PCP edition

>Links
erowid.org
darkdotfail
getmonero.org
psychonautwiki.org

arch is dead :(

are there any fun rc stims? I've heard 4 mmc is good, but I'd prefer a pure stim to something more like mdma (like 4mmc)

>>81516108 (OP)
took an executive decision, gonna pop some trams and some diazepam right nowy now because now i got a great excuse, then i'm gonna drink a couple beers, i'm all in this shit :D

>>81516108 (OP)
bumpitty bumperino

12 bron down the hatch

Am I tripping (placebo) or does tramadol ER 100mg lasts more than 24 hours?

I have the roboshits what do :( :(

>>81518435
robowipe

>>81516746
I've tried that. It's like a shitty more fiendish version of mdma with a far worse comedown.

>>81518419
Opium tea can last me a day and a half easy. Wouldn't be at all surprised if an er 100 lasted over 24 hours. Hell I got fucking bupenorphine in my system that won't leave for at least 3 days.

Guys should I try 2cb? I have the opportunity to buy some. But my interest in being a psychonaut has wayned after I tried like 40 or some shit. Usually I'd Juno at the chance to tick something off but now I don't care. So considering that attitude, should I try it? Is it good?

Also I have nobody to tell this roo but today I stole about 130 dollars worth of loperamide for my beckoning opiate withdrawal. And I have to say, it was pretty easy. But pretty scary. I've hardly ever stolen anything so this was a big deal for me. I just couldn't justify spending so much on these pills.

i never drank alcohol before like a week or 2 ago and ive been drinking everyday and its not working anymore :((((((((( am i doing something wrong? why does it not work anymore

>>81519435
High Tolerance.
Just like with any drug.

It is pretty crazy how much weed you actually get from a single plant
enough for months
love me some weed after work

>>81519024
2cb in my experience (25 mg) is like shrooms with the body effects that acid has, not bad and it's worth a try I guess, but I'd recommend keeping a puke bucket nearby.

Does anyone have experience with tramadol/tapentadol

How long should i wait for my opioid tolerance to go back down, i used to be nodding tf out from 100mg of tapentadol, now 250mg has me only slightly nodding. Also is anyone here from Australia?

>>81520237
currently hooked on that shit, it's not the best opiate but for his serotonergic properties it's extremely useful to tamper other substances and the high becomes good around 210mg staggered between 15 minute intervals, it's stupidly addictive tho but the withdrawal isn't as bad as with other opioids because tramadol is an odd one, it's good but it takes a good while to hit, tolerance wears off after 2 weeks and a couple days, atleast that's how I think it would be in your case. it's better than codeine but sadly it doesn't combo with anything, it lowers your seizure threshold so trying to mix with it is dangerous beyond the maybe worth it point, no more important pharmacological info.

>>81520288
thanks, two questions tho
1. Is it safe to take mdma a couple days after taking taps?
2.i cant even go sober for one day lol, should i just rely on willpower to stop for that long?

>>81520365
1, I advise against that, if you've been taking taps or trams for a while going for a molly while on withdrawal (because you will have one) it's generally a bad idea you might have a not so great time, if it's for softening the bad feelings i'll recommend you straight shrooms
2. As i said, they are extremely fucking addictive (taps and trams work the same afaik) is almost unbelievable, going cold on trams is a bad idea, taper it off is very simple, halve your daily dose for 5 days and then again until you're below threshold dose and then you'll be just fine, going cold will give you some terrible days, but tapering it is very simple that's why i said the withdrawal isn't as bad but it still can be a hell and back so beware (you will have an snri comedown plus an opioid comedown if you don't taper it)

>>81520409
and yeah i forgot, if you can do hydros or oxys, they have way worse physical effects but in my experience physical withdrawal isn't nearly as bad as the complete emptiness of a mental one

>>81520421
nta but can vouch for that, I had tramadol prescribed for pain when I wanted something different than oxys, and tramadol fucks with your brain and makes you suicidal if you take it long-term.
Don't miss that at all, I got off when I realized tramadol tolerance and oxy tolerance are two different things.

>>81520409
to put it into context, ive only been taking it for about 5 days so i doubt i would experience real withdrawal right?

>>81520421
i would love too, but have u seen the aussie prices haha

>>81520490
Yeah i'm sorry to hear that, personally i'm talking about my experience, it's good for tapering because it kinda killed a coke craving I had, but the mental comedown can be the worst fucking thing ever, i prefer to have stings of pain running through my body everyday rather than feeling that deep unbearable hopelessness that mental withdrawal gives, it's an artificial feeling but you don't realize it on the moment, but again tapering was really easy for me
>>81520511
>>81520529
5 days and already at 250mg hmm i'd say you may be in for a funhouse so maybe halve your dose and start going down from that, then wait the weeks if you wanna keep on doing, 250mg should give you a good wooze, need to give yourself a rest, in my experience a mental withdrawal isn't worth the kind of cold nodd trams give and i say that as someone currently hooked and grabbed by the balls by them but that's your decision fren, take care of yourself

Which drug would you say makes people the gayest?

>>81521098
probably meth. I hear tren turns guys gay.

>>81521098
To reveal gayness would be anything disinhibiting like GABAergics (benzos, alcohol, gabapentinoids), whereas things that elicit gayness would be anything that promotes feelings of temptations and desire. For the latter two, I'd say dopaminergic stims and hormone supplement/modulation are pretty commonly associated with it.

Nowhere to run
Nowhere to hide
I know that your for me
but free of you ill never be

I think I might be hypersensitive to drugs
tiny bit of weed an uncofmortably high
a cigarette can really fuck my head too allready

>>81516108 (OP)
>smoke weed
>have panic attack
>swear i will never smoke it again
>smoke it again
>rinse and repeat for 5 years

How to fix

>>81521771
I had fewer panic attacks when I got weed edibles with CBD

>>81521771
Never had a panic attack on weed and I've been smoking for about 2/3 years, at most I was tweaking a bit when I mixed it with acid.

