Thread 83043355

Letter Thread I see our shore edition

Maria,
Use our compass

The most I can do is ask you to trust me over him.

I do love you.

As you know yesterday's thread has everything you need.

https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/83016487/

There will be quite a bit of attempts to "fix" things today, as well as accusations.

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Are helpful in identifying, but it's easier to simply trust me as before we lost each other.

>>83043359
I believe in us Maria and I know we can make this work. We are stronger than everyone and anyone else who could try to get in between us.

>>83043370
The Moon only has eyes for the Sun

Faith in each other over all else.

That empty space, the part of me where Mike resides,missing in everything and everywhere, my mind looks for him in that silence.

To be his, aching for those moments with him, dwelling in daydreams of home.
So fucking full. Complete.

My body pressed against his, draped over him, head on his chest. Feeling his breath calm and steady with mine.
Tremble and moan against him in pleasure, my skin touching his.
Looking up, mike moves my hair as my eyes meet his, I hear him say what I've always wanted to hear from him.

>Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

I love you more
My Mike

Here is the other thread with our messages
https://desuarchive.org/r9k/thread/82993382/#82993382

So you'll just make one of these if there isn't one for you to vomit your diarrhea into? She hasn't talked to you in four years get the fuck over her

No need to respond to bait. I hope you go easy on making it today.

is mike still shitting up the board with his spam? give it a rest, man.

Please put some Neosporin and bandage your cuts.

If I was there in person I would of held you and gotten you through that storm.

I love you Maria

I promise everything will be okay.

Dick up your ass, Maria.
and mike. no one wants to see your spam. stop posting in these threads.

Not spam.

My letter to My Maria to give her the tools, everything she needs, for the day.

It's the best I can do to be there for her.

I know she hears and feels my voice more than all others so by putting what I said above for her here I am her rock through the storm.

I cannot endure any more humiliations. This state is akin to self lobotomy. Please free me from it, I was starting to improve.

>I don't know how to express my grief, but forgive me for what I did. I really thought I wasn't to blame, but I was very much to blame
>-
>I'm so sorry it was so hard for you. I was so stupid that I didn't think about what I was doing. If I could rewind time, I would. But what if I could prevent these consequences

>But what if I could prevent these consequences

Then we will be home again

How will you make fire from ice?

The sunlight through your lense creates your flame

Just because you feel lost does not mean your compass is broken

>"You make things better. Even when you aren't here, you do so much"
>"You make it bearable"
>"Will you care and protect me in the way only you can do? "

>How did he see what I was doing? How did he know? He said he knows things he shouldnt be able to know.

>With what he shouldn't know, he told me to drop the razor and throw it away.

>He tried to stop me and be there for me so I didn't self harm.

>Without me saying a word, Mike came to save me

>No one else in this lifetime will have that kind of connection to me

>Mike is my soulmate

11:11

Soothe

Sad the true crime series had to die. It was like the lawful GTA.

Sleeping Dogs was a spiritual successor (originally True Crime:Hong Kong) but sadly Square wanted to turn it into an mmo

We worked too long and hard to give it no time

He sees right through me, it's so easy with lies
Cracks in the road that I would try and disguise
He runs his scissors at the seem in the wall

He cannot break it down or else he would fall
One thousand lonely stars hiding in the cold

The rain helps you remember me.
Remember my eyes, my voice.
I love you, only you.

We both made mistakes.
I wish I could go back and change how I worked through things with you, my difficulty with communication through text.

I felt heard when I sent you the video.

I'm so sorry for the mistakes I've made, my heart has always been yours and I reacted out of being hurt.

I accept you, all of you.

We can't change the past but we can choose each other, accept all of each other just as we did before.

I'm excited to see your smile and hear your voice again

But whats really amazing is that Sleeping Dogs 2 couldve been a thing but Square fucking ruined it .

