The marks on my arm remind me

My Mike
I dwell with mike

>I've always loved him
>He completes me, my soul mate
>I can't allow myself to lose him
>I'll fight for him

>I escape lies, ending the in-between with suffocating mistake Colton
>IT'S OVER
>I wash my hands of it

I found relief with my mike
Home with Mike
In Mike's Arms

Fuck each other's brains out
Care for each other all day
Mike, Love of my Life

Maria, I still think about our last conversation

"You have to wait for me"
I love you Maria with all my heart and I will wait as long as you need
"I love you too. That makes me feel at ease"
"I promise it will be Mike and Maria at the beach someday"

I can still see the way you last looked at me and told me you love me more. I hear your voice, and I see the truth in your eyes when you said it.

I should be upset with you but I know that you were tricked and deceived.

I just hope you are able to remove all the lies and distortions he has put on how you feel about me.

I just hope you remember me for who i truly am.
Remember what it felt like the last time we were together. The excitement and promise of being together and experiencing each other. Experiencing all our promises. Remember who I am to you.

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I'm telling the truth. Being honest with her is the only way forward with us.

We both know how you feel about me.
You dwell there naturally with me.

My Maria, my moon
I trust you
I'm excited to live our promises together.
Love and lust.
Fuck each other's brains out and care for each other
Dream Good dreams, I can't wait

My mike, my wun

Accusations
Looney tunes delusions
Purposefulness perceived
mischaracterizations
Projecting insecurities
Mocking cruelty
lashing out
Vindictive

This is all on you
what you live with
your own internal storm

Tough watching you hurt yourself
I recognize
And understand
More than you know
Or at least more than
You're able to recognize
Remember
While you choose to drown

So continue despite
Fuel self harm

Just realize
Your self perceived fictions
Have no relevance
To who I am i
In any capacity.

The only thing
any of your torment
has to do with me
Is how afraid you are
of how much you love me.

Your truth of me

I wonder if there's some way
we can meet in the middle
To remember me
Know I'm real
Trust me as you did before
We'd have all we ever wanted with each other
Tough with how we were targeted
Forced with
Nothing we asked for
Against everything we did
So with this time
Will you remember me?
Not let those outside of us
Take advantage
Manipulate
Distort

I hope so because I do love you Maria, I truly do.
I wouldn't still be here if I didn't
I feel that should be enough
to help you recognize me
If there is another way
To meet in the middle

Let me know

Its not that I remember her, I know her.
It's not that she remembers me, she knows me.