>>81521797
It always makes me remember how I fucked up all my opportunities in life with drugs then suddenly I want to be sober

>>81521813
Maybe you should try a different drug?
for example dxm or ketamine, once you get past thinking about what state you are in you get to enjoy what it brings you.

>>81521825
Ive used a lot of ketamine dxm and mdma and those are the ones I regret the most ngl. Can't piss right no more whenever I go piss I have to wipe my dick off with toilet paper for 1-2 mins because it doesnt stop leaking

What was your biggest drug combo you've ever taken?
I've taken acid, weed, xanax and oxycodone together and I remember that being the most I've taken in one night.

>>81522227
LSD, MDMA, shrooms, xanax, weed, heroin

>>81522573
was the MDMA to make the acid trip a guaranteed good trip?
I don't know how molly works since I never took it but I heard that's what it does and you are incapable of having a bad roll.

>>81522666
I never take psychs on their own because of my crippling anxiety its 90% chance to be a bad trip. When I say MDMA eliminates the chance of a bad trip entirely it does so in almost a dangerous way. You completely lose the ability to fight against the trip so whatever happens you become fully immersed in.

Only high IQ shit.

>>81523145
not sure what you mean but it got me to wonder
what would /drugfeel/ consider a high IQ drug?

>>81523241
LSD
PENIS ENVY MAGIC MUSHROOMS
DMT

>>81523292
How much autism do you need to create picrel.
it's actually impressive.

>>81522227
Alcohol, amphetamine, weed, ketamine, ecstasy (probably meth in it since i could't sleep for 3 days after) and shrooms.

Drugbots help, for some reason opioids don't give me any euphoria anymore. In 2016 I was occasionally using codeine and it worked just fine. I started using antidepressants and didn't do any opis until 2023 when I discontinued meds. Since then I tried codeine, morphine, heroin and kratom, all multiple times and there is either completely no euphoria or it's very mild and brief. I get effects like pain relief, itching and constipation, even nodded on heroin so technically they work on my brain. In the last two years I also tried all the other classes of drugs except for deliriants and they all work normally.

I've read about that and I have no idea what could be the cause. Some people have problems with enzymes but since I get effects other than euphoria it shouldn't be the case, also codeine used to work well. Is it possibile that meds fucked up my brain in some weirdly specific way? I don't want to go to a shrink with it because they will just tell me to stop using drugs and write it down in my medical history so I wouldn't get benzo prescriptions again and they probably won't know the answer anyway

>>81524625
If it was setraline then it's not that since I took it before and I nodded off opiates before my body got used to opis.

>>81524411
oh and nitrous on top of it

>>81521743
You will save a great deal of money in the long run
>>81524625
Which specific antidepressant(s)?

>>81516108 (OP)
>start using weed at night
>look forward to it every day and can't wait to get high

>>81524777
>>81524940

Throughout the years I tried different meds (paroxetine, sertraline, venlafaxine, moclobemide, bupropion and mirtazapine). I've read about it and didn't find anything about antidepressants causing something like that. Also even if they are at fault, what are the chances that my opioid system would be somehow fucked but without any other side effects and that it wouldn't recover even after over two years? It all just doesn't make sense.

>>81516505
I heard yesterday.... Devastating

Should I do acid or molly?, i'm tryna get a general good curious experience that may lead to me feeling good for a couple weeks after and both drugs have quite the afterglows so what should I go for?

what the hell is tranko buskas

>>81525217
have you tried either one?

life without substance abuse feels so fucking empty.
It's like getting to experience what people describe as "heaven", having a cure to every single terrible thing in your life but then all of a sudden you have to stop doing it because it doesn't work, or your cure is poisonous, or or or.
I guess I knew this is how things would end up at some point, but it wasn't much better beforehand either right?

>>81525736
I just lurk here, I've never done any drugs, have never even been drunk, whenever I see posts like this I wonder if I am feeling like a druggie off his drugs, all the time

been off weed for a couple days now
dreams are starting to get vivid and weird again.
i remember a point in my life where i went off weed and started using SRNIs, which by themselves also amplify dreams, that was some shit, i felt like i was tripping in my sleep every single night. i can still remember snapshots of those dreams, and that was like 8 years ago mind you.
just food for thought for those seeking such experiences.

>>81525286
It's some sort of benzodiazepine from Turkey I guess.

does anyone else get anxiety on weed about talking to people while high.

>>81525478
nope and nope but i've done a lot of different opioids over the years, and i'm addicted to fucking trams and i can't fucking take it, i'm putting faith in an afterglow right now even taking in consideration what I said in >>81520409

>>81521743
>tiny bit of weed an uncofmortably high
>a cigarette can really fuck my head too allready
Oh how I miss this feeling

Ah, I remember my first time with both of these substances, A decent amount of pot from my vaporizer could make me hallucinate and cigarettes actually worked.
I'm taking a t-break from weed and maybe it will make me decently high again.

>>81526558
why do you act like you can't become sensitive again

archetype is down, does anybody know a backup site or is it royally fucked now?

>>81526558
weed tolerance drops FAST
I didnt smoke for a week and suddenly was overwhelmed by what I smoked before that

>>81526756
i have had YEARS long t-breaks, you will NEVER get high like the first time again

I miss 420chan :c

>>81528366
that first time is marvelous because you don't know about shit about nothing, the effect is amazing because it's something new but after a small break say 3 months without grass you can smoke again no problem, the novelty is forever gone but you'll have a great time again

getting the weird feeling that i wouldn't even regret a relapse
and it wouldn't make sense not to

My pregab is coming today. It will be my first time. What dose should I take? I'm thinking of 150mg.

>>81522573
I took lsd and 25-inbome and nitrous once

I took acid earlier and my trip is becoming bad, edgy, anxious and bordering on panic. I've got 10mg of diazepam and 20mg of zopiclone I set up next to me for this reason. But my anxiety is so bad I'm anxious about the pills I'm like holy shit they're just alcohol in pull form they're terrible and brain damaging what are you doing? And those zops are literally Indian pharmaceutical YOU REALLY trust that? Huh? So now my panic is getting worse and my means to end it are getting less accessible. What a terrible position I've put myself in. I'm gonna try watching porn hopefully that helps. Yeah yeah go watch videos of women and men being exploited and degraded for money while you jerk your disgusting cock faggot. And it actually is. Like honestly, my body is pretty tainted like spiritually from my sexual encounters- trans prostitutes women other guys anonymous risky insane shit. I'm oversharing. I do that when I'm nervous.