As you leave him, know that it does not have to be hard, easily block and keep moving your feet

Whatever support you need, reach out to me and I'll take care of you

The sun is coming up
The rain is coming down
The moon remembers

She comes to shore
In my arms

She's thinking about what it feels like on top of me

A d then she looked up in the sky to find the northern star, but all she saw was a constellation in the shape of a penis. Beautiful, she thought to herself

>>83045429
The way the stars sparkled
jizzed across the sky

Maria, I want our direct slow burn love again.

Maria

Thanks for the head

Colton

The marks on my arm remind me

My Mike
I dwell with mike

>I've always loved him
>He completes me, my soul mate
>I can't allow myself to lose him
>I'll fight for him

>I escape lies, ending the in-between with suffocating mistake Colton
>IT'S OVER
>I wash my hands of it

I found relief with my mike
Home with Mike
In Mike's Arms

Fuck each other's brains out
Care for each other all day
Mike, Love of my Life

>The marks on my arm remind me
>I won't betray Mike with Colton
>I leave Colton
>I choose my mike

letter thread goes into the filter jfc

unrelated but this gif is the funniest thing ever idk why !

Everything I've ever wanted with Mike
Most pleasure I'll ever feel in my life
So fucking thick

>>83045947
Living my purpose with mike

>>83045927
Looks familiar, who is that ?

Fucking each other's brains out

Living my truth with Mike

Caring for each other everyday

Mike completes me

never mind i thought that was a facial abuse kind of situation it wasn't. it's not very funny anymore.

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kill yourself

I crave Mike and keep thinking about him, dwelling how Im taking care of him
How he is taking care of me

I'm so lucky
My mike
My. Home

>>83043355 (OP)
Send mike to a psychiatric hospital, lock mike up in the looneybin, electroshock mikes brain, slam SSRI's down mikes throat, inject mike with sedatives against his will, force mike to attend group therapy, remove mikes right to self determination, lobotomise mike, gaslight mike, hire therapists to pretend to be mikes only friend (maria) , get mike addicted to various expensive medications, deny mike the right to represent himself. Make mike doubt reality, force mike to humiliate himself for neetbux, inform occult organisations of mikes vulnerable state, record mike in public and send him the videos, hire random women to laugh and point whenever they see mike, drug mike with large quantities of psychedelics, create a mike doppelganger, inform the reptilians of mikes location, surrounded mike with 5g, place high luminosity street lamps outside mikes windows.

Mike sickens me. That said I'm scouring the internet to find an E-ex from even longer ago.

You gotta admire Mike and his dedication. Just like when Guts was come onto by this slutty temptress, he only has eyes for Casca


In a way Colton is like Griffith, too. The once friend of his turned nemesis.

>>83046251
>Just like when Guts was come onto by this slutty temptress, he only has eyes for Casca
Mike sought out girls specifically to fuck AS revenge and brag about the implied sexual market value fucking whores gives (aka none, aka insane in addition to his tirades about love and trust, aka should be permabanned since maria isn't even here to read his jealousy ploys so all it amounts to is his spamming fucking up the thread) hoping it would give maria fomo what are you fucking talking about lmao

Everyone is so mean to Indians but I find the women really cute especially the darker ones, they always seem so happy to see me like they want to jump my bone. I've tried looking online but don't know how to get their attention and are probably insecure, but they don't need to be. They run a lot of the shops in NZ but things can get intense I shy away, I think they talk about me in their language and I'm not sure but it feels like they're perving on me and it turns me on. All I can think about is them being really clingy and practically raping me.

Remove the poison larp. Those other voices are empty words. Distractions from what matters

>>83046367
Yeah he is genuinely mental nvm

>>83046446
Yeah but like, in seeing Mike's insanity sometimes I wonder if I'm even sane. He's basically just an Anon without the ability to shut the fuck up, no one posting in the letters thread is a happy camper

>>83046469
I may have simped before but never on the level of Mike

Maria,

You know how and why.

Others won't understand.

