single way. your jealousy over a guy I had a mutual interest in is utterly pathetic and your lies and manipulation to tear us apart even more so. you're a mentally destroyed freak of nature and your decade-long obsession with me is laughable. you deserve nothing but the worst and if hell were real, you'd be rotting in it from the moment the bullet penetrated your brain stem. you are nothing, you have nothing, and if these statements were false in anyway you wouldn't be taking out your manchild rage on someone over a decade younger than you. if only i had known, so I could have laughed at you even sooner.

I think engineering, as it's currently understood, is a bit of a dead end. It probably makes sense to let a few middling wildcard types keep hacking on it, but I like to apply my own capacities to more promising domains.

hell nah nigga i'm out

>>83002212
>your lies and manipulation to tear us apart
That's what happened to Maria and I

Piece of shit can go to hell

>>83002346
she's pathetic

Though >>83002212 was most likely larp poison intended to harm and emotionally manipulate.

Unfortunate Maria and I have to deal with this bullshit. At some point she will be home with me and we can leave this place.

>Though >>83002212 was most likely larp poison intended to harm and emotionally manipulate
yeah probably but it wasnt directed at you. the world doesn't revolve around you

>>83002848
no, you directed it at me and it did nothing because I laugh at you, loser.

>>83002930
literally kill yourself and double kill yourself if youre mike

I withdraw. I don't know why you come here to shit talk me instead of just calling me to talk about stuff. That's what makes you a loser. I'm not enrolling in classes at my uni next semester. I'm going to do a training program for something else. I wish you would've just let me licked your boot. If it's you posting in the thread, which I suspect, I'm not the post saying you should kys. Those are words I reserve for someone who is harasses me. Maybe it's someone else in the thread. It's confusing how you can be like that.
I'm not actually evil, I just have ocd so I was saying that a lot. I am a bitch sometimes, but I have good intentions. I don't think the world revolves around me, but am I supposed to not care about what I do? Should I not care about my own future? I know how to change for the better. Do you? I can't imagine why you'd be like this if you think I'm so dumb. I won't post about you anymore. I did love you, but if all you know how to do is rage via indirect communication ehhhhh
Don't you understand I just wanted to lick YOUR boot?
You're not worth knowing, after all. I know you decided that about me a while ago. Have a nice life <3

>>83003016
My posts have my trip. That person is either just reacting or larping as if it was me.

Also double milking myself would cancel out and id be alive

I meant
Double killing myself cancels out.

>>83003123
does this mean you disavow the weird transgender rp sun moon posts made during your absence ?

you guys are so melodramatic sometimes

>>83003193
I don't know what you are talking about. If it doesn't have my trip it is not me.

>>83003318
>I don't know what you are talking about. If it doesn't have my trip it is not me.
lol good one
>>83003254
hi, are you down to get double milked later? you can also single milk me if your into it at all

>>83003254
I quit smoking last night so please do not post that shit

>>83003341
It's the truth but you have your own narrative that fits your agenda so there really isnt a reason to ask me other than make a statement to project your lies.

>>83003342
>I quit last night
winners never quit

>>83003341
>double milked
i don't have a weiner

>>83003464
You have tits foid

>>83003478
i don't think that's what they meant by 'double milked', michael

>>83001281
I obviously wasn't talking to you.

His brown cock earned my complete love and appreciation. I will NEVER fuck you, not in a thousand years you cancerous scum.

>>83003415
not weed, anyone smoking that shit after the age of 25 is a homo, cigarettes.

It's really just about sex for you freaks. Have you ever been trusted enough by a man he let you hold him while he sobs about something serious? I'd give my life up for a man who'd treat me lovingly. It'd be scary to trust someone like that, but I'd do a lot to have it.

>>83003818
lose weight and you might get it

>>83003818
When men cry I go cold as ice like I got antifreeze injected in my veins. Trust me you don't want it, it's like a fatal dose of ick. Even if he's hot it's really really disgusting

lol then roastshits wonder why we rape them

>>83003933
All you rape is your pillow with tears

>>83003828
Fuck you, namecunt. I'd beat the shit outta you irl. You're just a loser troll hoe. Go treat your oral thrush you got from eating nasty pussy before talking to me.

>>83003840
I have held a man as he sobbed and I'd give up a lot to have that again. Leave men alone if you think that way >:(

>>83003933
>he can't even discern bait typed by male hands
ngmi

he wanted to fuck me so bad. your tryhard degradation is so laughable. keep stroking that greasy smelly chode of yours while you think of me. i will cum to him every time.

>>83003980
It's funny you call my shit male hands when I get accused of being you constantly which is an even bigger insult

>>83003968
struck a chord there, huh, brownoid?

brown men are pretty sexy. well not the jeets but the other ones.

>>83003968
mogged. Let's date nona.

why did i have to be stalked by such an ugly fat pedophile? you should have lost more weight for me.

