I have written a 90k word occult-psychedelic espionage novel. I don't think I'm ever gonna be successful publishing, so I thought I could post it here maybe. Unless, there's a way to have it be done? I'm not in it for the money but as a concrete form of success, I'd like it.

My bottom line question is should I post my book, or just try and find a way to get it published.

on top of all this I'm ESL, fyi.