>Make thread
>There's that one Anon who posts an archive link showing all of the threads similar to yours
>Mfw

>Using Google to find out the source of something
>Content mill websites showing up
>No sources there
>Wikipedia references those same sites most of the time
>Using search operators successively has you go through a captcha
>Google trying to push their AI search engine
>Uses the same content mill sites as a source
How is there so much on the internet but so difficult to find? I might as well just do as people did in 1950 and just scourer a library.

I’ve had this fantasy for a while now, and now that i’ve been on E for a bit now, it feels like i think about it more than ever, and i can’t help but feel some kind of guilt for fetishizing something like this. But i can’t help it, i just want it so bad

Does anyone else feel/felt something similar, or had an irl experience? surely i’m not the only freakazoid here