And the worst part? I brought a qyy of these to flip ideally tonight, brought a test kit for them which they passed, but STILL I can't just out my name/brand on a product like that so need to personally take this drug I hate (I am so fucking neurotic LSD is like rocket fuel for my alphabet soup mental disorders (which are themselves big pharma nonsense that's another topic..)) just so I can sell it and not have people be like hey bro, I'm gonna fucking stab you because you sold me shit acid.

I be studying so much esoteric mysticism that when people are praying to the Lord Jesus Christ I feel like they're praying to me no cap 1 hunnnit
At the end of the day there ain't no Jesus to pray to you gotta be your own Christ and your own God

>>81528677
nah
i had a completely different experience the first time that i tried to chase for years
it put me in a lucid dream state and i had visuals shaped by the music i was listening to
worth mentioning i used a bong my first time around, not a joint

>>81516505
>>81527514
From dread: It got seized and the owner got arrested.
https://www.europol.europa.eu/media-press/newsroom/news/europe-wide-takedown-hits-longest-standing-dark-web-drug-market
>Archetyp Market operated as a drug marketplace for over five years, amassing more than 600 000 users worldwide with a total transaction volume of at least EUR 250 million.
LE also put out an... animated phonk edit??? about the takedown.
>https://www.operation-deepsentinel.com/
I'll put a partial, non-audio version here. It's kinda neat.

I remember seeing a cybersec youtuber relay a "Letter to Law Enforcement" the owner made that was basically taunting them. He sorta had it coming it would seem.

>>81530697
Listen man the age old advice of just leaning into the trip and riding it out is all I or anyone can give you. Your anxiety stems from the fact that you're overreactive to stimulus and trying to "fix" or deal with what you perceive to be issues. The issue this time however being the fact that you're tripping, which is something you caused by taking drugs. Your solution? Taking more drugs. Which in that logic is the same action that caused the anxiety. You need to ride it out and let it pass and ideally, if you're in a safe place like your house where you can get weird and fuck, naked if need be, face your anxieties head on. Don't run from it. I know you're gonna be suffering for a while, this will likely be a traumatic event no matter what, but if you give in and let it all wash over you and accept yourself and the trip for what it is, you'll come out of it okay in the end. Accept a bit of pain now for the relief it will bring later, don't take on pain/suffer debt.

>>81531514
Thanks for the post. It reminded me of this section from withnail and I. Especially where he almost cries in the bathroom from fear. I FUCK ARSES.

https://youtu.be/zjt36D2k55g?si=HSM80gsnHqRDmzOX

Getting my panic under control now, it's the having to manual breathe that fucks you up. Feel like you could be dying and each could be the last breath. But deep down it MUST be a panic attack like the other times right? And we survived all those. But like wait, what if this ones for real?!?!??! Haha just kidding I'm way calmer now.

Benzedrex isn't THAT bad

>>81519024
To me it basically just felt like acid but mild. Didn't have nausea issues like the other anon.

>>81531623
if you're 14 maybe

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2PglKpNA2A8

>>81531740
Giggled. Then pissed into my low pulp empty Orange juice bottle. Did it laying flat on my bed.

>>81531724
Or if you need a crutch for stimulant use disorder

>>81531457
> also put out an... animated phonk edit??? about the takedown.
im crying lmao

>>81531457
Jesus this is nutso. I hope this doesn't happen to my fave vendor, I like him. He's nice.

I feel so tired. I feel like I won't wake up after going to bed.

Teeheeheeheehee!
I guess I just have to smash this up in the bag, these MDMA crystals are way bigger than I thought. Also very pretty. I really hope this is enjoyable, I've been having a rough time with drugs lately. My last acid/ketamine trip was a complete nonstarter even though I waited for a full tolerance break, I just felt sweaty and gross and nauseous and didn't get to enter the completely dissociated magical headspace, I just got mild visuals while my brain kept imagining disgusting, vile nonsense again. Plus I ended up taking more than usual so I was still getting colors and swirls more than 12 hours later at work, I spent a full two hours panicking that I had given myself hppd and was going to have to quit my job. I could really use some positive experiences right now.

>>81533137
A genuine positive experience probably wouldn't involve ingesting random toxic chemicals but what do I know??

threadly reminder that Jesus Christ came from 3 sets of 14
threadly reminder that the address of the new incarnate christ is [REDACTED] (one of the most Jewish neighborhoods in the USA)
threadly reminder that N is the 14th letter of the English alphabet
threadly reminder that there are 7 holes in the male human body
Threadly reminder that the lord Jesus Christ is the Alpha (A) and the Omega
threadly reminder that ZEV POLLAK thinks about NAILING ME TO A CRUCIFIX all day long TO SEE IF I WENT UP TO THE UNIVERSAL WAVE FUNCTION

threadly reminder that I am not a groomer even though Albanian e-girl vamp really wanted me to pop her cherry and marry her and give her 4 kids
threadly reminder that I am not alive and if you know my real name and say it 7 times in front of the mirror at 7AM in the morning you will immediately drop dead and I mean immediately

Don't start doing pot when you're 15 years old, kids, or you'll end up like me

>>81533743
I am not my Jesus Christ complex
My Jesus Christ complex is me

2cb line here we go

>>81533924
Forgo tthe pic. Took way too much molly

>>81533937
I wish I could have some weed mang, taking a T-break though I thought about 2 weeks but I'm thinking a week should be enough.

>>81533952
To be dead honest I notice the majority of tolerance is gone withing 24-48hrs. Weed tolerance resets super quick, waiting that period will make it hit at least 2-3x stronger

we're doing some cleansing this week, i know i'm not that miserable, I know I can be somewhat happy, this reality isn't the best and my world could be better but still it isn't as hopeless as I've made myself believe, Just for a couple weeks i can do that let's be honest, it will just be a slight hustle

>>81530786
What other drugs have you tried while chasing said high?