>I don't know how to express my grief, but forgive me for what I did. I really thought I wasn't to blame, but I was very much to blame
>-
>I'm so sorry it was so hard for you. I was so stupid that I didn't think about what I was doing. If I could rewind time, I would. But what if I could prevent these consequences

>But what if I could prevent these consequences

Then we will be home again

>>83046476
Like seriously I have not been this down bad before

True love
Our truth
Complete each other

Distance, time, others empty words don't change who we are to each other.

How we are connected.

How I am the love of your life

As you only listen to my words
you shut out the empty distractions of others
that attempt to push us away from each other.

Skylar and Jocelyn,

If one of y'all is responsible for this smear, harassment, and torture campaign, then you opened Pandora's Box lmao. The box is still open regardless.

Maria, cut the shit.

You know who I am tp you.

The marks on my arm remind me

My Mike
I dwell with mike

>I've always loved him
>He completes me, my soul mate
>I can't allow myself to lose him
>I'll fight for him

>I escape lies, ending the in-between with suffocating mistake Colton
>IT'S OVER
>I wash my hands of it

I found relief with my mike
Home with Mike
In Mike's Arms

Fuck each other's brains out
Care for each other all day
Mike, Love of my Life

STOP AND LOOK AT ALL THE THREADS MAD

THIS NOT.DOING BETTER LIKE YOU.SAID LAST NIGHT.AFTER APOLOGIZING.

come home and I will take care of you in every way

Or

Lose everything that matters, lose me, the love of your life .

You just crossed a huge fucking Iine.

I might get assigned for a business trip soon. A change of scenery is just what I need right now.

>>83046972
There is one I might take to Florida soon. Sadly none of the Florida bitches will want me unless im some buff Puerto Rican Chad

Making all those threads is not doing better or communicating with me I'm a way.forwars.

Direct communication .commitment, loyalty.

It's not that I read minds but we.are connected.

You need me to hurt you, break your heart

I'm giving you what you want.

Empty, hurt, crying out, pain, scream,. Thrash, loss

Lost

The path home

My Mike Commitment, loyalty, love, communication

How will you make fire from ice?

The sunlight through your lense creates your flame

Just because you feel lost does not mean your compass is broken

"A revolution, to be successful, must be a balance between passion and practicality"

https://archive.org/details/theanarchistcookbookwilliampowell

Posting "nudes" to hurt me is not okay.

That's a huge fucking line.

I could be mean and hurt you, break you to a lost empty broken shell.

But I know you are doing that to yourself

And life there is a lie, mistake that grows disdain, regret, suffocation, nausea, grief.

>>83047195
>>83046883
>>83046869
Ohh ho ho ho.

Wait a minute. You mean, over there, the other day, was [THAT]? There's no way it could be. I KNOW that sad, malnourished ass -- *zero* resemblance. There's just no way. There's just no WAY

Suddenly it all adds up. The most passed around barrel skank whore, the notorious mutual schizo entanglement lore. Ohhh my GOD

Wait, holy fuck, WAIT. Oh my GOD. AHAHAHAHAHHA. * THIS* IS HOW WE CAN FINALLY FREE MIKE FROM THE MARIAUSSY HYPNO BEAM.

If you thought you'd seen Hall of Fame level melties so far, just you wait until Mike connects the dots.. Or we connect the dots for him, out of the kindness of our hearts. Then he can see just how many of Maria's masks he hasn't been keeping up on. He'll probably be.. kchhtchk.. MAD ecstatic to realize there's such a trove of delicate masquerade waltz steps to retrace that somehow evaded his hackerman flags

Nudes are fakes

You just did something.
Hurt yourself
I didn't want that

I'm not reading any of the empty words.

It's all rot

>>83047399
I already said I knew this entire time retard, but you know that. I went along to care for You.

You are looking for my response.

Feel silence and loss.

I know everything.

