You did everything you're supposed to do and have this lack of being fulfilled. Everyone seems like they're pretending, but you don't know what for.
>"Look how dumb these magazines are, does anyone even read these?"
>"Scientists predict the world will end in 2050, ok why is no one doing anything about it?"
>"Why does it feel like everyone is trying to sell me something?"
This is what noticing looked like before the internet. Noticing and being "anti-establishment" is starting to be co-opted by the system.