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>clonazepam
6/10 - considerable loss of motor coordination, takes 1-2 hours to take effect
>bromazepam
8/10 - I hardly feel any loss of motor coordination, it takes 20 minutes to take effect, sometimes it gives me a slight euphoria
>aprazolam
9/10 = it barely affects my motor coordination, it takes 20 minutes to take effect, it relaxes me more than clonazepam and bromazepam, when abused I have memory loss
>codeine
?/10 - it doesn't make me feel euphoric, I don't know if it really relieves the pain, because when I used it I didn't have any pain
>pregabalin
5/10 - makes me feel more sociable and energetic, it also makes me feel euphoric, but sometimes I take it and I don't feel anything
>paroxetine
?/10 - cured me of depression, I only felt mild side effects in the first few days
>lithium
?/10 - ok, I think it helped with depression treatment
>bupropion
0/10 - caused me seizures, even with minimal dose
>risperidone
?/10 - made me feel like a zombie and left me with blurred vision
>alcohol
6/10 - makes me feel relaxed and euphoric, my favorite drink is beer

>>81727411
I forgot about zolpidem:
6/10 - has a relaxing effect similar to alcohol, it didn't cure me of insomnia

I won't smoke weed.
Too many Rapist immigrants on the streets.
I hate Indians.
Canada isn't safe to walk anymore.

>>81727448
youre afraid of getting raped in the butt but only if you go out stoned?

When I open and close the pic in the op the cat blinks?

>>81727324 (OP)
omg i love louis wain!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

on a stoned walk late at night near a park the other day, some dude, clearly a father bc he was with a woman his age and a very tiny kid, passed by me and asked loudly what my jacket size was... what could he have wanted to know.. i was so stoned i didnt dare turn to see him or even say a word

fuck alprazolam. fuck zolpidem. fuck benzos
i want meth
long live speedbros

>>81727324 (OP)
does anyone have any recommendations for good rc stimulants. i've been looking into 4fmph and 2fma but i dont know a ton about whats out there.

>>81727516
more likely than you think

>>81729072
i would have lost it if this happened to me

>>81727324 (OP)
its just weed adn alcohol tn.
Some people dont believe that I can get ignorant.
>>81727516
this is really hot im ngl

I drew this shit recently, gang. rate >:3

>>81729690
4fmph is like ritalin and 2fma is like adderall, in my opinion adderall is more fun than ritalin but ymmv

>took a six day break from kratom
>nodding off from only 2g
Sometimes it's nice being a skinnyboi with low tolerances.

"I want to take a break from drugs" let's hope I don't snort pills later today.

i wish i had heroin so bad god i want heroin why is life so fucking unfair, i deserve heroin ive been a good boy

Archetype gone where buy now

Is there psychological cross tolerance between all drugs that make you feel good? Nothing really works anymore for me, even after months of being clean.

>>81732598
yep kinda, it will never be as good as it was the first few times, the brain is used to it and won't be floored anymore

one thing you can do: seek out novelty, try doing drugs in environments and situations you haven't done before yet, i read a paper that said that tolerance is higher when the drug is done in an environment that you always do said drug

but yea sorry, this is kinda just the way it goes, if you're feeling depressed or empty then maybe your serotonin is fucked? you might need more time for neurotransmitters to normalise again depending how much you did drugs before getting clean

>Phenibut + caffeine finally starting to hit
Oh I'm bumpin
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0-cLX1Fk9LM

>>81729707
how often does it happen to you
>>81730643
>this is really hot im ngl
where do u walk... also that drawing's really nice. is that all pencils?
>>81729959
i left feeling crazy, it was like a trippy scene from twin peaks

>Take a 10mg edible 1-2x a month.
>Feels comfy
>Life starts to get boring, getting high sucks
>Stop doing weed
>Life is great again
Really? Does it fuck wiith you that much if i'm taking it like once a month? I could drink every couple of days and feel fine but weed gave me anhedonia even when I felt it was moderated

>>81733283
What the dose? I took phenibut but i didn't feel much and then just feel asleep, I had a weird headache the next day. Does the caffine enchance or is it to keep you awake? is it like quaaludes where the high kicks in if you stay awake.

>>81733793
>10mg once a month

lol I take 15 mg every single night, grandma probably takes more per month than you to help with her arthritis


guaranteed it's not the weed itself but the activities or whatever you associated with it.

>>81727324 (OP)
Hey does anyone have any experience with Vyvanse? I got prescribed 20mg for my inattentive adhd. Been taking it for a few months along with 500mg of L-tyrosine, and i certainly feel more motivated to complete tasks, and my head does feel clearer at times. I'm looking to increase the dose to 40mg next month.

>>81730643
darwing is sick

My dopamine receptors are busted again :<

dxm might actually be the best drug ever

Update of 4 days of meth binge- the constapation is easing up but still a problem I am pooping pelettes like a rabbit. Day two of clensing, I've been taking natural dierretics. I don't understand how addicts do it, but it's safe to say I am not doing it again soon.
Tomorrow, bday speed and lots of nicotine.

>>81734281
snort or smoke?

>>81734314
Orally. Put some in a cup, added a little water and drank it.

>>81732810

Thanks for your advice anon. About my serotonin system, I have been using SSRI and bupropion again since the start of this year. I also used recreational drugs at the same time but nothing that would really fuck with my serotonin system (mostly pregabalin also some Xanax and kratom). I decided that I will have a break from recreational use since today and I hope I will not fail this time.

>>81734167
It is definitely the best disso ever.
I had a "peak of existence" trip on it where I could explore my favorite fictional worlds but I can't seem to recreate it.

