>>509274410
Reading your post again, I really think you have CPTSD, and largely recovery from that is not impossible. Im going to assume you don't believe in God, like I didn't up untill two years ago. The thing is, it's going to be harder to recover without God's help, and it sounds like you come from a similar situation as I did, so just know that much those "mental illnesses" you describe, and the craziness that exists in your parents, are demonic in nature, your family is heavily oppressed just like mine is. Prayer helps.