>>82052950
hi Cat. great to read over your messages to others again.

>it's okay as long as you're busy doing well ^^
yeah, its mainly been work, family, hobbies or friends. to many things im doing because ive gotta 'have hobbies and reason in life'. apparently, being stuck in a limbo life doing nothing is bad. i agreed, so i got into gundam models... and now im trying to get into other things, but like it was before, aint much to decide that i dont already know, try, or dislike.

(one response, and its a fucking paragraph. you can tell my hands need enrichment...)

>do you have fun together?
yeah. i like them all. one of them is a software engineer, and all of them are coders to a degree... except me of course, i mainly sit in the background and chill the fuck out instead of trying to give my batshit insane words to them. and i like it this way.

we play games alot, and its fun to have a multiplayer game. i never used to play them, but now that i can? its like a part of me was let out of the dungeon.

>phew
yeah. with everything how it is, things changing in this world and all the shit being stirred. its getting hard to see the light at these tunnels. but at the very least, most of it doesnt affect me. so i can sit by, and float past my own bad thoughts like a seaweed floats against a current.

thanks to this place, ive shed alot less blood than i wouldve. and i never graduated from pencil sharpener razors... seeing how some people hurt themselves, really just dampers how much better mine seem in comparison. though some days, i do catch myself looking at my arm again.

>>82052991
hey Cynic. great to see you again too, dont think i havent seen you!

>I'm glad you're not dead.
with how everything used to be with old 'friends', id gotten used to my life meaning almost nothing. even when i had work, money, a car, and even my own bedframe (yes, i slept without one for a while), i used to think my life was worth fuck all.

hold on, i need 2 posts for this ;-;