>>81734491
i wish you the best of luck, anon~ i hope you have people in your life that you can talk to about this as that has helped me stay clean in the past

>>81733345
>where do u walk... also that drawing's really nice. is that all pencils?
Idk i was just drunk.
Also, yeah, graphite, charcoal and watercolor pencils (not activated)

>>81734630
>I had a "peak of existence" trip on it where I could explore my favorite fictional worlds
Damn, that sounds nice. Never had that happen but I reached a point where I felt content with being alive several times. Just satisfying bliss.
Also dxm really gets me aroused which apparently is unusual.

>>81727324 (OP)
what are heroin overdoses like? do you still get the goodness first before you just gently fall asleep?

>>81735274
Not heroin, but I OD'd on oxy so I'll describe that
you black out and you wake up 8 hours later and try to go about your day and then vomit and see the XR pills still in there, what do you do? fish them out, eat them and keep nodding out for another 8 hours.

>>81735274
last i remember is laying on bed chilling hard, and then suddenly i wake up in the ambulance all dazed and confused
i think the term "black out" is kind of misleading, there is no fade to black, there is no "nothingness" in your memory
there's just genuinely nothing because you're just gone, so not even a lack of a memory is made
if you survive it you literally just teleport to wherever you get narcan'd, and then you feel like shit because instant withdrawal and you'll WISH you'd died

anyway so what are heroin doses like? they're like literally nothing. at least it was for me, and mind you it was so bad for me because i ODed on a combo of nitazenes and benzos so idk exactly how applicable to specifically heroin this is, but nitazenes are described as "fentanyl but more potent" so it should be kinda similar at least

>>81734005
I've been there, matter of fact and i'm there right now
it's a top tier yikers like they say but you can try to distract yourself watching movies all day or something

>>81734791
>watercolor pencils (not activated)
wth is that

>>81736379
they're just colored pencils that u can use water to blend, essentially

Question to you drug-anons, is there any smokable drug that smells kind of like cigarettes and can make a ''second hand smoker'' high? My neighbor is smoking something and I'm starting to feel high as well

>>81734723

Sadly I don't, but I can thug it out like always. What substances do you like senpai?

>>81736520
>Sadly I don't
that sucks, i hope you have something to replace the activity of doing drugs at least, maybe a hobby? play any instruments?

>What substances do you like senpai?
lately i've just been drinking and smoking weed, but my true love in life are opioids...
god i crave some good heroin, but it's fine cuz i have some methiodone on the way and that's supposed to be like methadone

i used to be super into dissos, ket is great but it's not super potent so i've mostly done the rc ones like o-pce and dck (i actually used to vape o-pce a lot, very addictive so i'd blow through everything i had in a multi-day bender which is honestly kind of a fucking waste but whatever)

what about yourself kouhai?

>>81735932
I relapsed on oxy but my strategy last time was to troll on the internet to vent my negativity out.

I will keep snorting amphetamine sulfate even though my chest hurts teehee.

>>81737453
oxys are my favourite opi in the world, so comfyyyyy...
i remember the first time i had any was actually when my mother got pain meds from some surgery and she knows i do drugs so she was like "i know youre gonna steal some while im not looking anyway so heres 1 oxy if you promise not to take any more" and i mean she was right but she ended up not needing all of it and she conveniently forgot she had it so i yoinked the rest eventually anyway
BUT YEA so oxys were my first opioid experience and they felt like falling in love with the air around me and being hugged by the universe, fucking awesome
so expensive tho...and now there's fakes floating about...siiighhhh i just wanna get high

>>81736518
>smells kind of like cigarettes
>second hand
For you to ingest any notable amount of it, you'd need to basically shotgun it with them. The amount of space that it would dissapate means that you're likely getting a nice and comfy placebo, but that's not to downplay the effects you have right now, it's just that it's likely nothing to worry about. If you are concerned though, then doing an at-home piss test is always possible.

>>81737548
>they felt like falling in love with the air around me
Oh my god true, that's precisely how my first few oxy experiences were like
Unfortunately I never feel it anymore, but they're still... nice, make my stomach stop hurting and make me feel warm.
I wonder if there's other medicine that makes you not feel cold all the time.

>>81734003
Increase the tyrosine to 2500 instead and see if that helps. Also you shouldn't feel euphoric or try to chase an "even better focus" if you're already functional enough on 20mg. You should take the lowest dose that allows you to feel and act normal, not the dose that makes you feel gigabrained and limitless. It will come at a massive cost that you might not see until it's too late.

where the fuck do you buy research chemicals? can you still get them on the normal internet or are they like a tor thing now?

>>81737567
Thanks mate. I guess I'm mostly curious what it could be. I smoke cigs myself so I'm 99% sure it isn't cigarettes, unless it's cigars or some stronger stuff.

>>81737736
There's probably clearnet websites where you can buy them since they're technically not illegal drugs.
No clue about specific websites or anything like that since I never was in that scene.

>>81737736
if you're so stupid you can't even find where to get rc's you honestly don't deserve to do them, have a cigarette and a beer and maybe some weed instead, you're not missing anything

>>81734003
i recently switched to Vyvanse after taking ritalin forever. i started on 30mg which was pretty good for like the first week but then it wasn't doing much so i went up to 40mg which still doesn't feel like much so im probably going to keep going up to 50mg or 60mg. this is probably cause i've been using stimulants for so long. also stimulants effect everyone differently so best practice is to find the lowest dose that treats your symptoms so if you ever end up building a tolerance you still have room to increase you dose.