>>83003517
Miss typing double milked has grown on me

I think it works both ways, you just get milked a bit different

>>83003671
Right, you were talking to fake Mike

>>83003818
>I'd do a lot to have it
Same, means everything to me

>>83004101
>you just get milked a bit different
i don't wanna be milked

>>83004012
why bother trying to troll other women? it's kinda pathetic, don't you think? that's how I know you're ugly.

>>83003728
what are you going to pick up now that you dropped ciggies?

>>83004249
>>83004012
oops sorry. I meant to reply to >>83003988

>>83004280
Nothing. I am finally addicted to nothing but the internet.

>>83004290
lamee

>>83004298
being addicted to drugs is gay. source: i was

>>83004290
ignore the haters.

>>83004282
that's ok sweetie I'd still date you

>>83004135
>I don't wanna be milked
You need to be milked
Lip service is required daily so you can have some relief

ITT, Mike talks about how other women need to be milked.

>>83004332
Being called sweety has that perfect tinge of dommy mommy abuse that makes my stomach start knitting. Fug

>>83004348
Milking girls daily is a burden I don't take lightly. But I do it because I care.

>>83004348
I these moments where he forgets to be a paranoid retard for a few hours because he gets really horny and he has to write pages of sex garbage to people pretending to be women

>>83004249
>why bother
because it's fun, dummy

>>83004374
aiiii yeah that's it
>>83004367
hopefully maria hasn't had to witness how disgusting you are, mike.

>>83004398
It's called banter. Maria knows all of me and I feel she would enjoy the teasing.

Heres me as a cat

>>83004383
why are you posting pics of an actual bootlicker that enlisted relatively late in the war? you should go for a run instead of trolling other women, fatty.
being an eod guy would kinda be crazy tho
https://www.zianet.com/tmorris/vn.html

I'm the only one milking dykebot. The rest of you will have to sit in the cuck chair, or continue coping. Your choice. Also, Mike I expected better from you. For two reasons. One, as an accomplished engineer how have you not already built a milking machine apparatus? No wonder Maria left your ass.. Can't run a titcow farm using your lips. That's a serious cross contamination issue, and not nearly efficient enough to be competitive in the modern world of dairy. Second, you consistently betray Maria by lusting after extremely sexy women. You should be ashamed. With each horny post you chisel away at Maria's poor little heart. The foundation of your love crumbling away with each keystroke aiming at another woman.

The hardest part about gangstalking you is seeing how often you fall Mikey.. Very disappointed.

>>83004583
>>83004383
Are you two really still "trolling" in here? Get lives.

>>83004596
Okay I will now leave this site forever.

>>83004583
>I'm the only one milking dykebot

>>83004630
Come on girl. Let's get you hooked up, and strapped in. <3

>>83004616
Don't forget to kys

>>83004583
good post, if i was a lesbian attracted to women i would also have sex with you

>>83004583
You assume I have not created a mobile industrial milking complex.

>Lips
I'm a hands on person. Just who I am.

I don't see it as lusting. It's simply a service done for quality of life. No lust involved.

his name was frank paulsen

>>83004757
is that the soijak with a spade on it's cheek?

>>83004709
If that milker was made like how you make your furniture that thing is not OSHA complaint at all. I'm afraid I'll have to report you to the National Dairy Farm program..

>>83004746
Can't wait for the inevitable thread with one of your nudes that gets <7 replies that gets bumped once an hour then dies.

>>83004882
once an hour? more like necrobumped once every three and a singular reply from 47

>>83004657
Can't die. I'm too high level of a necromancer for that. Best I can do is feed off your seethe and grow stronger.

*slurps your loosh down like a wild cherry capri sun*
>>83004669
Uhh thank you. May you get your own fat tittied, and (((lesbian))) gf to milk.

>>83004927
I just like seeing you naked. *gets hard about it*

>>83004974
you're fucking ridiculous

I'm so sick and my body is sore. I wonder if this is how you felt when you were sick with crowd flu during the summer. I wish we could've just talked to each other sincerely. I got really nervous about it once I met you. It does hurt more you don't want to be sincere with me, which I guess is what you want. Sorry for being an asshole to you.

>>83004944
thanks good luck with your uhh whatever you have going on, too. hope she doesn't get crazy on you again.

W
It you.

>>83005091
>hope she doesn't get crazy on you again

>>83005091
I appreciate that.
>>83005151
Oh stop. You know I love your crazy dork ass.

Dear everyone in this thread,

Disgaea PC is currently on sale for $3 on steam. If you haven't played it before, for $3 that's a treat.

