>Increasing desire to fix my bad habits.
>Make steady progress over a week or so.
>Mother corners me and rants for an hour about how life is worthless, how everyone is untrustworthy scum with no empathy, and reminds me yet again how much she hates my dad either first thing in the morning as I'm getting ready to leave for work or the moment I get home.
>Expects me to reaffirm her jaded, miserable beliefs.
>Rapidly descend into a miserable spiral and return to jerking off to uwu anime girls.
>Repeat.
Pretty sure she's the reason I'm the way I am. She's probably the least self-aware person I have ever known. But family, eh? 'tis the fate of vanguards, you and I.