>>81527514
>>81531457
what are the alternatives now for EU vendors? my favorite local vendors were on there and were probably fedded
i cba to wait 10 business days for expensive mail

>>81533937
holy fuck this SENT me

>>81534283
fuckk I wan't to relapse now but I still have a sore throat from too much smoking so I still gotta wait for that to clear up
once it does though I'm lobotomizing myself with THC

Same day I want to get some shit arch is kill. Fuck this shit life bros.

>>81534486
Just hit up dread and look around.
>>81535193
View it positively! When you come around to doing stuff in the future, it'll be that much sweeter. Kinda like going without jacking off for a week.

>>81533937
chunkiest line ive ever seen

opiates barely do anything for me anymore, the most noticeable effect is not being able to cum when i jerk off

>>81535877
I forgot they have that effect on you and was wondering why I haven't felt horny for a while now.

my girl left me and now im out of coke

yeep

>>81516108 (OP)
since you mentioned PCP OP, let me once again evangelize about the power of 3-FL-PCP.

i have done several dissociatives now. i understand exactly why everyone says MXE was special in a way even K and PCP aren't. 3-MeO was excellent but it's still not MXE.

however.

3-FL-PCP is on the level of MXE. it is not the same experience. in fact, i'd argue MXE offers more of the typical dissociative experience. but 3-FL-PCP does something better than every other dissociative. it induces the most intense dissociative mania i've ever experienced. the anti-depressant effect is so extreme that you will become crazy and experience post-dissociative effects with so much energy that it feels reminiscent of either stimulants or psychedelics. i couldn't even describe it. it's so different from psychedelia but so intensely euphoric. it's like pure glutamate euphoria instead of serotonin and dopamine. if you overdo it it can make your jaw start clenching and your body becomes dangerously tight all over. this can warrant a benzo bailout because i think it could lead towards a fatal reaction if it gets bad enough.

20mg down the hatch. gonna watch pineapple express when they kick in. Think imma get some flower since I've been taking edibles every night and it'd be cheaper.

>>81516108 (OP)
how do i stop jacking off on ritalin? im starting to get into some degen sexual fantasies without porn. it's altering my sexuality.

>>81537846
2hrs and nothing. Shit is annoying af with edibles sometimes they just don't work

>>81538518
>it's altering my sexuality.
what's changed for you? i'm curious about this phenomenon.

>>81538639
i desperately want to fuck someone i don't speak to often that i flirted with in the past. we were childhood friends and briefly sexted but went back to just being friends. in this fantasy, the tension builds until we just can't resist fucking each other anymore. we go feral with desire. it's very specific and even without drugs i can cum to that fantasy very quickly.

>>81516505
I just saw that. And there is a medicine, legit medicine I can only get from there that I need because my doctors won't prescribe it to me. I'm so fucking devastated...

Does anyone know alternative site? That's the only one I've been using for while

>>81535244
Do you have the link for dread or a place to find it? Please? I don't think I have it saved, I rarely used it.

Seriously, is there any way to get codeine to work again? After a 58 day break I tried 140mg and only had nausea. Should I just give up on opiates since all the stronger shit I can't buy OTC just leads to dying from fent? There's no other good drugs though.

Guys which drugs should I take to cope with my depression? Bonus points for RCs

>>81539562
What kind of codeine are you taking, maybe try a different kind.

>>81529626
I took 150mg and it made me finally touch grass. I was depressed from past 2 weeks and this magic pill made me socialize asf

>>81538518
Get yourself busy like work/studying.

>>81539825
i cleaned a lot of my apartment this time first at least. i just came twice in 2 1/2 hours. im probably going to have a shower (covered in sweat head to toe) have some food, then go out and have a joint and sleep.

>>81539458
>>81516505
Yeah the other anons are right, just go to dread and you should find replacements there. Pain in the ass though. Arch was smooth and fun to use.

>>81533924
>>81533937
I did a whole g of molly yesterday and 100mg 2cb my brain feels fucking cooked

is it still safe to order domestic in canada?

>>81540045
Don't know about Canada but it's always safer to avoid customs and international shipping.

>>81539458
I have been using Abacus as my primary market for about 2 years now, and it's likely going to suck up the bulk of Archetyp vendors. I just ordered 500 ml of 1,4 BDO off Abacus a few days ago.
Get good links off tor.taxi and daunt.link

What's with LSD making you physically stronger?
I have a pullup bar and usually struggle to go all the way up more than 3 times, but on LSD it felt like a piece of cake, as if I was 10 pounds lighter.

>>81518419
Tramadol can last awhile, I noticed, but it deactivates when you got to sleep finally so try to stay up if you want to get the full effects of them.

>>81540157
Yeah I just went and registered there, most of my old vendors were already there, so it's just the usual dredge forward. I'm gonna miss arch.

>>81540400
It's like a stim and psychedelic in one so it'd make sense.

I wish I could remember that meme template called where its the guy standing in the corner of a party saying like "they don't know xyz"
>tfw nobody knows I'm a tzadik nistar
>tfw if I try to explain to anyone why I may be a tzadik nistar then I am immediately disqualified from the title of tzadik nistar
gotta be a jew guy with the curls and the kippah and the whole 9 yards

Can't wait till my mom leaves for work and I get some me time alone with the Torah and some Live Resin edibles

I got a decent score yeaterday
500 30mg codeine tablets for 50 GBP

>>81541443
>co-codamol
what you gonna do with it, make lean?

>>81541462
nah, I'm just gonna CWE it into 400mg doses.

>>81541495
savage. rip your liver.

>>81541507
the paracetamol is filtered out. I've been doing this for 6 years now. I've CWE'd codeine literally thousands of times.
I got referred to a drug addiction clinic and they tested my liver and it was 100% fine. There's probably less than 100mg of paracetamol per dose. That's The whole point of CWE'ing - remove the paracetamol to prevent liver damage.