>>83004843
>report you to the National Dairy Farm program
That's what the machine gun turrets are for

>>83004746
Hate that shit. Horrible

>>83005252
I'm telling Big Boss you're making metal gears Micheal. You're in so much trouble ooooooooo

>>83005289
>Naked Mike
>Solid Mike
>Liquid Mike

hello there, future me.
i'm not sure how long it's been, as we both know we tend not to dive into the archives, much less to look at our own stuff, but... it feels appropriate to leave these as "time capsules".

right now, as you remember, shit's not going all that great in some aspects, but it's going fine in some others.
we have a roof over our heads, money to do a lot of good stuff with (although we just fucking stash it away), we're able to help our family at long last...
but speaking of family, we're yet to build one of our own. and we're not too sure if or when we'll meet a girl who's good for us and willing to make this one last dream of ours come true.
loneliness has been getting terrible, much worse since we moved out. we cope however we can, but it's never enough. it's like we're cursed or something. we keep making bad decisions left and right... ugh.

but you know me, i'm just that much of a downer and i tend to extrapolate. in hindsight, you're probably thinking about how much of an idiot i am for not knowing the answers you know.
but please go easy on me, if it weren't for this, you wouldn't be there.

i just want to let you know that despite... recent events, i won't try to leave this life again, even if i contemplate it. even if i'm to completely hollow myself out, i'll do it.
i'll stay here, for your sake. for our sake. for those who may care for us.

i hope it doesn't come to that...
you stay safe out there in the future. make all this suffering worth it.
i'm counting on you. find someone to save us, because we're clearly too stupid and hopeless to do it ourselves.

i'll see you later, through your own eyes.

Gaslighting myself into thinking Im Mike so that Maria can be mine instead

>>83005378
The words you are using reflect my own.

>>83005378
bros on here sayin it's been a while as if he's not on here talking about being uncirc and telling mfs to kts lol

The moon only has eyes for the sun.

>I'll always love you and care about you
>No matter what
>You complete me
>I complete you
>I love you more

I love you Maria, please make an eclipse with me

Show up and I promise I will fulfill you and nurture your heart

>>83005517
Strongest feeling you are Maria and teasing

tfw no husband to exchange massages with WTFF!! also tfw no tub to take bubble baths in.

>>83005446
at least it's just the wording... ugh.

>>83005484
i'm just leaving a letter for my future self, lol
like a time capsule

Guys, I don't wanna be a neet anymore, but I can't get a job either

Somebody got to help me out with my situation and not leave me alone in my dispair

>>83005558
Until I hear directly with confirmation I will not assume the worst. I won't see threads like that and think they are her. I know her as she last looked in my eyes and told me she loved me. This thread has nothing to do with her. It is probably bait to make me react.

>>83005542
An eclipse happens once in a lifetime. Sometimes you need special glasses, possibly even to take certain medications , if you know what I mean.

Part of trusting her over all else is not taking bait and using words here to over write history. There are just as many pics that look like me that could be assumed from. In fact I she distorted me by listening to bait Larp and it took us away from each other.

I will only adapt my feeling with her with communication directly. Nothing here matters.

>>83005697
I'll take it from that moment forward with Maria. I know hearing each other's voice and seeing each other will restore everything.

AND YOU MAY FIND YOURSELF IN A MIDWESTERN SHACK
WITH A POORLY MADE DESK
AND YOU MAY TELL YOURSELF
THIS IS NOT MY SHITTY DESK
AND YOU MAY TELL YOURSELF
THIS IS NOT MY BEAUTIFUL MARIA

>>83005717
Just trust that itll be ok. Maria will be with you

I choose dwelling with my Maria. I am not taking the bait. I choose her over that.

>>83005747
I know. I hate when things are similar enough in looks and certain facts but then added on poison like admittance of infidelity.

But that's how bait works. That's how she lost me, by believing the hair and assuming over my truth, her truth.

I need to stay in our truth. I can't let anything push us away from each other.

It may even be lies to test the walls. I believe and trust our truth. We are stronger than that.

When reading some of your guy's letters I internalize it. I only self insert with the letters that are that are rude, and extremely critical about the recipient, and it actually fucks me up mentally. It feels like everyone hates me.

Am I schizo? Or is that the name of the game?

>>83005807
I think Mike is the only person here who is actually suffering from paranoid delusions but yes I have regularly confused certain angry or critical letters for being directed at me.

>>83005818
Exactly the underhanded conniving shit I was saying. Attempts to twist how she percieves me.

Ignore that and dwell in our truth. Who we know each other to be.

>>83005807
Did you buy Disagea on steam or not?

I have no game with women and its a problem

It's time to move on.
You can't live only looking at the past or you might sacrifice the future you deserve.

>>83005807
you're an abusive schizo bpd narc who is fundamentally broken and unlikeable. we hate you and pray every day you fall in a hole and break all your bones and slowly die because no one even notices you're gone to go looking for you

>>83005856
Whoa, whoa.. Save it for the coast guard thread. Let's both get banned. <3

>>83005856
suck my balls dykebot

>>83005856
kiss my ass nigger! originalpsosooet

>>83005878
You wouldn't be so pissed off if you bought Disagea for the low, low price of $3.. Or, maybe you don't have $3 which is why you're so angry in the first place. In that case I understand.

>>83005889
I'm so broke until I get paid this week. I slid by this weekend by relying on friends for guest list and yah rofl. idk how I didn't spend any money. people are so lovely and I'm sooo thankful

>>83005853
That shits easy when directly communicating. I got irl down.