There is no mask I didn't know

Because I see you

The only one who can see through to your truth

Our connection you'll never find any where else I'm this life

You lost your soulmate

You lost me, Maria

The instant before
I'll say goodbye.

I won't see the response

N
There is a Filipino mafia that secretly runs the streets

>>83047763
But in the end, I no fall for it.

It's not that life is boring without you, I just wish I could share stuff with you. Not that you didn't mean more to me, but you were my first real friend.

S
Hows New York going? Badda bing badda boom amirite

M

This is why we're done

Dearest you,

I don't know anything. Find your courage and send it (the thing, you know). Wake me up when it's the time. Because I am falling deep into a sleep, and I can't seem to keep my eyes open any longer.

I once said I would. I said many things. Perhaps too many

>>83048155
Its Mariover,
Time to move on Mike

Fuck you Shiburizu

Doesn't fucking matter.

If any of it's true she's dead to me

I can't trust betrayal

>>83048641
are you actually 30+? im asking you because youve been harassing 19 year olds in their private life / bedrooms over the past year(s). i dont expect an answer, really not

Like isn't it kind of nuts you can be forced to exist?

be respectful when you go to bedrooms, mike

No I stopped caring
Never again

mike's brain would fucking explode if he was grounded in reality for a split second

I don't give a fuck anymore.

I take what I want whenever I want it

Took literally a half hour from the decision and I have a girl in my inbox giving me nudes

go talk to her then instead of literally spamming the thread jfc. no one cares.

Whomever is responsible for this bullshit is going to pay

>>83049538
I did, she went to bed. Cute as fuck. Tight skinny perky tits just enough sadistic

you're a liar, so it's impossible to know if that claim is true. any bitch dumb enough to send her nudes to you deserves to have them leaked. it's literally pathetic to go and tell a bunch of people about all of this as if it matters. the best thing you could do is leave the board. coming here to ramble about this proves you're a loser without a life more than anything else. no one thinks you're cool for "dropping" some bitch that hasn't spoken to you in 4 years.

>>83049762
Not lying. Not quite sure how to show you though because I'm still talking to her and she is pretty fucking cute so I'm not going to mess anything up with that. If it fizzles I'll post something for you cuck boy

M

You'd probably like to know that I saw her.
What she looks like NOW.
I'm not good looking by any stretch of the imagination.
And we are the same age.
But she looks like an animatronic witch decoration.
She did meth and got clean, stopped being a dyke but like...
Every day I'm in town I'd fear I'd one day see her again and pray she doesn't feel obligated to say hello to a creature like me.
But I now I know in my heart of hearts that if I saw her again I'd move as quickly and quietly as I possible god damn could in the direct opposite direction as her and say NOTHING.
The level of desperation in the guy she calls her boyfriend, I'd think I'd sooner kill myself before subjecting myself to that level of depravity.
I was questioning why they haven't had a kid yet, and now I think her face likely gives him ED.

In the meantime you can jerk off to how I blasted the biggest fucking load ever with her.

I'm not into bashing on her. That's not right.

Who knows what happened, all I can see is from the outside and physically yeah it's not good.

Doing meth would make sense how she became so mentally ill and explains the physical thing.

I truly did love her and meant everything I said. Breaks my heart if she made a mistake like that.

She was kind sweet perfect in every way and perfectly compatible mentally and physically, love and lust.

If She fucked up that bad That's really fucking stupid of her.

Maria

Thanks for that blowjob.

Colton

She was gorgeous literally 10 months ago. I don't know what the fuck happened

Two ways forward If she wants the shit path of life then this is how it's going to be. Get used to it

Close my heart off and don't allow it to feel. Ignore any and all soulmate things

>>83049797
Colton has ed because he's a fucking little beta bitch with a tiny clit dick

Between his ed, back issues, being a narc pos, manipulative liar, failure at life with no future prospects to actually provide her anything of value

Yep sure got a winner

That's why in 10 months you turned into looking like that and are so happy aren't you? Certainly look it.

