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While I hope for you that it won’t I’m glad to hear you’re preparing to let yourself rest if it does. From the description of the premise it sounds… A little ominous, almost. Like something that holds a lot of weight even if you know you’ll recover.
Fingers crossed for you, siganon.
>I don't know about your mom since your family situation always sounds like there are a lot of things burdening you.
Yeah… Staying away feels safer for me right now. If I had to guess she wants me back home because she’s depressed and stressed and feels like everyone in the household is verbally attacking her (not entirely untrue, sometimes they do).
But taking care of her mental health and being around the others means I can’t take care of myself.
I think it still sits in me that she yelled at me for trying to unlock a door that I didnt know was already unlocked when sending my dad to the hospital. That and being hissed at for opening up about being scared of my brother’s psychosis.
But I guess I’m staying a night soon.
I hope I’ll have the courage and energy to leave again as soon as I can. I don’t wanna stay long enough to hear about “those lgbts” or for my dad to go on one of his dying man rants . I dont want to be called a slave “jokingly” anymore. I’m done with it. Even if I end up too sick to move or wind up needing an emergency trip to the hospital again I’m better off on my own . I’d rather risk dying physically than in spirit.