My fetish is to be a forced cocksucker on my knees and slapped and raped and then shot in the head as the big dick guy cums in my asshole

Look at my ugly Jewish face and small dick. If God truly loved me he would make me handsome and able to play James Bond. He would make me like Henry Cavill or at least give me a huge penis to feel confident about. Instead he made me a pale Jew with mental illnesses and multiple sclerosis because I was so pale I had a vitamin D deficiency and developed MS. The whole thing is just fucked. The world is being given to brown people and all the good people are dying off, i.e. the white average man