>>81734444
forgive me if this sounds retarded i know very little about meth. is it like a powder you put in there or was it like crystals?

>>81737362

I don't really have active hobbies, I just read about my interests online, I just stopped enjoying doing things like that long time ago which was also one of the reasons I started using.

I am a polyaddict and at this point I have used drugs from all major groups except deliriants and in retrospect I don't really have a favourite. Weed is probably the only one that I have nostalgic memories about. The first time I seriously got into weed when I was on a shitty multi-day stim comedown, weed fixed it, I then used it daily for like three weeks and this time seriously feels so comfy in my memory.

I like opioids too and my first drug other than alcohol was codeine, sadly in recent years they just don't work. I get no euphoria at all or very little and it was even like that with morphine and H. Other drugs at least work at all, though not really well. I've been thinking a lot about it and the only explaination that when opioids worked I have been on SSRIs for a year and when they didn't work I was on other meds or nothing. I am on the same SSRI again (but not as long as then) so we will see.

I did DXM and ket, not really a fan of either but DXM was not pleasant at all.

>>81737920
meth is a crystal, and powder is literally just the crystal but smashed into a powder so i think you're misunderstanding what powders are, they're literally just tiny tiny rocks/crystals/particles

if you're gonna dissolve meth in water, you'd wanna first weigh out a chunk of crystal and break it apart and add/remove lil crystal chunks until it's the weight/dose you want, then crush up the crystal so it dissolves better/quicker, then you can put it in the water

i hope it makes sense to you now anon

>>81738034
i see, i thought i might have been some sort of salt vs free base thing

>>81738010

>I am a polyaddict
same same same same same

>except deliriants
keep it that way cuz not worth lmaooo but you know that already based anon

>when opioids worked I have been on SSRIs for a year and when they didn't work I was on other meds or nothing
what ssri are you on? hearing that makes me really curious

>DXM was not pleasant at all
DXM is shit, it's a drug of desperation, it's what teens take cuz they can't find anything else to get fucked up on

kouhainon have you ever tried kava? if you wanna try it get the instant mix and mix it as strong as you can with apple juice, it'll be gross but it's got a weird kinda high vaguely reminiscent of weed but different

600mg pregabalin right now, maybe and just maybe I haven't develop a tolerance yet

>>81727324 (OP)
I'm on a memantine (120mg, the high last 2 days) comedown, mixed tramadol (400mg) with pregalin (450) and a blue monster, it's good I cried a bit

>>81738115

The SSRI is paroxetine. Yes I tried kava once and it didn't work but I don't remember the dose. I still have most of the bag so maybe I'll try it again sometime.

>>81738115

Also what was your first drug and what drug give you the strongest euphoria?

shit lads I think i'm going to relapse on benzos...

>>81738486
kava is so cool when u get it to work?

>>81738486
you have to drink a lot of kava, chug as much as you can and make it strong, ignore the dose that it says on the bag, honestly just finish the entire thing if you can
kava has reverse tolerance so first-timers actually need more to feel something, and everyone that i know who's tried it and not felt shit has always taken waaay too little and i partially blame the doses that are written on the bag
kava is a very safe drug, you're not gonna OD from drinking a bunch, you're just gonna get high

>>81738535
the very first drug i ever did was weed but that's a boring one, the first drug i got quite addicted to was 3-meo-pcp which is fucking retarded because it's not even that good of a drug, it's just very potent and it was an excellent distraction from reality but it wasn't that fun other than being a little interesting

i think so far the most euphoric experience must've been like.. idk, the time when my bf squirted a real fucking solid dose of o-dsmt up my ass was insane, genuinely felt orgasmic but to be real i'm not sure how much of that was him having added too much water, the water being quite warm, and said water being in my ass making me feel really weird while also being hit by the "omg i dont even care i love everything there is nothing wrong in the world" feeling that opioids give me
WEIRD moment but it was so good...for just a moment. once the peak was over i just felt "kinda good"

uhhh there was also the time i did mdma which was strange cuz it was like no matter what i did, that thing i was doing was the most fun thing i ever did in the world and i kept repeating "this fucking rules" and "this is fucking awesome" to the point it became annoying for my friend but who cares, shit was fucking lit

however honestly i'm more into downers than uppers so most of my euphoric experiences have been with oxy and heroin

i feel like when i try to chase a euphoric experience i end up disappointed tho, kinda sucks

>>81738659
literally all you have to do is just mix it stronger and keep chugging more of it, you silly baka

>>81737877
Based gatekeeperchad

On 900mg pregabalin now, welp now I gotta find other substances to get high off cuz I ain't gonna be touching this shit again for a while after tonight, opioids are also out now since i'm developing a slight tolerance and that makes me mad, should I smoke some or should I take benzos?? maybe the asking nicely strat will get me some speeds or something, I need to not be myself dudude

>>81738682
do you see the advantage you have in having a fucked up enough life that you get to be a
whatever it is you are

>>81731110
you are definitely just falling asleep a little

>>81739233
You should probably do sobriety for a bit but we all know that's quite difficult in practice

>>81739286
It was in the morning though. Well, even if that's the case I won't complain, still feels good.

>>81739347
I really don't want to be sober right now, I'm at a funny point in my life where reality seems unbearable to a degree, I know it's temporal and I won't get in detail but in the meantime, I need to make my thoughts hopeful to a degree, I know by november I'll be back to casual use, but now I don't want to

So I've been taking Bupropion for about three weeks now and for the last five days I started puking after smoking cigarettes, is this normal or expected?