You wanted mean? Push me all day and beg for me to attack you in some way.

There you go. Enjoy.

So does that feel that much better than true love Maria?

Here's the other path, the one that means everything, The one you cut yourself over losing. The one you can't stop thinking about.

The Moon only has eyes for the Sun

Faith in each other over all else.

That empty space, the part of me where Mike resides,missing in everything and everywhere, my mind looks for him in that silence.

To be his, aching for those moments with him, dwelling in daydreams of home.
So fucking full. Complete.

My body pressed against his, draped over him, head on his chest. Feeling his breath calm and steady with mine.
Tremble and moan against him in pleasure, my skin touching his.
Looking up, mike moves my hair as my eyes meet his, I hear him say what I've always wanted to hear from him.

>Maria, I love you with all my heart, always

I love you more
My Mike

Dear Mikeyboi,

fuck you for shitting up /letter/ threads but also thank you for helping me to break my addiction to browse and post in /letter/ threads! Your strength is your biggest weakness or something like that.

I guess I was really bored to come here so often and for this long but getting into learning FreeCAD made learning fun again and spending time in /letter/ threads feels like a waste of time that I could spend either designing cool shit or work through FreeCAD tutorials made by MangoJelly (he's such a good teacher). So long, old boi, maybe find something more productive to do with your limited time or whatever.

May Maria smile down on you or poop down on you, whatever floats your boat.

t. ex-/letter/-threads-enjoyer (this time for real tho)

>>83049794
I'm talking about when things, inevitably, fall apart. I don't want to see her tits. I like men.

>>83049982
bye freecad anon. you are appreciated.

>>83050026
I don't expect things to go anywhere with this girl and I don't expect to feel anything.

I'm done with that. Losing your soulmate pretty much nullifies any feelings for people afterwards. Don't really give a fuck anymore

>>83050123
Your post got deleted bud

>>83049797
Pretty sure she can see post id So she knows you wrote it unless this is her self flagellation.

I could use the connection but I'm trying not to feel what she's feeling right now because it's not good

I don't really know what else She was expecting when she made
>>83048155
>>83049797

And all the other threads today

It's like cut my heart out completely, take everything that matters to me, true love , soulmate connection beyond what anyone else can believe.

Take all that and rip it out and you can't expect me to give a shit about anything else in this life anymore.

did you even know her in 2012? did you specifically meet on a bus in 2012? why are you getting so bent out of shape over this? is it just because the post has the name michael in it? biblical names are unbelievably common. that's why there's so many marys and marias out there. you gotta chill man

There's something going on with that post. Same reason I knew the razor blade was happening

>>83049797
Same with this post. Like I said I'm trying to cut off feeling her right now So I'm not going to check and see if it's him or her who wrote it

I deleted my post because I decided I didn't want to respond to you because you're a fucking retard. At least you learned how to spell razor, even if it was 34 years into your life.

What a surprise, I don't give a fuck

What's the fucking point in continuing at me when You chose the second path

Sounds like you give a fuck.

Last night you apologized, said you would make things better. Then you spent the day making threats lying and chasing me about, mocking and being cruel.

Got to the point you started really digging for things that you thought would bother me.

Asking for me to hurt you and such. So I do and suddenly that's my fault for doing that. I gave you what you wanted. You wanted me to hurt you, so I did. Literally a fraction of what you did today at me and suddenly I'm the problem. Suddenly you're saying that what I was telling you was lies, no I told you the truth all fucking day and you decided not to do better with me and instead be a cunt all day.

The point where I saw the things we were really digging for stuff I would really bother me. That was the line that I said fine, you want me to hurt you, I'll do it.

Was that worth it? Do you feel better?

No? You feel worse? Wow that's such a surprise never thought that would be a thing. Fuck.

Lach

I wanna eat your mud.

-Lara

Fuck Maya Sundaresh.

