>>33346594
fuck, i feel like since i excluded the second mistake from my initial post that makes all the advice i got invalid. the moment i get reassured about one thing, another thing pops up and makes me super anxious again... i know that's how ocd is, but i'm so tired of this. with >>33349143 in mind, how bad am i? do i still deserve to forgive myself? i know this sounds extremely needy, but i am panicking and have zero ability to realistically evaluate myself in this state