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6/22/2025, 7:44:03 PM
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>Thread Question:
>Are you working on your webcomic this weekend?
>If not, why?
Been struggling with this question for many years now. I've tied so much of my self worth into the view that im such a burden on others by my sheer existence that any attempt of improving myself or just feeling happy in general became anathema. I felt i couldn't do the things I wanted on principle, that I'd be a horrible person by some ethereal spectre's standards if I even attempted it. I've built up this negative image of myself based on things my parents did when I was a kid or the many bad breakups ive had over the years. So whenever I tried to get back into doodling thumbnails for the webcomic my friend and I wanted to do since high school I just.....hated myself. I was doing something I loved, therefore I was doing something wrong. It's a fucked line of thinking I've only just recently managed to shake off thanks to my wonderful therapist and becoming more open with my close friends. I realized I spent so much time with this weight on my mind, I'd forgotten that setting it down for a second and catching my breath was even an option. Still trying to get back into the swing of things but it still difficult at times, anyone have tips to help scrub off the rust and get back into a groove?
>Thread Question:
>Are you working on your webcomic this weekend?
>If not, why?
Been struggling with this question for many years now. I've tied so much of my self worth into the view that im such a burden on others by my sheer existence that any attempt of improving myself or just feeling happy in general became anathema. I felt i couldn't do the things I wanted on principle, that I'd be a horrible person by some ethereal spectre's standards if I even attempted it. I've built up this negative image of myself based on things my parents did when I was a kid or the many bad breakups ive had over the years. So whenever I tried to get back into doodling thumbnails for the webcomic my friend and I wanted to do since high school I just.....hated myself. I was doing something I loved, therefore I was doing something wrong. It's a fucked line of thinking I've only just recently managed to shake off thanks to my wonderful therapist and becoming more open with my close friends. I realized I spent so much time with this weight on my mind, I'd forgotten that setting it down for a second and catching my breath was even an option. Still trying to get back into the swing of things but it still difficult at times, anyone have tips to help scrub off the rust and get back into a groove?
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