>>81541310
what does the title give you? you only said explaining why you may be one disqualifies you so describing it is probably okay.

>>81541995
for me, it is something that cannot be described in any particular way but I will try

it gives me an overflowing river of joy and contentment with the fact that I was ever born to experience this place called life

even if I will never have a gf and will never reproduce I couldn't give a single shit if all I do is wageslave, grow old and pass away of natural causes

when I eat breakfast I give thanks to the chicken who laid the eggs. I give thanks to the baker who baked my bread, and the cow who's milk made the cheese and yogurt

I am so in love with life even if I hate people and especially normies with a burning passion, I love them and I love everyone and everything because they are just my reflection

I escaped the cycle of reincarnation, which is a central tenet for Kabbalists, in mystical judaism it is called "gilgulim"

and now all that is left for me is to keep giving thanks to HaShem for ever making this glorious universe

>>81542131
I think I get it, I had a DXM trip that made me realize that the physical world I'm in is only a necessary evil that lets me access the world that exists within my mind, a world where my dreams are real, where my favorite characters exist, and best of all, I can explore and influence with the only true limit being my imagination and my physical body making the DXM's effects wear off.
I may have been bullied, I may have been abused, I may have failed in most aspects of my life, I may have permanent illnesses that will affect my life in the physical world for as long as I'm in it, but the key was way far more accessible than I thought.
The key gets consumed, the worlds start colliding and thanks to that, I can hop in and out of my mind whenever I please, I can visit in the fictional worlds I love so dearly cherish, with it's inhabitants given life, I can have peaceful bliss, or a bunch of exciting action on a whim, I can do anything! this sort of power makes your head spin, but even despite that, you discovered how beautiful your mind is and even then, you can mold it to your heart's content, it's your own personalized sanctuary that you can come in and out of whenever as long as the key's coursing through your veins.
And to imagine that inside every human being, this world dormantly rests in their skull, obviously everyone can see it to some extent in their dreams, but to be able to explore it wide awake is an experience like no other.

>>81521813
You should try stopping being a fucking loser

>>81542605
but that's how people present me, you know eggman right?

>>81530786
>People sharing opinions
>Nothing to even disagree on
>"NAH"

Hang yourself tonight btw

>>81516108 (OP)
anybody use fake pee recently? im looking for a new job and ive been in the market for fake pee. full disclosure earlier i ordered 2, one shot kits from passkit. not a sponsor. its powder that you mix with water. i was going to get a liquid kind like quick fix but i was reading the liquid kinds may have a preservative or a cleaning agent that might get detected. a long time ago my current job changed owners and they wanted to test everyone but ended up not. so i had fake pee and was keeping it tucked for a few days but the threat went away. anyone have any stories? what im mainly worried about is the temp. ALSO i read places listen to you? like really? lol like if they dont hear the pee splash they would get suspicious, like its a small cup you think you would hold it very close to your pee hole so it wouldnt make any sound or splashing

>>81537461
glutamate says "go and get it" right so can you elaborate on what that feels like

anyone has brain damage here from doing inhalants as a retarded kid?

>>81541443
Jelly.

Checking current collecrion. Not shown is an lb of bud but I got some good stuff->
>Xanax pressed bars (tested as alpraz)
>phenibut
>gabapentin
>tramadol 50s and 100s
>diaz 5mgs
>morphine 10 hards and 30s softs
>1.5g of uncut no.4 pure heroin (spec tested)
>temazepam
>bupenorphine
>20 strip of lsd

Now all I need is some temu baccy and my life will be complete.

>>81543314
Oh I forgot I have a couple oxy 40s well

I am so fucking mad
Nothing happened but the opi rage is getting to me again, I need to get off this shit if I'm going to be acting like that.

>>81524625
>>81525028

Used a lot of codeine three days in a row and nothing again. Fuuuuuck

Any tips on gooning in a apartment that has cardboard walls with zero noise insulation?
Just had my next door neighbour throw a 3 hour bitch fit because they heard me moaning, any help would be appreciated

Any tips on how to deal with the craving? I want to take some 150mg worth of codeine like yesterday today and tomorrow, no extraction nothing and right now, I want to be popping trams all day as long as i'm sure the pain goes away but, yknow, not much effect anymore, gotta wait a while but It's hard especially right now, I feel depressed man, i've been saying dumb shit all day for the last couple days

>>81542871
glutamate is excitatory and gaba is inhibitory. they operate directly on the ion channels whereas stuff like serotonin, dopamine, opioids, and cannabinoids all operate on secondary messengers that influence glutamate and gaba in specific locations. when you mess with glutamate or gaba globally it's very dangerous. i've taken myself to some very dangerous states where i'm fairly sure i was in danger of a seizure and even my body temperature started running a fever just due to the drugs and not any type of infection.

however, it's worth it imo to access a state of post-dissociation euphoria that's reminiscent of an awesome psychedelic or stimulant experience--just different.

instead of being highly engaged with your environment, you'll spend most of your time completely unable to focus and probably talking to yourself or fidgeting around with things, sometimes taking breaks to stare off into space for a while, but the music euphoria is otherworldly. i think it's probably better than any other drug class for listening to music, and while deep dissociation on MXE is wonderful, 3-FL-PCP has the most powerful afterglow of every dissociative i've ever tried. i think it's the holy grail if you prefer the afterglow from dissociatives to the actual dissociation.

i still don't know exactly what causes the afterglow, but i wouldn't be surprised if it's a huge increase in NMDA receptors in response to the antagonists (kind of like inverse drug withdrawal), but that's just a guess. it could also be a direct monoamine stimulant like other dissociatives, but i don't think that's it. this feels so different and so unique. just a constant glowing euphoria in my chest that almost feels scary but makes me feel SO invigorated.

>>81524625
you're a retard. that's the problem. consider it a blessing. opiates aren't really worth it anyway. eventually you just get addicted and have to deal with it and it's all pointless anyway. i've learned i have more fun overall just not ever having to think about the desire to do opiates.