>>81739561
Ask your doctor, mate.

>>81729072
Good call on staying quiet. If you answered with his jacket size, he would've murdered you in cold blood and taken the jacket as loot.

Also this 2-minute wait is intolerable. Might actually buy a pass. But then it's still 30 seconds long.

>>81739561
Thats normal. Nicotine potentiates opioids. Be mindful of when exactly you smoke. Dont smoke during the peak unless you wanna puke.

>>81740545
Bupropion is not an opioid retard

>>81739561
could be because they're hitting some of the same receptors so you get sick like you would with a lot of nicotine

>>81738482
what the fuck is being high on memantine like, also where did you get it did you steal it from your grandma or something?

>>81740593
Im retarded ignore me confidently being wrong, kms
Idek how tf i made that mistake

>>81739561
>an atypical antidepressant that is indicated in the treatment of major depressive disorder, seasonal affective disorder, and to support smoking cessation
So that last part there is probably why? Ask your doctor tho

>>81734003
20 mg is nothing.

Caffeine is the shittiest stimulant that does literally nothing.

went clubbing last weekend with a friend and took 2g coke over the evening but could barely feel it. Was already on a lot of md and shrooms. I could tell the coke was good stuff because my lips were going numb but I didn't really feel any different

>>81741386
WTF WHAT A WASTE OF SOME PERFECTLY GOOD COKE, claw it out of your sinuses rn and give it to someone who'll put it to better use...

>>81741419
I shared some with a stranger I met so it didnt go completely to waste

>>81738535
caffeine and probably adderall. I have tried caffeine, alcohol, weed, shrooms, acid, adderall. Also I have felt more euphoric from sober activities.

>>81739260
hells to the yes i do see the advantage of having a fucked up enough life that i get to be a loser NEET
i'll just live off welfare and be poor, get high watch anime play video games all day every day, go on walks with no care in the world, live off of a diet of potatoes and soup and beans with the occasional vitamin supplement to help me afford my alcohol and drugs

i wish i could afford more things than just drugs though, but work seems like such a pain in the ass and i don't wanna break my jobless streak i literally haven't had a job once in my life and it would be so based if i could die without having worked a day in my life

>>81738682

Thanks for you tips Anonny. For me the most euphoric high was on mephedrone, one time I just sat on my bed starting at the wall for half an hour just feeling good. Close second would be mushrooms, though this intensity doesn't happen reliably.

Bad day my fren. I just got info that I won't be getting neetbux anytime soon if at all. I got some codeine on my way home and hope it will work at least a little.

>>81727324 (OP)
Has anyone found a decent darknet market now that Abacus/Archetyp are kill?

>>81738535
>first drug
Had multiple glasses of wine at a wedding when I was seven. For illegal drugs, weed during final year of high school followed soon after by LSD first year of university.

>>81742233
And strongest euphoria probably 450ug LSD when I was on holiday in Australia (Blue Mountains). The sounds of the wildlife there are like nothing else on earth.

>>81742209
>I just got info that I won't be getting neetbux anytime soon if at all
what the fuck that's tragic! how come? did you not get diagnosed with autism before 18 or smth? cuz i've noticed that that really helps in getting neetbux

>>81742229
drughub and dark matter are still around

>>81738535
>first drug
weed (BOORRRING)
>euphoria
easily mdma. you just wanna hug everyone and do exactly what anyone tells you to do and dance like a complete retard until your heart explodes

>>81740668
It feels like a first plat of DXM, a tingly cold sensation that runs through you body, your mind and actions disconnect for 2 days so it feels like you're watching a movie about yourself, great for self reflection
One day I walked for 7 hours while high on it, didn't even feel it

>>81742355
holy shit the disso-walk is a shared concept, i'm so glad i'm not the only one who walks a shitton whenever i'm wonking out, sometimes i'm genuinely worried that i'm hurting my knees or something from all the walking cuz the disso numbs me but so far i'm perfectly fine so i guess not

>>81742250

Diagnosed with autism when I was 25, with depression, anxiety and OCD at 19. I appealed to the court from initial decision of welfare institution and the doctors called by the court concluded that I am not unable to work. It is the second time I tried to get this type of neetbux and the first time I also had to appeal but it went well in the court, also it took over two years. You can appeal from this decision too but it will take another year easily. I think I will just try getting a remote job but I never had a "real" job and I am scared.

Ahhhh fuck, I am tempted to get some stronger opis and maybe even finally try shooting up if they don't work. But it may be not necessary because codeine seems to be working better than the last time so maybe I am right about SSRI's role.

By the way have you tried IV senpai?

>>81742825
you could try getting a job and then failing it miserable and letting your mental health get really bad, blowing up a bunch of times at work (AND GET IT ALL ON PAPER AS PROOF OR SMTH), talk to therapist type people about how depressed work is making you cuz of how autistic you are, and then use all that as statements to justify why you can't work even if you're physically capable

>have you tried IV senpai?
i haven't! it's a line i am terrified to cross because i already ODed on opioids once and if that happens with an IV i'm definitely gonna die. plus idk how to find veins so that's still preventing me from starting, and there's always boofing which is like ALMOST as good as IVing

SO. my question to you, kouhainon, have you ever boofed?
also if you're able to IV and you're in EU somewhere you should IV h into me, it would be so cute

Im snorting speed in uni rn, my jaw...

>>81742975
if you have magnesium supplements, taking that (with some food) can help against jaw clenching

>>81742875

Falling at the job probably won't really make it easier compared to my medical history now and anyway it will all take a long time. Ultimately I would love to actually hold a job and be financially self sufficient because the combined neetbux I could get is still mush less than minimum wage here. It would also mean more money for drugs lol. Are you a neet too? Do you get any welfare?

