i didn’t make this thread or any of these posts i’ve deleted my account and i deserve yr hate. i really did love you sorry i said it under horrid context. i wish we met when i still lived in the south everything would have been different, and i wish i could change everything of the circumstances i live in for you and be the for you. i would try if you let me but it would be very hard but you are worth it.. i want to be there for myself in being there for you. do what i want live life freely love myself and amongst what i want is you and to love you. i’m sorry i messed that up. i would still love to hear from you one day sorry for being crazy