>>81525028
i've also taken SSRIs for 10 years and never had any of the problems other retards keep describing from them other than the fact that they make MDMA not work anymore until you stop taking them

>>81544860
>taken SSRIs for 10 years
Biggest goycattle award

for those of you who have made your own vape carts, where do you get your flavored propylene glycol?

What is the best drug to take before arguing about politics for hours online?

>>81544860
well a lot of "antidepressants" are wildly different drug classes so

>>81544550
lmfaoao

>>81535059
I relapsed after 4 days and didn't feel shit, guess I gotta do the 2 weeks for real.

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>>81544550
Don't give a shit whatsoever, and if your neigbour bitches again slap them across the face with your hard meat.

>>81545286
i'm having tons of fun combining this SSRI with hallucinogens and cannabis. idk what problems with side-effects and other issues all these retards are having. this shit is like a bizarro MDMA that i can take every day. you're all missing out as far as i'm concerned. it even makes sex last longer and makes me feel more sensitive all over my skin.

>>81545294
arguing about politics is a waste of your time

Why is Adderall so gay

>>81546100
What do you mean? Like it makes you have gay thoughts or it's just lame?

I figure yall would like this song perhaps: https://soundcloud.com/dumb-as-rocks/i-get-high-when-im-low

I hope you all are having a comfy week!

I snorted my usual dose of oxy today, I probably could've done K since I don't feel it dripping as much.

>>81546847
Fuck I snort shit rare enough that I keep forgetting the dripping takes effect a lil later.

>>81544550
Tell them to mind their own business or call the cops on them. I hate complaining neighbors, I've had so many problems with them in the past.

>>81521771
. maybe don't do weed if your body chemistry doesn't like it.everyone is different I vape it all the time and love it

Any legal highs in Japan???

>>81539766
Rcs are for retards if you are murican vaping weed is nice opiates are also nice but a bit addicting

>>81547570
>Any legal highs in Japan???
I heard the land of anime has OTC tramadol, super expensive supposedly but I heard it's there.
Anyways I'm pretty sure it's over the counter shit you'd expect everywhere else like cough medicine.

Yo whats up everyone? Been weed sober for the last 7 months job searching, and worked two different jobs and was drug tested for one of them. I'm high right now and its taking me so long t owrite this but i'm having a good time! High for the first time in 7 months of zero weed. feels fucking good. fuck yes! god bless reefer madness!

>>81547712
enjoy my man

>>81516108 (OP)
where can I buy a decent bong online or am I better just going to the smoke shop

>>81547570
they've got ol' reliable (robitussin) in japan right? get some DXM. if you can get weed or even just legal THC analogs it's a hell of a combo.

>>81547965
Yeah it's going to be about the same price, with the smoke shop you'll be able to hold it and see it in real life before you buy and you don't have to worry about shipping.

>>81547712
Yeah it's really good when you've been sober for so long and build a tolerance.

pls give me drug (downer) recommendations, i love most opiods, some benzos are good (xanax, valium and the goat etizolam), but i really hate kpins cus i can barley feel it at 2mg with no tolerance

>>81548374
weed bro. i'm the 7 mont hsober guy up there. been like an hr 10 minutes and still feeling it :) :)

>>81548374
Weed is one of those drugs you can abuse and not have horrible consequences from afterwards so it's my go to most of the time
another is dissos like dxm or ketamine, I wrote out a long autistic post about dxm here already.

>>81547570
>Any legal highs in Japan???
they have rilmazafone and dihydrocodeine available without prescriptions there
there are also unscheduled chemicals there you can order and receive legally but i'm not sure if there are domestic japanese sources for those kinds of things or not. if not it's probably more worth it to just make DNM orders because i think they don't play about suspicious powders in nippon

>>81547965
every bong i've ever bought was good. i've shopped online and in person at prices from like just $10 to $150. they all did the job and i could never really feel a difference. just make sure it's all glass and feels at least a couple mm thick
downstem however makes huge difference. make sure it's detachable for cleaning or replacement.

>>81548541
>>81547965
One thing to is avoid bongs that don't have a ice catcher because that's how you can break the inner stem. You want a ice-holder catcher part and to put ice in there.

>>81548638
you actually dont want to put ice in there. it fucks up your lungs to inhale water vapor. but yes it great for structure and i've never owned a bong without one.
also, warm/room temp water is smoother than cold water. try it if you don't believe me

>>81547965
Dhgate has some nice bongs

>>81520237
When I lived in Cambodia tramadol was OTC and very cheap. Guh it felt so fucking good... It's a different feeling than other opi's but I found it even better, like a traditional opioid combined with a mild stimulant. I'd wait 1-2 weeks, at least 3 days if you're absolutely feinding tho.

>>81549375
Please don't say 3 days is fiending cuz that makes me sad dude, been using the shit nonstop for like 3 weeks already, stopped yesterday tho, and I feel sad man,

>>81547570
I feel extremely bored without it and life feels meaningless. Other drugs don't really substitute for it except opioids

I love stimulants and I'm afraid to ask my friend for his script again (he gets prescribed the max dosage dexidrine xr + an IR topup) because it seemed like a one time thing and he gave me a LOT the first time (90+ pills) so I'm thinking of buying some 'adderall' off the DNMs. should i just jump and buy some meth? I'm worried t hat it'll be a lot more fiendish and disruptive to my sleep. I already have a mild stimfap problem. I do have adhd and a ritalin script, but i don't get nearly enough and my doctor is a hardass who im afraid to ask about a dosage increase because it's been too long since we even spoke about it and it feels 'fake'. TLDR: I have to ration my script so I can actually do my job, so I'm wholly unproductive on my off days. I've tried 4-FPM (NOT 4-MPH) and liked it but it's far more CNS heavy than any other stim i've tried. I do like having some extra to use on my off days and for the occasional semi productive binge.

>>81548512
rilmazafone requires prescription

>>81549987
Same anon opiates and weed are both top tier drugs

>>81549447
Aw don't worry, you'll definitely be fine after only 3 weeks. Do fun things to quell the psychological cravings in the meantime. I tend to feind for em after a rough day which is what I'm mainly referring to.