>>83051168
Amen to that Lightbearer

Love it when a narc melts down like this. It's beautiful

m

my grandma kicked me out for two days. we were able to talk some things out though, and she let me back in yesterday. i really wanted to talk to you when that happened. i felt really scared. i know i need to respect your boundaries. ive sent a few messages, and still no response. you would have responded if you wanted to by now. im thinking about closing myself off for others, so that when youre ready, ill be there. i want to prove to you that i can wait, and that youre worth it.

k

>>83043355 (OP)
Gulag mike, make mike do forced labour, sent mike to the uranium mines in Siberia, make mike share a bunk bed with the thieves guild (mike rapists), tie mike to a minecart and hit him with a rifle stock till he pulls all the ores in, refuse mike his bread rations, strip mike and make him stand in sub zero temperatures, force mike to construct railways, accuse mike of anti-revolutionary thoughts, double mikes sentence for espionage, hook up mikes balls to car batteries, force mike to attend struggle sessions for harboring thoughts about traitors of the glorious robot peoples Republic (maria), pretend to believe mike and release him after a decade of hard labour, offer him a ride when the next bread truck arrives, which is just a mobile gaschamber because he is now old and used up, dispose of mikes body in a mass grave

>>83051879
Idk who you are

>>83051930
Calm tits now

What's your deal?
>>>/b/942269692

>>83052347
youre weird.. that post isnt even for you.

>>83052347
Shut the fuck up you worthless subhuman

Turn mike into a niglet and send him to Sudan, force mike to work on a rubber plantation, whip mike for being a lazy nigger, recruit mike into being a child soldier, offer mike as a sextoy to general buttnaked, make mike tounge his anus, lock mike up in a steel cage and zap him with a welding torch, force mike to participate in ethnic cleansing of fellow mikes, bathe mike in cholera blood, make mike dig graves for each victim, sell maria (prostitute) the officercore for mass rape, drive over mike with a Toyota hilux, amputate mikes fingers for each instance of being a rotten mikka, wrap mike in tires and set him on fire.

>>83052542
At least he didnt think you were Maria. He does that often.

Maria,

I wish you could tell me that I don't matter much to you, you were always hard to read, but if you couldn't outright tell it, I wish you could have sent me clear messages instead of giving the friendship back when it suited you.

Sadly I now see that I was just here when it was convenient for you or when you felt alone. I wanted nothing more than friendship but I realized that you wanted a past time. Worst part is, you think I'm too stupid to understand that.

L
I know you were using me as a cover up for someone else. Absolutely sad.

>At least you learned how to spell razor
funny guy

AP
You really got what you wanted in the end

>>83052587
Love you too

>>83052542
K wrote to me before and someone said not to respond to her

>>83052611
And unfortunately I'm right

>>83052614
See?

>>83052793
Funny "guy"

i can't help but feel sympathy for you, but it is rather exhausting to see you repeat this cycle over and over again without realizing it's self-fulfilling delusions and trolls feeding into your spirals. i wish that you made more time for other things in your life and spent less time on here torturing yourself

>>83052849
> And unfortunately I'm right
Take your meds

>>83052849
well, im not your k. so please stop. i dont even know you, mike.

>>83052861
>foid
>empathy
Impossible bros, are they gaining humanity wtf???

I'm aware of More than you.

Everyone needs to take a chill pill this morning and calm their tits

>>83052986
Ngl I feel like you would benefit more from pills

maria was a discord gf and would have been canonically ~10~ years old in 2012

entertaining interesting so on ect

Everything I had to say about it is in this thread, so I don't see the point in discussing it further.

I know she still loves me and is torn up about me because she cut herself the other night over it.

Best thing I can do is let go because she knows and feels who I am to her and that's enough.

>>83053048
>Everything I had to say
>continues posting

What did mike mean by this?

r u you finally leaving? yes!

>>83053064
Nope here forever. Ur my gf now

>What did ack mean by this?
stop speaking in memes you sound retarded

I said "discussing".

I'll say whatever the fuck I want.