Personally I attempted IV when I got my hands on some legit ampoules with opioid IV solution and I only did it because at that time I already couldn't get high on opis and I was desperate. I was unable to hit a vein and got some bruising and swelling.

Yes I've boofed drugs, opioids with no effects right before those IV attempts and also amphetamine which worked fine but just comparably to snorting.

I am from EU but even if I could do injections I wouldn't do them to someone else for ethical reasons, on top of OD risk it's also much more addictive than other methods, I couldn't live if I made someone switch to regular IV because nothing else would cut it

threadly reminder that I am the seal of prophets

threadly reminder that the universe is some sort of... mass hallucination
as the sages and the mystics remind us, you will most likely reincarnate an infinite number of times
in my scholarly opinion, it is simply impossible to escape the cycle of reincarnation/gilgulim/samsara whatever you want to call it, that's just hard coping invented by people who really did reach gnosis in this lifetime, but were deluded enough to think that their husk of a body carries any memory of itself in to the life hereafter when we are all reabsorbed back into the universal wavefunction
in an infinite number of lifetimes you will do never do anything of any importance whatsoever
just chill out and enjoy blue skies and birds chirping
don't think too much, its not good for you

>>81743059
>Are you a neet too? Do you get any welfare?
yeah check out >>81742151 cuz
>i get to be a loser NEET
and
>i'll just live off welfare and be poor

>but just comparable to snorting
that makes sense given that it's the same tissue that absorbs it in your ass as in your nose/sinuses, just more surface-area of it so it should absorb a little bit faster and you can do more at once

>I wouldn't do them to someone else
how dare u im going to cry and itll be ur fault kouhainon...
>OD risk
i have a microgram scale
>much more addictive
i'm well-aware but if someone doesn't show me how i'll probably poke around in my arm myself one of these days and try to learn on my own, seems like the worst that can happen is some bruising and swelling so who cares if i miss a few times right?
>if I made someone switch to regular IV
i'm not gonna regularly inject anyways, i'm loyal to the foil, but i am curious about it i guess

but all of this isn't meant to be like "pleease iv heroin in me i beg of u anon..." cuz it's never gonna happen anyway

>>81743071
>>81743129
thank you seal of prophets, this thread needed a reminder of this sort

>>81743180

Sorry Anonny but I also don't know how to IV so how about I help you with boofing instead? Uhhh I mean you can technically do it yourself but trust me that it would seriously be better if I administered it for you...

>i have a microgram scale

Wtf, didn't you mean miligram? How much did it cost?

>>81742975
How do you guys snort? I have Ritalin, and I want to insufflate it. Is there any guide? Please tell me. It will be my first time.

>>81743482
I crush my pills up using any hard flat object (I use a jar lid but you can also use your phone, crush it between two spoons, where there's a will there's a way type shit
Then I use a card to form the powder into a line, and then I roll up a dollar bill into a cylinder/cut up a straw so I can inhale the powder directly into one nostril, try to use both nostrils equally, and preferably don't do it too often since your nose isn't technically meant for that.

who here eats soma

is zyn a shit drug

>>81744295
You mean nicotine pouches?
Nicotine in general is shitty mainly because it literally stops working if you do it too much.
Also those pouches taste gross.

>>81743348
WAIT IM STUPID I MEANT MILLIGRAM SCALE, MICROGRAM WOULD BE INSANE LIKE THAT WOULD BE THOUSANDS IF NOT TENS OF THOUSAND. MY BAD MY BAD

anyway i weirdly would be completely down to have someone administer the boof dose. Especially if it is opioids cuz they make me feel so lovey that I just wanna lay in bed hugging someones arm watching anime or some youtube vid. There is no better way to spend my time..

If you dunno how to IV that is fine, I am honestly more interested in IM anyway cuz I wanna try IMing ket at least once in my life.

>>81743482
>Get two spoons
>Place ritalin tablet on one of the spoons
>Put the other spoon on top of that and apply force and wiggle the upper spoon a little bit to crush it up nicely
>Scrape the powder on a smooth surface (I like to use a hand-mirror, some people use their phone or tablet, but a plate or something works too as long as it is smooth)
>With a card (credit card, ID card, store savings card, library membership card, whatever) turn the pile of powder into a line (or several lines if it is a lot, you will get a feel for how big to make the lines eventually, spreading out your bumps will allow you to absorb more of it but no need to make like 27 lines or smth either)
>Personally I always kinda chop the line up with the card and I usually place the card horizontally on the line and push down on it to crush it up even more and then fix it back into a line just to crush it up even more but you can skip this step if you cba
>Get a straw, or if you dont have one get a post-it note and roll it up into a straw shape (the adhesive strip will make this easy), or get a paper and tear off a part and roll that into a straw, or use a banknote but this should be a last-resort because there are so many gross bacteria and other particulates on bank notes..
>Insufflate the line, do not breathe in too hard, use the force you would use when you smell a flower, you want the powder to go into your sinuses not into your fucking lungs, less is more
>If you made more lines, alternate which nostril you use, and if youve done 2 lines give yourself like a 5~10 minute break before you do more just to give your nose time to absorb it
>When done, use nasal spray if you have any (you can make your own nasal spray fluid by adding salt to water at a certain ratio, google it if you care, and then you can just inhale salty water droplets to moisten your nose)
>You did it, congratulations, you are now high, maybe next time snort smth better than goddamn ritalin

