Finally getting some coke tonight boys, 2g. Got some xanax and weed to go with it

went clubbing last weekend with a friend and took 2g coke over the evening but could barely feel it. Was already on a lot of md and shrooms. I could tell the coke was good stuff because my lips were going numb but I didn't really feel any different

>>81516108
>smoke weed
>have panic attack
>swear i will never smoke it again
>smoke it again
>rinse and repeat for 5 years

How to fix

I have a fren whom I met moderating a certain imageboard
for the longest time he was a miserable single loser
but at one time he found a gf
and he just texted me he's going to marry her
that message made me so happy