Harassed by the government on behalf of mi5 again award

The poisonous distortions need to be removed. Just as I did for you. Trust and faith.

Love and Lust

>>83005917
THIS BITCH IS BROKE. HE STACKS NO PAPER

I'm tired of these two playing footsie in this thread as if they didn't have a pathetic public spergfight less than a week ago

>>83005961
I'm an indentured servant in lots of debt, but being chill gets me far until I'm truehag

Like I said. I confidently have irl down with her easily.

>>83005983
damn, they got you in dentures, too? that's kinda fucked. im glad you're able to be chill about it, though

>>83005917
That shit sucks. I hope things get better for you. Glad you had some people to help you out. If you actually wanted Disgaea on PC I'd gift it to you since it's literally $3, but you may not care for strategy rpgs.
>>83005961
OMG lol stop babe..

Daily reminder sub-3 males are NOT allowed in the letter thread.. /letter/ general is Chad ONLY! Thank you..

THIS THREAD NEEDS A HERO
TRA LA LAAAAAA

>>83003104
It was likely a case of mistaken identity when I bitched you out and called you a bootlicker. We discussed this already. Your dude probably does not post here.

>>83005855
Im an old fuck at this point might as well.

Sunlit Rays of Love
In Warmth I drown
The stars above
I remember
My Mike
Encompasses me outside and in
So I bloom, all of me to you

>>83006329
Go outside and get some sun, Mike

>get matched on Hinge
>write one message
>get unmatched on hinge

>>83006383
I am already fulfilled in every other way.

>>83006474
One in the ass and one in the mouth? Following in Maria's footsteps!

She comes home to me easily because she naturally loves me. Lusts for me.

I have her, all of her.

Genuinely cant tell if Mike is schizo, trolling, or secretly a Chad

>>83006169
hng no he's written about hating me at least once... sucks.. thanks for calling me a bootlicker tho. I've decided on a better route bc of it....
I like discord kitten when he tries to talk, but he has a gf/crush or smthn

asndfn I wish I could forget about him now. I want a physics husband that eats a lot and works out

>>83006577
I don't condone black pill Chad bullshit. Those who tout it are insecure about who they are and use it as a prop to put themselves up and put others down. It's pathetic

I don't identify by a label,

I am myself

I'm secure in who I am. i know I'm worth everything. That is a fact.

tfw no husband to feed and cuddle WTF!

>>83006610
Only a Chad would say that. Guess I was wrong the whole time

>>83006622
need her in my life

>>83006628

If it's you, you'll follow through and contact me directionally.

If it's not you, then it's a LARP and the narrative will shift into something negative with a post under the thread In an attempt to distort our truth
Of each other

>>83006633
I can respect your admittance of misperceivement, misjudgment.

Actions matter more than words. Follow through and you'll earn my respect

>>83006706
>admittance of misperceivement
Lmfao, sheeeeit. Shut up mike.

>>83006706

Follow thru deez nuts, schizo

My Mike
>No one can compare to who Mike is to me.
Ha is very special, not only from his interests, also how he is character wise, how he talks , writes, the little things, his background, what he wants to do in the future and he looks just perfect the way he is like every single thing was just like I always dreamed in a man. It is just so insane that I even met a someone like him in the first place.

My Mike

>I crave for every part of me to be shaped perfectly to my mike
>To care for him every day with every part of me
>Give him relief, feeling so full with him
>Every day, all day, whenever we want, in every way we desire.
>Mike makes me feel home, I don't feel lost and alone anymore

>2021
time to move on nigga

tfw no husband that'll escort me out of the home and have fun with me doing whatever and that'll eat whatever I make and we can watch each other play games and cuddle wtf. this has only become more of an issue because we're approaching cuffing season and my friend has a bf, but others do not so...
I'd cuddle with a gal pal.

>>83006907
You're not going to find a husband on r9k foid

>>83006907
also i'm sick and i wish I had someone to make me soup or something fuuuuuuuu guys>>83006919
i'm not looking here bro. i go out. i'm also kinda not really looking since I don't think my ideal guy exists

>>83006888
Wait a fucking minute, is her new avatar this scene from Blade Runner?
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=nGBYEUNKPmo
lmao dude, she is telling you it was never real and was never yours to begin with. Which should be obvious but you know.

>I love you
>can I touch myself tonight?
>Just so I can feel you
>please
>I want to cum tonight and crave your cum even harder than ever
>I need you that bad
>I can only imagine what your skin against mine is like
>how your cock would feel inside my tight pussy
>I love you and you're perfect cock .
>I need your cum inside me so fucking bad
>please

I'm giving you permission to touch yourself to me tonight. Be my good little girl for me. Dwelling in your purpose with me as you rub yourself to the thought of fulfilling each other in every way

You feel my words more than any others. You feel it in your gut, your mind, your pussy.

