>>81961053
hai again
im going to bed soon bc my sleep schedule is fucked, but i just wanted too say hello in your thread as is tradition!

>>81781361
well, even though i was relatively fat and ugly i did somehow have dates with girls as a teenager. but i realised every time i wished i was just back home watching anime or playing doom or something. all 3 times i felt like spending time with other people was a waste when i could be quelling my hyperfixations. the final straw was that the third girl actually cheated on me with some black dude from another state. so i was just like yeah, i dont care anymore. lost weight and grew my hair out then years later when i was like 23 a coworker wound up liking me and wanting to spend time together and i honestly did want to give it a shot but within literally minutes the feeling was back, so i said i had to leave (i forget the excuse) then took a bunch of weed from her house and left. thats when i knew for sure that the path forward for me was lonesome by choice, albeit a hard choice because the economy hates single people in america. i still goon to hentai sometimes though, but i probably wont ever lose my virginity since the thought of actually being that close to a 3DPD makes me uncomfortable and bored. love my waifus to death though, theyre real to me and if they were physically real i would actually try to date them even though i know i would just end up lamenting the wasted time