I've been a cripple a few years, nothing below my neck works correctly. I don't have anything going on and can't experience much of anything pleasurable. I'm on a cocktail of antidepressants and other meds and going insane with nothing to do.

>In a wheelchair and totally dependent for basically everything, this is generally degrading and humiliating
>A little arm movement but can't move my hands. Can't really work and this rules out like 95% of hobbies
>Can't drive myself anywhere so I can't get outdoors and the wheelchair keeps me from getting outdoors anyway
>Can't safely eat, no joy
>Stuck in the suburbs with no social life
> I'm totally fucked for dating/marriage as I can't provide, cook, or clean and any masculine traits I had are gone. My dick is broken too, can't feel it or orgasm

I constantly think about drowning myself somewhere. Nothing for me to stick around for other than not inflicting that pain on my family and the fear of drowning. There's only so much coping you can do