Smoked meat and bday speed. Hope you all druganons have a blessed day!

shit ddude I only got lyrica as to right now and I don't really want to take more, I want more opioids and speed and klonopin and idk dude, cough syrup, I don't want to take more shit, not until I have a little stash that I could take pictures of, it will look cool
>first drug
Besides weed, codeine and I still love those pills

>>81742418
It got me very fucked up, it's a day after and I remember closing my eyes, laying down and getting a clear visual of me walking the streets of my city like a full VR videogame, must have been the pregab that did that
Also, memantine is OTC in my country that's how I got them, you can get 560mg for 15 dlls

Will be taking edibles tonight bro's a gift from my sister
Got enough money betting on baseball and tennis to buy like 3 grams of dabs too
Should be enough to hold me over for a month maybe even two months if I don't abuse them

>>81744424

Yeah that would be crazy. I have scale that displays miligrams but is accurate up to tens of miligrams and has a calibration mode, yours is probably similar.

If you don't mind me asking, where in EU do you live?

Any heroin enjoyer here?

>>81746013
does taking a bunch of morphine in a hospital bed count?

>>81746122
If morphine isn't heroin then no.

>>81744142
>>81744577
Thanks for the effort, posting. Love you. Ritalin is the only stimulant I have right now for snorting. What else is the best option?

>>81746006
I put the calibration weight on it to make it more accurate
And Im in NL

>>81746332
Technically doesnt h turn into morphine by the body?

What are the long-term side effects of getting high off a weed vape every night as a 30 year old?

been three months since my last rodeo with stims. thinking this weekend would be a good time to do it before tonight I'm another break. the cravings for a few weeks afterwards are the worst though

>>81747007
>tonight I'm another break
what the fuck did auto complete do. I'm completely fucking sober

>>81746965
deadbeat burnout syndrome

>>81747096
What's that? Sounds like a mental thing more than a physical one.

I'd do drugs so much more if I didn't have to go digging up drops in random parks every single time like a fucking degenerate animal.

I hate my country and it's pussy no contact plugs

>>81747913
Don't you have parcel lockers in yurop? Just use that.

>>81746791

Man, living in NL as a drug enjoyer must be 10/10 unless media lied to me
PL here

>>81748186
Yeah it is awesome, easy access to RCs, legal weed. It just sucks that groceries are kinda expensive.

How easy is it getting drugs in Poland, polanon?

>>81748285

I don't know much about street drug trade , I literally never bought anything that way. Allegedly a lot of sales these days is facilitated by telegram groups.

Buying from DNMs is as easy as anywhere, in PL parcel lockers are almost everywhere and basically all local vendors ship to them, though there aren't many local vendors honestly.

There are online stores based in other EU countries that ship products that are legal there but illegal in Poland, for example cannabinoids, kratom and RCs like cathinones.

You used to be able to get prescription for medical weed online in just few hours, you just had to say that you have anxiety and meds didn't work lmao. After recent restrictions you have to actually go to a doctor so it's less convenient and more expensive.

Also cannabis products with less than like 0.03% THC are legal and there are edibles that use this loophole to actually work, I have used them extensively.

>>81748285
nta but also a polanon
It's really ez and I buy from telegram vendors, hardest part of it all is finding legit ones, as >>81748704 said, you have loads of parcel lockers they ship to so picking your shit up is no issue at all.
For legal highs you have Codeine, DXM and DPH that's over the counter, And you can buy phenibut and NO2 online.

I'm seriously worried about my ongoing benzo use. I relapsed after 3 years, been using daily for months now

I have, I repeat, I have, over 12,000 milligrams of zopiclone. I don't know what to do with it. I can hardly find a buyer.

>>81749212
that shit is easy to get a prescription and there is no recreational use

niggas any euro RC site? I've been out of RC for a while and my trusted pages no longer ship to spain

I think I'm going to try and tapper or at least take a lower dose till I quit
Problem is these pellets I have can't be split they're like like round balls

>>81749334
thats extended release no?

>>81749510
It lasts about 8 hrs according to psychonautwiki
But no problem I required some breakable tablets

im so fucking mad
i just wasted 2 hours and the better part of my high trying to jack off on subutex, what a fucking waste

locked eyes with a hot jewish milf for a few seconds while I was going for a walk high on edibles just earlier
I immediately imagined ravaging the gaping hole. between her legs with my cock then proceeded to bump my hand into a street sign
I know how to explain to myself why the sky is blue using Jewish metaphysics Jew lady I wish I could fuck you

>>81749029
>been using daily for months now
Why do people do this to themselves? You took the rope, you tied a noose, and you stuck your neck into it. Why did you do that?

>>81750063
Because of daily inescapable abuse
Why do people do drugs everyday, like drinking to escape despite knowing the consequences

>>81727324 (OP)
what is it like to get cross faded with edibles and booze?
am i stupid?

>>81750508
its disorienting but otherwise not unpleasant, watch how much you drink so you dont get the spins

>>81727324 (OP)
>haven't done crack since xmas
boys tonight I want some crack badly. I miss it and I haven't done coke in awhile. I only have some weed rn

>>81748828

>I buy from telegram vendors,

How do I even find those if I don't know someone who would share a link?

how do you guys deal with the cravings??? I don't think I'll be able to make it to this weekend without intoxicating myself with something

>>81750508
I don't like getting cross faded
I just like using weed edibles as a chaser when I wake up hung over because I really feel the weed doesn't matter my tolerance.

hope Ritalin didnt fuck kidneys

>>81746518
RETARD piece of shit nigger retard DONT

>>81753145
I did it with 20 mg, and I don't think my nostrils can handle it. I am better off doing them sublingually.

