>>81556612
>Mentally, a fucking mess
sorry to hear that :/

>I started my workout routine and diet again today, so that's a positive at least.
nice. :> what's your routine?

>I didn't try it, yet
probably for the best. hope you can stay away from it. your always welcome here, though.

>Why do I get the urge to do it?
seems hardcoded into animals that are under constant stress. maybe to release some dopamine or something like that. is there a lot of stress in your life?

>Why does nothing I do feel like it matters? Nothing brings me any kind of joy anymore.
i feel like that a lot as well. might be depression. did you ever have a vitami. screening? deficiencies in that regard can be the reason for mental issues to spiral out of control.

>>81556900
>Probably a few hundred.
wouldn't say no to that ^^

>I'm going to be filling my head with red pill bs in the hopes I go through with it.
hope it helps. in the end all you can do is try and maybe she'll give you a chance. if not, than she just didn't see you in that way, just as you don't see a lot of people that way, either. though you asking might put you on her radar.

>>81556997
>have a great timeee!!
thank you and will do, but i'll miss you guys.

>today I went on a bikeride and now I'm home chilling
proper start to a great weekend

>How was your day?
pretty good. work was alright, had some nice indian food and also did my stretches even though i wasn't planning on it. now i'm just watching some stream until it's time to head out. how was your ride?

>>81557027
>Have a good night all of you.
you too, anon. i'll be on vacation for three weeks, but i hope to see you around so we can talk some more when i'm back (or stop by while on my trip). sleep tight!

>>81557136
>sorry I couldn't make it :(
all good. meowster kept me company. hope you two can keep it up while i'm gone. i'm counting on you!

>I hope if you did the stretches they were nice. and sorry.
we did and they were. no worries. ;D

>>81525141
hi fren! :>

>was going to bump the previous thread
same, but i just forgot... (^-^;)

>unintentionally letthe thread die :<
it happens and there'll alway be another one, so it's ok.

>i feel extra terrible for breaking my promise of not cutting again
promises like that can be helpful, but i don't think you should beat yourself up for breaking it. there's always a chance of relapsing and it's not the end of the world when those happen. just try your best to beat your previous record, ok?

>many over the past few months so its a bit complicated to compile into one
yeah, that stuff can pile up if you don't have a way to vent :/

>im also not willing to share it publicly and have it stay in the archives so
that's fine. you can always add me on discord if you feel like you need someone to talk to.

>sounds like the average working experience
pretty much ^^

>i hope youll enjoy your vacation
where to? if i can ask
i'll be heading to italy. tuscany, to be precise.

>ive been fucked over by exams already (including today) and will get fucked again next week so thats gonna suck
sounds like it :/ i'm just glad i don't have to deal with that anymore. still: best of luck, dude.

>that trying to convince my friends to do more stuff this summer and hang out more
hope it will work out. you deserve some good times.

>>81525216
>I'm feeling pretty good.
glad that you do.

>veue bored tho
hm. maybe watch an anime or stuff on youtube?

>how about you?
i'm good, just getting really tired now. might fall asleep soon. (~.~) twitch and youtube also aren't providing convincing reasons to stay up.

>>81525336
>it did it's job good enough
i'd say so. it's nice to have someone to listen to while doing something so mindnumbing.

>are you excited? just watch out for fish
i can't say i'm excited, but i'm looking forward to it. it's weird, but i can't seem to get as emotionally invested as other people do. maybe i'm still to much in workmode to see it like that.