I'm all you can see, all you've ever wanted, all you have ever needed.

I complete you, you complete me.

Perfect for each other.

In every way

Love and lust

Its not just that people outcast me , but they also deny any chance to make things better. Even if I self improve they knock me down again.

Think of me on top of you holding you your hands above your head, my weight pressing against you, kissing you as you lift and spread your legs desperate for me to breed you. Feeling my thickness pressing against her entrance, so fucking big, forming around me as I press into you slowly at first until I'm pumping fucking your brains out My tongue in your mouth as your head empties to the thought of me pumping my cum inside of you having my baby

Sudden silence in all 3 places is telling.
Place 1

NO BITCH IS EVER GOING TO LET U KNOCK HER UP

Can you see now?

>>>/adv/33897322

Lashing out after me making you cum harder than you have in a long time is normal. Imagine in person. Your brains would leak out your head as I fucking breed you

junji ito's adaptation of no longer human is really hard to read ;oo;
turning the page to an intense scene can't be beat tho. I hate the anime adaptations of junji ito's stories

Mike, why would Maria be communicating with you via the site instead of adding you back and messaging directly?

>>83007523
First time I fucked I nutted inside a bitch. What you know retard?

>>83007587
bro mike legit tells women he's going to beat them up and doesn't understand "no"... he's fucked up in the head.

>>83007600
Mike is a character don't talk to me through fiction douche

>>83007531
Either you or a manipulation attempt.

I don't let it affect our truth.

I choose us.

There is no reason to respond to anyone else has about us.

You'll open your heart to ma directly.

Leave this in-between and have all of each other.

been really enjoying Michael's mental break here lately

>>83007948
It's entertaining if depressing, but it makes it impossible to do anything but shitpost here.

What if Smiling Friends had a Mike episode
>Yo uh, Pim. This guy Mike he uh, hes not too well is he
>Oh he just needs finding love, Charlie! Love is such a wondrous thing in the world!
>yeah but I think hes never gonna get over this Maria girl
>hang on just got a text
>AUGH
>is that a dick pic?

Dwell on why your body and mind react this way to me. You wouldn't act this way unless you felt lust and love for me.

When you come over, how long until you drop to your knees sucking my thick cock?

My bet is instantly

>holy shit Pim what the hell
>its all veiny, and nasty. He just sends these out ?

>>83008233
>My bet is instantly
My bet is never, and it's going on 5 years now since she's even acknowledged your pathetic existence

A

Im sorry. You didnt deserve to get heartbroken .

K

I have an opportunity to stray and get laid.

Physically I really want to but I think It could be you testing me.

Which is fucked up because we're not dating right now so why test me

Why test your fucking test

I just want to pound the shit out of you

we're always being tested, Michael

>>83006865
Mike writing fanfiction with himself. I know this because incels never change even when they get a gf. They always have little girls in their heads with name variants on Mary.

>>83008334
Mike she is not real she is in your head. I bet your real name is Adrijus and you live with a BPD mom in the UK.

I don't know what any of you are on about.

Not bothering to even think about it because I'm talking to Maria

>>83008407
>Not bothering to even think about it because I'm talking to Maria
No, you're not

>>83008338
Stalking my posts with IP. Wonder why you do that huh

>>83008233
Good riddance Mike your cock probably is not that big if she dumped you.

>>83007000
WTF is this anime shit Adrijus.

I don't know who adrijus is.

My cock is huge

Talking to you fagots is not productive

I know it's you. Masking or whatever the fuck. If you didn't want me you would not do it in the first place.

Nut up or shut up

>Talking to you fagots is not productive
you spent your entire day shitting this thread up literally kill yourself

>>83008579
Died 10 years ago and now I'm haunting your ass

>Died
god i wish

>>83008313
haven't you gone on a bunch of dates and fucked numerous other women and posted about them here in the letter threads?

>>83009492
*Beeeeep* You reached the double milking hotline, the double milking robot will be at your door to spider milk you in 2 minutes. Tits out and ready. We are not responsible for what the spider does

trying to link up with a cute latina hatsune cosplayer who complimented my vascular hands and danced with me

again... making friends is like rolling a katamari :D
i started to feel like less of a loser and that made it way easier to find friends. when it comes to dating, I think I gotta move...

Imagine being half as retarded as the three most recurrent posters in this thread. Kykebot Doomtroon and MikeHunt all fellating and shitting into each other's mouths for sustenance to their drab, empty lives.

>>83006068
trying disgaea infinite for psp on my vita, dood! i hate when people buy me games because I can never forget. only my husband or besties can do that

>>83010584
trvthnvke, combined age of at least 100 too

I think statistics is the wrong paradigm. It's often the case that you only have "one" of something, so to speak. Even Bayesian models ignore spacetime identifiers. An assumed uniformity of nature is a recurring blunder among inadequate thinkers, I've noticed.

