>>81541995
for me, it is something that cannot be described in any particular way but I will try

it gives me an overflowing river of joy and contentment with the fact that I was ever born to experience this place called life

even if I will never have a gf and will never reproduce I couldn't give a single shit if all I do is wageslave, grow old and pass away of natural causes

when I eat breakfast I give thanks to the chicken who laid the eggs. I give thanks to the baker who baked my bread, and the cow who's milk made the cheese and yogurt

I am so in love with life even if I hate people and especially normies with a burning passion, I love them and I love everyone and everything because they are just my reflection

I escaped the cycle of reincarnation, which is a central tenet for Kabbalists, in mystical judaism it is called "gilgulim"

and now all that is left for me is to keep giving thanks to HaShem for ever making this glorious universe