there are too many comments to reply to but I get the general sentiment, I agree with almost everyone that its better to progress instead of endlessly refine. and I don't really believe there was any cruel or negative sentiment so I don't really get why people were being defensive on my part, I think the assumption that I have been mulling on 3 pages all this time is incorrect, in reality I have massive breaks where I focus on my other interests. making this comic isn't as important to me as it is to a lot of other people (which by the way is fantastic), so I'm happy if it never gets made, I'm happy if it takes me two years or ten, I used to draw of a job, now I can just do it for myself.

I'm sure everyone here can relate to having a break or looking at their earlier work and hating it, I don't love the idea of having to draw 'worse' (as in to match my earlier art style) for consistency.