After taking 30mg of dihydrocodeine everyday for a week i feel retarded.

I'm about to snort 20mgs of pure heroin.

Tomorrow I'm gonna shoot some. I also took 30mg of morphine 150mg tramadol and 1mg alprazolam earlier.

Feels, good man.

>>81551236
Maybe thats a tiny ass scale but that looks way more than 20mgs

>>81551236
Uhhh I think you need to recalibrate your scale bro, that is way more than 20mg. Be safe

>>81551772
That one big ball looks more than 20mg already

rate my school holiday mini bender
Saturday: MDMA
Sunday: rest
Monday: Kpins and xanax
Tuesday: Tapentadol
Wensday: Tapentadol
Thursday: Xanax and tapentadol
Friday: Tapentadol
Saturday:Rest
Sunday: 140mg Vyvanse
Monday: Tapentadol
Tuesday: Kpins
Wensday: Tapentadol +kpins
Thursday:Rest
Friday: 140mg Vyvanse
Saturday:Tapentadol
Sunday:Tapentadol

>>81551630
>>81551772
>>81552005
You guys were right. I got to cutting up the lines and I was like wtf is going on here? It looks like 100 fucking mg or some shit. Then I look back and see my scale is set to "t" mode. I don't even know what that is amd of course.my dumb ass tossed the instruction manual. So I had to go back and set it to g mode for grams and did it properly.

>>81516108 (OP)
I got hold of some heroin , not a lot out of fear of getting addicted . Took about 7.5 , other day 10 other day 15 other day 17.5 mg intranasally. Tbh I don't feel any euphoria it feels like very blank opioid like ODSMT or kratom or dunno tilidine . Morphine got me quite fucked up in the past however like happy .... I suspected it's not heroin so I labtested it and its 94% . Im confused cause it should metabolize. I have no tolerance atm I have extensive experience with every drug except serotoninergic stims (MDMA/pyro) including even rare shit such as PCP since its the topic of this thread <PCP is fun NGL> but how tf ppl get addicted to heroin is it just rush ?!

what do I do with opium poppy pods?

>>81552994
You could have died today because of that mistake. Think about how much hurt that would have caused your friends/family. Are you sure you want to continue this way?

Praying that vyvanse wont have a bad reaction to my body like ritalin

>>81553447
Sounds like you're body isn't really compatible with it
Like people who take opioid and get massive nausea instead of any enjoyment

>>81553590
But morphine works ... That confuses me. Well update . I took some via nose spray and now I just feel tired and nausea what a scam I start to think this drug is all rush like dunno crack is or sum because heroin should metabolize into less active metabolites / substances within 30 min

come on vyvanse
vyvanse

>>81553450
there's so much you can do with them!
what kind of pod? if its intact/fresh, you can drain some of the opium out by making 3-4, equally spaced cuts across the pod.
after or alternatively, the entire pod can be opened with a knife and you can scrape the opium out of it that way to varying success. raw opium is a little delicate however so just be careful.
the raw opium can be consumed orally just like that, or you infuse the raw opium into tea.
to smoke the opium it must first be dried. you can just leave it in the sun until it is breakable with your fingers. drying opium with an oven is also doable i just don't know what temperatures would be ideal.
you can make tea out of the whole pods in the same vein as you would do with the seeds. this is usually done with emptied/harvested pods or for low yield types of poppy. this gets all of the morphine alkaloids from inside the plant material itself to release into the water.
also, if it has seeds, keep the seeds! be safe nigga

>>81553761
do you have #3 or #4 heroin? if its base you won't get much out of snorting it because it won't absorb properly in your sinuses.

How much phenibut should one do to not be awake for 12 hours and not get a hangover.

>>81554046
#4 instantly dissolves upon contact

why do bad trips with weed even happen?
its like the same but evil

its the fucking same shit as with alcohol!
it all depends on the sate of the stomach

>>81547383
>I hate complaining neighbors
I know, this crazy woman now knows that I do drugs and started to scream and spread it arround the complex for days, now I gotta get rid of my stuff (nothing super illegal, just OTC pills and some thc oil) before this whole thing blows over
>>81554923
your surroundings, I just want to fap in peace

>>81554923
I guess they happen when you have little to no pot tolerance, have a smoke sesh with a strain named "ULTRA GREEN OUT LOBOTOMIZER GIGA BRAIN FUCKER 3000 HAZE" then go overboard with it after you don't feel the full effects within the first 10 minutes

I can get lyrica over the counter which I think It's great, will be a great addition for my current stash

>>81555469
Getting just high enough for colors and music to be better but not high enough to feel weird in your body is best
love it
I dont like how weed drops bp and high doses anyways, I once passed out on my way to the toilet

>>81555851
I like high doses with weed since it's a psychedelic that doesn't last long like psychedelics do.
plus you can abuse pot without major short-term consequences (I read it online so it must be true!)

>>81555871
I once got scared as fuck when I was very high tried to run outside but passed out in my door I think because it drops bp
def not harmless

>>81555905
Guess it depends on the person, the "worst" weed high I had was with my second time smoking it alone since I had a really uncomfortable psychedelic visual both with eyes open and closed that gave me a headache.

>>81556077
i dont get much visual, apart from seeing colors and stuff better
And somehow i see way more details at once I notice in movies and stuff
but real trippy shit never happenend to me
if i got that high id just be scared and want to not be high

>>81542426
you sound based as fuck don't worry
I have had the same stuff with DXM, its a very spiritual/esoterica inducing drug for me too
I barely even exist anymore I live with the universal mind of HaShem
Just posted a note on the synagogue across the street that I will stop issuing liturgical documents underneath the synagogue doors
What I have taught them so far is sufficient for the enlightened one
I feel so crazy all the time I look at people and either they have 7 holes in their body or 8 holes in their body.
I am already with HaShem in the seat of eternity
of the onion skins peeled back all the way until only the smell of the onion remains
>And to imagine that inside every human being, this world dormantly rests in their skull, obviously everyone can see it to some extent in their dreams, but to be able to explore it wide awake is an experience like no other.
you are based don't worry about much

