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The older I get the more I understand the viking, the samurai and JChrist of Nazareth. Time is not long, glory, honor, and sacrifice are the highest rewards to those who are not in denial of their mortality. You could find a nice partner and get an RV and find nice places to read together under shade until one of you gets sick and dies and leaves the other one so depressed they wish they went first. I recommend the gospel of John audio, listen every night before sleep until you get it.