I went off-roading yesterday with an old friend. It was kinda fun, but like half the time part of my mind was just drifting off imagining how much more enjoyable it would all be to experience in a female body. Even when I'm miles deep in a national forest with no internet or people around I can't escape this shit, it really didn't used to be this bad.
I got to wear some of my outdoorsy larp clothes, I can't look in a mirror without grossing myself out but I think the female version of me would look really cool wearing them.