EDIBLES and ZOHAR for another night in a row

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=3P1Bwc2XP-k

>>81554923
someone needs to solve the mystery behind sudden THC induced tachycardia. sometimes i just smoke up and suddenly my heart is pounding like i just did sprints despite being mentally chilled out. very dysphoric feeling

>>81516108 (OP)
how dangerous would you say it is to do H intranasally? is it hard to find? is it all fake and filled with fent? if i fent test a sample i rermove from a bag of heroin, does that still not really rule out the possibility of fent since the fent could be elsewhere in the bag? ive been looking around in dread and all the vendors have mixed reviews

So now we're slinging with: half a joint that I won't smoke, I calculate around 290mg of tramadol, 90mg codeine, and a molly pill

I'm broke as a motherfucker but I will make that codeine hit

>be gigaADHD
>always be completely useless and depressed unless stimmed out of mind
>enjoy abusing them but always come away feeling underwhelmed with the experience
>mix heavy drinking and blow for the time
>have the most exhilarating experience of my life balancing the up and down all night
>realize this is a great way to end up in the hospital with alcohol poisoning because the coke won't let me black out or fall asleep
Should I just become a full blown junkie and start doing speedballs?

Waiting for the THC edible to kick in, haven't tried any before so I'll trust my guy wasn't exaggerating and not eat the other half

>>81558342
>and not eat the other half
Finally, someone exercises self-restraint.

uhhh my old abacus acount isnt working now...

i only liked arch why god why did you lt them nuke it

to the anon that asked me how boofing klonopin a few threads or so ago, it went very well. Kicked in 1 1/2 hrs, usually takes 3 for it to work on me orally
Currently off of 450mg dex and it's just kicking in, listening to have a nice life and zoning out in order to cope about the 400 dollars i lost today on sports gambling

>>81558342
How are you feeling 90 minutes later?

>>81559127
Honestly I think these ones are pretty weak. They were freebies so I can't complain but even after having another one I'm not feeling much

>>81559223
self restraint didn't pay off. Is what it is
Do you have a favorite kind of music while stoned? I like some more ambient stuff.
https://youtu.be/RScZrvTebeA?

>>81559300
NTA but im a big fan of corn wave
https://m.youtube.com/playlist?list=OLAK5uy_kLeXzfJwWSsMU4Ex5BYHwhCtkW_oBu9z4

>>81539811
You mean the brand? Usually TEVA or Accord from actual prescriptions. But hasn't worked for me for a long time, even though I've taken multiple 50-58 day breaks

I keep forgetting that oxycodone awakens all my repressed fury and creates a deep red hue of seethe in my soul and it's been the 5th day in a row that I caught myself in an opi-rage not knowing what even started it.

When I said I was studying Zohar I lied
Tonight I am actually writing papers deriving the totality of known physics formulae from Maxwell's equations to Einstein's equations, to Dirac, Schrodinger, Boltzmann, Yang-mills, and so on while really high on weed edibles
The totality of physics I am rederiving just me and chatgpt

anyone else do shrooms today in honor of the solstice? Its probably my most rustic pagan instinct speaking out but I love to try and schedule a trip on the summer solstice. This year worked out perfectly. I'm almost done rebuilding my brain from this trip but I wanted to share a post before I finished. God I just love it. It's absolutely the most beautiful drug out there. Love you all

>>81559834
you should have chatgpt explain to you how LLM hallucination works and occurs

>>81559908
based shroomer anon

doing any rituals for solstice?

>>81559929
get a bachelor's degree in physics and let's see if you prove him wrong, better yet a PhD then we can talk about LLM hallucination =)

its all so utterly meaningless lol
the sky is blue who cares if anyone else loves that the sky is blue because of Maxwell's equations
its all so utterly worthless
>>81559929
your reply made me feel as worthless as your mother who shit you out of her cunt
the sky is blue right?
who gives a fuck if it was LLM hallucinated or hallucinated by a demon named yaldabaouth

>>81560015
Demon named yaldabaouth hallucinated the fact that the electromagnetic field has sinks and sources and the magnetic field has no sinks and sources
or was it chatgpt LLM hallucinating James clerk Maxwell and his field equations describing classical electromagnetic phenomena

FUCK ALL OF YOU
I FOUND THE PHILOSOPHERS STONE
FUCK YOU
IM A FUCKNG RABBI NOW FUCK YOU IF YOU DON'T ACCEPT ME
enjoy your shabbos guys

This entire world is one huge hallucination in my mind
talk about LLM hallucination nigga hasn't even reached gnosis yet
fuck you faggot

sorry guys just needed to have a quick meltdown
I am suffering from MYSTICAL PSYCHOSIS
if you try to challenge my understanding of reality to heavily I might jump off a bridge

llm hallucination nigga this life is a hallucination

anyways, shabbat shalom to everyone and I hope everyone is bringing in their weekend nicely

should I smoke if I have a migraine will it make it worse?

>>81559976
I guess the most ritual aspect that I try to observe on the solstice is to be outside to see the sunrise and outside again to see the sundown. Maybe it's my way of trying to say thank you for being there Sun, I really appreciate you.

I want to be nodding tonight cuz it's fucking friday but damn, the tolerance will fuck me up and I won't feel a thing, it's just a matter of waiting to next friday but today right now time begs me to be sedated

>>81559087
Took 750mg more also gonna take some anti nausea meds

pray for me
god will not help me now
please pray for me

>>81560209
oh boy anon what situation you in

>>81539458
>1,4 BDO
I remember buying this shit off of Amazon not too long back. Good times. Definitely one of my favorite drugs, arguably my favorite sedative/depressant.

low dose dxm is so nice. took 60mg (yes 60) and i just feel nice and music is nice and everything is nice. i remember i posted here on dxm in 2022 and some anon was calling me the dxm wizard for the night

anyone ever try burma strain?

Does THCV actually do anything? I got edibles with it but it didn't seem to change anything
>>81550091
You will get destroyed by meth if you already have a problem jerking off on stims. Never tried meth but it seems awful, there are better stims out there