I've been wagecucking fulltime as a factory wagie since 2019.
Been sleeping 5 hours a night during that time.
I will have Alzheimer's by age 40. It's just how it is.
I feel nothing my soul is fucking dead the creative effusiveness is gone.
Now it's all just one steady hum.
I can't keep a boner very well anymore.
I have mild tinnitus from hissing air 73 dB for 4000 hours.
I have 70k saved but I still can't buy a home.
I'm getting laid off in 2 months. My whole company is closing down.
I'm going to be a 31 year old loser living with his parents with 70k in savings and not even a high school diploma.
Idk if I should go back to community college for a couple classes. Maybe I can somehow score some 19 year old thot to fuck. I highly doubt it though as I only had one girlfriend in my life and she left me. I think I was only betabux to her. Now all of that doesn't matter anymore and I'm supposed to never talk about it again. What a waste. I am done with relationshits. I am done with life. I just want to lay down and rot away, while doing my hobbies of course. If I even get the energy back for them.

Women:
Why would you go out with a guy to dinner, and make out with him in the parking lot for 5 minutes, then go home, text him "yes I made it home safe" then block his number?
I can understand using men for free food but why kiss him so much if you're not attracted to him?
I just don't understand this at all.