>>82064323
Yep but I'm not a KHHV sorry to say. I've never loved anyone until meeting a certain someone recently, now for the first time in my entire life I'm motivated. Trying to gain weight, learn how to drive, maybe go to uni if not then get a job, earn money etc all because this one person whom I adore has given me the drive to. Even if it goes nowhere I don't even care. This person simply existing gives me a purpose in life. It's honestly rather bizarre. I've never felt this way before. I think I've just always been a codependent person. Obvious why when I consider my upbringing. But I'm also admittedly a bad person and picky as hell, I guess I've never really liked anyone until I met this person. I find it hard to live for myself. I need to live for someone else. They are my purpose in life.