>>81939874
>I need a specific type of person
So do I,, there's a reason I fell for her bullshit

>ask for commitment early and if they don't express clear interest just block them
She had no qualms about lying just a few days before. I don't think I was really a person in her eyes

>No immediate interest means she doesn't care about you
She did the whole never leave mee we're soulmates!! thing within a few hours

In 2023 a friend of mine got groomed. I also got groomed in 2024 by another person and started to say horrible things about the other friend such as sex jokes. This behavior continued till 2025 where I stopped after I went to a psychiatrist and stopped talking with my groomer. At the same time I became a really close friend of the person who I treated like shit and kept hiding everything I said about her until yesterday.
Of course she was really confused and deluded, but she says that she forgave me and that she understands, but no matter what I still feel like a completely asshole. She even told me that she still trust me but idk I dont think I deserve her.
I want her to feel happy and I truly deserve to be treated like shit.