>>34195761
wouldn't let me verify account

>A/S/L
34 M Seattle, Wa
>What you are looking for?
I'm looking for a younger weeb girl who would like attention, to be spoiled, be a pet, be my doll to dress up, and many more. We should be able to also be together in real life eventually. Lets go travel together to anime cons and even other countries like Japan. I want you to be mine
>What you are not looking for?
Men
>A little about yourself
I am a shy weeb that has trouble talking to people and making friends irl. Some people in the past have said I am very calming. I like anime, cooking, card games, traveling, and other stuff. When I get excited about a topic I can yap about it
>Contact
discord: CuminTurtle7117

>tfw senior SWE at Microsoft
don't even have half that as TC. Didn't come from a rich family so, doing better than my parents though. I decided to try traveling recently to fill the void

I get you. Being too shy and awkward is really difficult. Reading about it, people don't really care that you are being awkward. Though I still can't somehow overcome it.

Drugbots help, for some reason opioids don't give me any euphoria anymore. In 2016 I was occasionally using codeine and it worked just fine. I started using antidepressants and didn't do any opis until 2023 when I discontinued meds. Since then I tried codeine, morphine, heroin and kratom, all multiple times and there is either completely no euphoria or it's very mild and brief. I get effects like pain relief, itching and constipation, even nodded on heroin so technically they work on my brain. In the last two years I also tried all the other classes of drugs except for deliriants and they all work normally.

I've read about that and I have no idea what could be the cause. Some people have problems with enzymes but since I get effects other than euphoria it shouldn't be the case, also codeine used to work well. Is it possibile that meds fucked up my brain in some weirdly specific way? I don't want to go to a shrink with it because they will just tell me to stop using drugs and write it down in my medical history so I wouldn't get benzo prescriptions again and they probably won't know the answer anyway