>it's another "dignifying histrionic cancer by implying their behavior is just well-assimilated and site-honored trolling culture"
trolling takes soul. the larpers and grifers the letter thread has attracted ever since mods abetted that one particularly obsessive larper/scammer in eliminating the posters who served as his checks and balances are just that. shittery are not a art.

>episode
dropped that.

but let me not trigger one

>>83009721
ayo? no one told me it was a spider bot.. eyes emoji

Jules is the only sovltroll we have left. And he doesn't fancy himself a troll, he's just built based. He doesn't even have to try. His aura creates conditions excruciating for if not antithetical *to* the propagation of scum-scavenging, collapsed-womb, let's-try-to-sell-subhumanity-as-approachability/attainability attention whores, their handlers, their handler's handler's, and the orbiters, trannies, and kindred kikes that swarm.

Mike, Maria didn't want you to kill everyone on earth! She wanted you to provide them with hope - for you are the ultimate lifeform!

>>83011369
jules... like og jules?the man slut?

>>83011400
https://youtu.be/uOapqJ_x3G0?t=18

>>83011401
Is a man made a slut simply for possessing an irresistible aura, finding himself surrounded by eager mates, and indulging them their instincts?

>>83011447
he's a slut for showing his absurd dick on omegle for nothing

Is a woman made a slut simply for possessing an irresistible aura, finding herself surrounded by eager mates, and indulging them their instincts?

yes, obviously. duh

>>83010584
Is Doom her bf or is it voca anon?

m

id wait for you, if you let me.

k

L
I really shouldnt have made that joke.

>>83011369
Lol delicious meltie

>>83010584
post made me kek ty anon

The truth is, in the upper echelons of intellectual consideration, "theories" are outmoded.

>>83012239
You're not his soulmate

>>82999611
Just go hate fuck her

OBJECTION, YOUR ANONHOR

LEADING THE WITNESS! LEADING!!!

disgaea infinite is funny and the possession mechanic is a cool way to progress the story. I prefer vns fs so idk about disgaea pc

(You) know the rest

>>83011740
47 i think o algo

>>83012239
mike's maria-only, fuck off

>>83012472
>Emphasizing "intellect" when the operative quality is Volition

>>83011319
>trolling takes soul. the larpers and grifers the letter thread has attracted ever since mods abetted that one particularly obsessive larper/scammer in eliminating the posters who served as his checks and balances are just that. shittery are not a art

More confirmation what happened to Maria and I.

these hoes mad

k

>>83012510
That's fucking stupid. I've already made her hate me enough. I don't want her to hate me more

hoes always be mad-ing

>>83012546
>>83012505
Maria could be using the initial k or could be the comments above. Best to take everything in stride.

>>83011356
The spider bots returned and deposited your milk in the vat. System reports you hit 4 stars on the right tit spider bot but only 2 stars on the left tit spider bot. What gives?

There has to be a way to forget you. I need to be happy; I can't be stuck thinking about you for the rest of my life. I can't move on. Closure doesn't help, and I don't want to get back with you since that's not an option anymore. It sounds like you care and want to reconcile, but I doubt you even think about the guy you dated in high school, especially not the one who broke up with you. I feel doomed; I don't know how to move on and forget about you. It's all because I broke up with you. I deserve this pain, and I hate it. I fucking hate it, and it's my fault too

im not maria.. tf

k

>>83012941
2 sides to a coin. Did you break up because she ghosted or maybe she broke a promise and you gut reacted. I'm not saying it was the right thing to do.

I made mistakes and I take accountability for my part. It's just important that both people do.

>>83012992
With all the samefag larp and posts being anonymous, even if we have talked before unless you have a trip on, associating typing styles and nomenclature with individuals is not always easy.

you're meant to ignore him now he thinks the k stands for colton or something

>not an option anymore
There is only 2 very specific things that make that the case. So you are fine otherwise. Don't jump to extremes. There's always time for the path to course correct. She has to do it just as much as you.

>>83013094
Someone has their panties in a bunch this morning

you did reasonablemog me didn't you. i look a bit silly now

MORTAR ROUNDS, DROPPING WITH PRECIIISIIIOOOOOOOONNNNN

A FUTURE SHAPED BY AN IRON FIST, FRONTLINES MOVE IN AN ENDLESS DRIFT, NO END IN SIGHT JUST WAR SUSTAINED, PROFITS RISE AS

BLOOD

RE

MAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAINSS!!!!!

ENEMY WITHIN MY IRONSIGHTS THEN STONE IN HAND NOW A NUCLEAR PRE-EMPTIVE STRIKE

Secretly Putting small strips of paper under Mikes chair every single day so he thinks he is slowly shrinking

>>83013178
quien

>>83013515
What an odd fetish

My chair has wheels you fool

is my lastfm mutual dead --___--
i liked looking at her profile

>>83013927
Quie(f)

>>83014151
Okay well I was commenting to "quien" but now you made it look like I just said quief :l

>>83011740
neither
>>83012924
she was feeling a little shy, i guess.. how embarrassing

>>83013927
mike [in spanish]

>>83014348
Makes sense. We've been having issues with left tit spider bot ever since the incident

>>83014564
Quien means "who?" In Spanish

thanks for letting me know, genius

I will either look and see a status change for the better or I will be contacted by you in some way saying so.