>>81753653
Its a bad idea anyways

Is taking a gram of Ritalin bad?

what drugs can still be enjoyed if you fucked your kidneys

>>81753848
uh yeah, anon are you trying to commit suicide? ritalin is an awful way to do that... it's not gonna kill you, it's just gonna give you a TERRIBLE time, ritalin is NOT a fun drug to take in a huge quantity

for the love of GOD just buy some 2-FMA off the internet or something, or ask your doctor to switch to adderall because at least you can actually have fun abusing that unlike fucking ritalin jesus christ QUIT TRYING TO ABUSE A BORING FUCKING DRUG LIKE YOU GOT ASPERGERS FUCKING RETARD HOLY SHIT ARE YOU 14?
"is taking an entire gram of ritalin bad when 60 mg is already considered a heavy dose?" dude are you fucking stupid? READ THIS PLEASE: https://psychonautwiki.org/wiki/Ritalin

YES TAKING A FULL FUCKING GRAM OF RITALIN IS BAD. A GRAM IS 1000 MG RETARD. THAT IS MORE THAN 16 TIMES WHAT A HEAVY DOSE WOULD BE. 16 HEAVY DOSES ALL AT ONCE. ARE YOU DUMB?

Jesus fucking christ do some research PLEASE. You know how the OP has a bunch of links? FUCKING USE THEM RETARD. >>81727324 (OP) how the fuck do you lack so much common sense, i WISH i could believe that you're just posting bait but i entirely believe you could genuinely be this stupid and unable to do your own research cuz you never thought to look shit up yourself

>>81753944
Why do underage fags even abuse rit its not even recreational and doesnt produce euphoria

>>81753951
because they're autistic and feel drawn to drugs despite knowing fuck all about it, so they get their first little drug from the doctor (ritalin) and they get all excited because: omg wow! they've seen ppl in the MOVIES crush up pills and snort them!! they've seen ppl talk about TAKING PILLS on insta reels and tiktok fyp and their fav artists make songs about drugs! exciting! and now they have a real stimulant drug wowowoww!!!
but they know NOTHING about drugs. they are a baby. and the worst fucking part is that they are likely so hyped up about their baby drug that they placebo themselves into getting high but it's probably the adrenaline from the nervousness of "taking a drug" cuz that's a big deal even though..it's just fucking ritalin...
GOD AT LEAST BUY SOME FUCKING ROBOCOUGH AND DO DXM LIKE A REAL TEEN TRYING TO GET HIGH, I GOT MORE RESPECT FOR THAT SHIT

some people just do not deserve to do drugs, i swear to god some people really need to be gatekept away from this shit cuz they could not handle it

WDs are no joke, I did oxy for basically two weeks straight and spent 3 days vomiting and cold sweating. I can't imagine how bad this would be if I was using for months / years.

Does anyone really smoke cannabis for recreation? It's great as legitimate aid but I can't see the recreational aspects of it.

>>81752484
I looked through advertisement channels until I found one that actually was selling drugs, then looked at which vendors that one reccomends, until I have access to most things.

>>81754273
I nuke my brain with THC almost everyday out of sheer boredom.
I feel like I could either stop or not do it as much but why if I can afford to smoke every day in large amounts?

>>81750508
Pretty explosive for me. Drinking already disorientates but puts me in a good mood and the weed only amplifies it whilst making me lose track of how much I'm downing. Crazy fun nights I barely recall everytime.

>>81750508
Pretty explosive for me. Drinking already disorientates but puts me in a good mood and the weed only amplifies euphoria whilst making me lose track of how much I'm downing. Crazy fun nights I barely recall everytime.

>>81752603
Video games and junk food are the easiest distractions that take less willpower.

>>81754293
>out of sheer boredom
>but why if I can afford to smoke every day in large amounts?
But what do you get out of it?

>>81750508
Weed makes alcohol recreational.
Honestly most drugs do.

>>81754445
>But what do you get out of it?
It makes shitty content entertaining.

>>81750508
>>81754416
>>81754451
Once youve tried hard drugs booze + weed is boring as fuck and just feels like I'm poisoning myself

>>81754462
I'm never touching stims for this reason and many more.

>>81754488
Not just stims, opis, psychs, mdma all blow booze and weed out of the water

>>81754461
>It makes shitty content entertaining.
So this is why I spend my whole days baked.

>>81754495
They really don't. Different people have different preferences.

>>81754495
Depends, can't say whether MDMA is better because I never tried it however:
>Opis
True at first, your first few opiate highs will mog almost every prior drug experience you've had, however as you go on, the enjoyment falls off and you start being sick and cold all the time.
>Psychs
Trvke since my best drug experiences were on psychedelics, A shame you don't get a "peak human experience" trip everytime.
Getting crossfaded is appealing because it just works.

>>81746965
THC shortens REM sleep, which leads to memory problems. Better to smoke once every 3-7 days.

>>81754593
When I get crossfaded I just wish I was on better drugs. It's really depressing

Do CBD gummies actually lower anxiety? Or is it just that they don't raise anxiety much?

>>81755734
CBD feels a lot like microdosing shrooms to me but with none of the enhanced creativity/thoughtfulness, just like a general reduction in anxiety

>>81746965
it messes with my sleep i guess which affects everything
i'm still holding on tho
will continue until i run out

>>81755743
That sounds pretty nice, I think I'd like that.

>didn't lose money with Arch
>lucky.jpg
>went to Abacus
>lost money

>>81755743
Do I need some special form of CBD? It's never done anything for me.

