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My parents being soft and retarded in every single way. No matter what I did or happened, they found ways to fuck me up.
>had me "play" with some neighborhood kids older than me; they beat me up until I told on them and then the one's crazy mother came and started banging the door to the point the police came in
>begged them to take me for piano lessons until they did; I was so good I could play just by hearing, but they took me out of it after a year so that I "wouldn't turn into a fag"
>a friend who was a psychiatrist begged them to take me there for a few sessions (probably clocked the 'tism) but dad refused because "fags do that"
To mention it here because it's a recurring theme, my dad was a very light-skinned white-blonde nerd who grew up in 'Stralya and was bullied his whole life in Greece, so he became an extra tough biker who toured the entirety of Europe. He likes photography and has fashion advice, but he's eternally schizo because he has to hide his true self under faux-machisimo.
>took me to various sports that I sucked at
>spent a year at basketball until they came to see me at a game where I was so bad that all the other parents made fun of me; they left and when I went back home alone they told I'd stop going there
>dad's friend took over my elementary class and stopped teaching, went on strike for months, made us sing instead of taking classes, so I had major gaps the next year and they hired private tutors
>from then on my tutors did everything until senior high so I never learned to study (it's a Greek thing, it'd take time to explain)
>mum made me stop hanging out with my oldest friend because he turned into a faux-degenerate, so he got mad, but because he was in the school board he basically made me a pariah and I had no friends for the entirety of senior high and teachers thought I was a school shooter
It goes on, but the pattern is that they fuck up everything. I know that personally I am an evil person, but they just crippled me.