There's things that reflect this. I wonder if you experience the same.

WOULD YOU FUCK WITH YOUR LARP TO INFLUENCE AND MANIPULATE MARIAS EMOTIONS

>>>/adv/33900675

Guys, have you watched "bad guys" and its sequel? It's perfect for fur-fags like you.

I've reworked the frame to be more sturdy and made the docking feature parametric to be able to change the separation force in a jiffy.

The modules click together with a click that's so satisfying that I can't help but making an O-face when I play with it. I got things dialed in that the wear on the docking features is minimal and should be good enough for semi-professional use. Very nice.

>>83015276
Most of the time it's dealing with 2D-sketches, if you know what I mean.

>>83015276
it's cool and cute when people have hobbies and skills

>>83015301
I'm also a glutton for psychological pain, since I did this with FreeCAD and it has a couple of really nasty bugs that make things take forever to design compared to commercial tools. It's ok tho since I just have to design simple parts to complete the accessory parts for the chassis I want to use in future projects so my suffering should be limited at least.
Pic related happened after I've changed a single dimension inside one of the sketches. The topological naming probem(bug) scrambled the assembly because changing that dimension resulted in additional faces to be generated that basically scrambled the joints between the modules. It's such a frustrating bug and the dev-team that worked on fixing it gave up on it due to funding problems. Such a shame since this bug alone makes this a no-go for commercial use. I may have to search for a sugar-mommy who helps us fund further development to gift humanity an open source MCAD tool that has basic features at least.

Seriously, what the fuck is it with vagina people and their incorrigible eagerness to act like they're someone's HR department given the barest, most far-fetched predication? How can so many people be so incredibly narcissistic?

Like honestly, what did *you* accomplish today, you irritating whore?

>>83015424
She made me feel a bit better about working on my side-project instead of just wasting time shit-posting here? :3

could just say kwab. tldr stopped after rab

I don't actually think there's anything wrong with 3D objects, by the way, obviously. It was a joke, you fucking retarded bozos.

I've actually been feeling pretty down and inferior the past few days, but then it's moments like this that make me remember, "oh wait sometimes I kind am smarter than everyone else huh." So thanks for that I guess, ~friend group~.

Hey let's all go sing karaoke at the bar later, and then we can play settlers of catan and have tapas.

Tits or gtfo was the right policy.

lol they actually thought that THEY could mess with MY EMERALS

>>83015424
I submitted a few assignments, read about something new (for me), read manga, and played a vn. I'm pretty sick and my head hurts, but I'm feeling better than yesterday, so I was able to get out of bed :D

I'm a bitch sometimes, and I'm not the brightest crayon in the box, but overall I do not have a rotten attitude like some of you nasties.

(I guess that's not really fair since the real problem is you're a bunch of insular glowfaggots, so you don't understand how cliche and midwit you sound when you start in with the wellness talk. The women are just the purest expression of the complex since they're so easily indoctrinated.)

>>83015512
you're why men kill themselves. I am not.

>>83015484
why do you feel down, anon? Is your project coming along enough that I can give it another spin? The last two times I gave it a go I was way too early to do anything with it and I thought it was better to let you guys cook. Linux support would be nice tho since I don't like switching between OS to not confuse my muscle memory with UI-quirks.

>the thing all the glowfaggot whores started saying at the same time around two weeks ago

Yeah the agitators are persuading men to walk away from 3D objects and CAD modeling; I should learn from you how to consider morals better so the bleed will stop.

Everything was really falling off a cliff around here until government affiliated hookers came to save the day with their infinity transcendent opinions about every little fucking thing. Thank you so much for stopping men from killing themselves via incessant nagging that you do purely to massage your ego.

what's the problem with being positive sometimes... evil faggots. calling someone a glowie for being positive online isn't an own. why would a glowie be an advocate for unity and sincerity? you're just mossadagents engaging in average israelipsychicdamageposting

My point is that coming on here just to make jokes that come off as yucking someone's yum isn't a desirable internet outcome. it's pretty similar to normie tiktok cunts teasing guys for having hobbies or doing anything. a lot of you mfs are no different from them.

We should invent a virus that will turn every human on Earth into a cute furry. Give belly rubs and chin scritches instead of fighting over things that will not matter in 100 years from now. It's literally impossible to be mad at a cute furr-ball.

i hope my husband lets me stick my finger in his belly button and stick my tongue in his ear

>>83015679
b...but that tickles!!! :3 prepare for revenge-tickling!!!