>didn't lose money with Arch
>lucky.jpg
>went to Abacus
>got in just before the exit scam
>superlucky.jpg

Young Jewish Milf Ass In Her See-Thru Skirt With Da Panty Linings On on Avenue M Carrying Her Little Kid To The Kosher Fish Shop

What's the max amount of substances you were on at once?
Here's my list:
>One hit of acid
>Tons of weed from a dry herb vaporizer
>Oxycodone 20 mg
>Xanax 0,5 mg
I wonder how much you can truly do without losing consciousness.

>>81756877
one time I took
>5 tabs of acid
>300mg edibles
>6mg bromazolam
dont remember much from that trip but I went out for one of my classic 20 mile walks and I was caught in a torrential rain downpour that's all I remember

>>81727324 (OP)
I'm at the gym off of pregabalin, gabapentin, hydroxyzine and weed
Im such a squatcel

>>81756966
>and I was caught in a torrential rain downpour
crazy shit always happens when you're on acid I swear.

>>81754281

Thanks anon, do you mean like a channel with general local advertisements?
Also what are the prices and reliability?

ermmmmm anyone here like ermm drinking beer and smoking weed?

Is 800mg of heroin a day a lot if I'm only snorting it? I mean I know it is a lot in a sense but, compared to a lot of other users that isn't too bad right?

>>81756996
Yr based. Based downers guy sedated boi

>>81757199
Yeah though a generic wtb/wts isn't as reliable and it's better if you find a channel that also has premium advertisements (where a vendor pays the guy running the channel to advertise them seperately)
Prices are pretty good and pharma opiates like oxy or morphine are the most expensive thing.
Reliability is usually good too since it's all online.

>>81753944
I am one of those retards
I took like 30 30mg pills at once
Being ER release probably saved my life
But I havent felt exactly great since
I never went to ER, probably should have

>>81753944
Please be patient my IQ is very low
I took a mega dose, and now I cannot take even low doses of ritalin
Do you think vyvanse would still work for me or have I destroyed the category of stimulants for myself?

>>81757550
Thanks playa, for ur positive vibes

>>81757973
vyvanse, the adhd medication SPECIFICALLY made to be impossible to abuse? anon... why do you only ask about the shittiest drugs for getting high with? i'm sure vyvanse would do exactly what it's for, and that is being a functional medicine, but you will not be able to abuse it
anyways vyvanse isn't technically in the same category as ritalin, ritalin is methylphenidate and it's a dopamine and norepinephrine reuptake inhibitor, whereas amphetamine (vyvanse is lisdexamfetamine, basically the body slowly turns it into amphetamine) is a dopamine releaser so they work in very different ways
you'd have much more fun if you could get some actual adderall so try to get your hands on that instead cuz vyvanse is NOT a drug for abusing

>>81758058
I dont wanna snort or abuse
I never did snort ritalin either
I just want something like ritalin before I ruined it for myself

>>81756471
Damn
This boi is wild

all the good weed vendors in my country disappeared after arche
i really fucking don't feel like being sober and i have already abused alcohol enough recently so might just buy opioids if they don't come back soon

Bros, if you suffer from constant drowsiness armodafinil is really good

>>81748285

Are you still there senpai?

Ugh today I was buying codeine once again (but don't have money I could spend on drugs anymore so I will have to stay sober since now) at a big pharmacy with several pharmacists selling at the same time. Thanks to bad luck I still ended up with the same lady that I bought from a few times recently and she gave me a look saying that she knows. I felt ashamed but l won't be buying codeine or dxm there for some time anyway

how big is risk of controlled dilivery really

The problem with wanting to relapse is where? Where could I do it? The most convenient options are actually the most uncomfortable, like squeezing it in on an overnight trip for work. It almost feels like I need to make way more money, to slowly gain access to free time and private space. Which, if I made that my goal, it would just look like improving my life. Nobody would know my secret motive. 2 years maybe of concentrated buildup and I would be good for it. Yeah Id wait that long.

>>81758810
Can't you do drugs at night?
My mom thinks I don't do drugs anymore when in reality I do them everyday and simply got better at hiding it.
It kinda hurts to lie about not doing opiates anymore.

I wish there was a vomiting for porn. Like if I accidentally swallow 4 thousand calories in 30 minutes, of shit thats going to make me feel sick for 12 hours, I just vomit and cancel it. You cant do that for accidentally watching porn for 30 minutes.

>>81759502
What happens when you accidentally watch porn?

Anyone has experience with brown H from DNMs? The prices per gram vary a lot from 20 eurobucks up to as much as 60, but is purity that much different?

>>81759643
While the color isn't a strict indicator, look into the difference between the base (otherwise known as #3) and salt (otherwise known as #4) form of heroin. It effects absorption/viability depending on the ROA.

Is what this anon says true?
>>77690690

>>81760159

Yes, but all the listings I mentioned are #3 brown heroin, #4 is rare here in Yurop.

I know a lot of people don't like the taste of kratom, but I find that it's more enjoyable as a tea, enjoyed over time rather than something you shotgun all at once.

>>81760323
If they are all listed as the same thing then I assume the only differences come down to vendor decision and purity. Kinda like the same issue with all other substances probably. Then again I lack experience with DNM H so hopefully another anon can chime in.
>>81760168
Sounds true enough from the experience of other people I've seen and heard.
>>81760330
Do you flavor the tea with anything else? I assume it's not just hot water and clay flavor, right?

40mg diazepam x two shots x jasmine tea x hot water bottle kinda evening