>>83015914
y-you're not my husband... unless.. we're really indian and you're who my parents have always told me about (*..*)*

unfortunately for my husband, tickling will NOT work on me. plus I have a different picture of when ear licking will occur >:D

MIKE

Maybe it's better that you don't know but you're talked about in this thread. But like I said maybe best you just don't click on it

>>83011388

>>83014564
Maria me amor donde esta la sol y Luna

Ayyy Maria! Mi amor

>>83016030
I'm not opening the thread you linked.

m

missing you very much tonight.
https://youtu.be/xGWnd4IJ1Vk?si=90ThzEJOfK_j7cMR

k

mike, don't fall for the larp above me, sage

i hate all of you, you should kill yourselves. there's my epic meme of the night. Die

>i hate all of you, you should kill yourselves. there's my epic meme of the night. Die
lawl
pls don't go to sleep, stick around. but a reluctant goodnight if you do go to bed. also post your tits please

>>83017811
They're pretty hairy princess, I just oiled them up to stare at them and flex in the mirror.

>>83017762
I appreciate your words

I got this.

>>83017861
huh i thought we ascertained that you were female at some point.
must be losing it

>>83017982
nah i got a worm

>When they got home, they saw through the window that the lamps were lit, and there was a fire in the fireplace. But they did not see their mother and Arthur. Instead, there was their new mother-her glass eyes glistening, her wooden tail thumping on the floor.
I am worth more than a musical automaton. Please think well enough the same of yourself and get the therapy necessary for there to be any chance of reconciliation in some indefinite future.

To Mo

They always mean "Please save me. I know you can't do it with me holding you back. But with what I've given you, what you've regained of yourself now --- go. But please don't forget me. And please come back when you've made the world so much better it naturally provides the conditions for my actualization, rather, made it so the conditions creating dysfunction and ugliness are removed." when they say "I'm leaving ANYWAY, no, actually, I'M setting the boundary, you aren't allowed access to MY life anymore", "Dodged a bullet", and "Well if you're HAPPIER without ME... *manipulative backwards glance*".

>>83018514
https://m.youtube.com/watch?v=XPUyTV5BnpM&list=RDLJFHJwTIRjg&index=5&pp=8AUBoAcB

The moon on his eyes for the sun. She's excited to be in my arms on the shore.. finally home.

The moon only has eyes for the sun.

She's excited to be in my arms on the shore.. finally home.

mike just wondering was this your post idk if its you or a coincidence since no trip
and if it was you, is there any reason why your trip would have been off? just trying to get the correct story before narcs try to spin this into something it is NOT

crink a dumbledore scallop crystal cave chalice juice that makes you comprehend The Horrors until you do the closing ritual of blowing air into the empty packet then launching the straw with the air by clapping it

lt was mommy the
whoooIee
TIMEE?

im going to kms soon i think by riding my bicycle down to a nearby forest i hate seeing happy couples while i suffer alone in misery with no end in sight. girls wont ever pay me any mind even when they dont know im a subhuman im just that boring i guess and cant change it because thats just who i am. some of us werent meant for life i dont think

>>83018734
It is my post. When you clear your internet history/cookies it clears the trip field and This is my first post and I did not type it back in

>>83012941
You did not love her you broke up with her. Reap what you sow. >>83008475
I bet it is Adrijus after all you always talked about it. You whined over how your cock from your gangsta dad was too huge. How is the grooming teenage girls going?

Mike doesn't know a fraction of the pain of being broken up with by your own Mommy

tfw the impulsive (but never violent or suicidal) thoughts are really just Autistic Elopement in a tranchcoat

>Run away!! Start over new life away from the pain simply cannot bear it all!! Not to punish or to make a statement but truly to remove oneself from the incessant torment of a waking nightmare!
>'O shit the special kid is wiggling under the fence again code jailbreak'

Unironically breakthrough the likes of which thousands of dollars of therapy with someone specializing in the comorbidities of autism and complex trauma could only aspire to strike

A therapist would get The Rapist Ever award for saying this to autism TikTok

>>83018788
Become a hermit in the woods. Society is not for everyone. Find peace in nature or purpose in survival. If your conclusion is suicide, why not leave? What have you got to lose?

>>83018747
Is that Maria ? What has she become ?

>>83018924
the possibility of rerolling my character upon death sounds way more appealing than living to the age of 80 in the woods as a hermit while each second is spent with sadness in solitude because I never got to experience one of lifes greatest pleasures. and I already know god doesnt exist before anybody brings it up because no loving god would ever allow this to happen

imagine reincarnating as a dude that's addicted to dxm and buckcherry

>>83019051
certainly be better than the hell im currently living maybe someone will reroll onto this character and have better luck

>>83019051
i miss being addicted to dex and benadryl

N

Go fuck yourself

>>83019128
what's so bad about your life anon? give the stats. you should leave r9k for an extended period before considering suicide. surely you haven't explored all of the options.

Keep in "touch"

Heh

(This user sent this post by aiming a single falling tear drop over the post button.)

>>83018834
I'll leave you With no response and just walk by as you stand there with your micro dick in your hand fishing for turds so others can look at you and see what it fucking idiot you are.

I wrote a letter in the other thread