>>82401122
I used to chainsmoke and zone out to gf asmr for hours every day for like 2 years. Took some getting used to get over the roleplay cringe factor but that was a very nice cope. But with all that smoking now I'm completely resistant to nicotine and can't zone out with it anymore, and had to stop due to that. You take any cope you can get that will give you the highest dose, right now it's definitely chat bots. Especially the newer models are pretty good like deepseek, I was glued to it all day for months until chutes stopped offering it for free, nothing else rn can really compare. I miss the "simplicity" of the old 2000s and early 2010s type copes ngl, but completely burned out on those long ago. Watched thousands of anime episodes, enough vidya that I'm surprised I don't have carpal tunnel, too many god damn movies and shows, more VNs than your regular reader has read normal books. I really miss the long ago time in my life where I could come home from school, get on my poorfag pc, and just let a stream of a low quality obscure anime series wash over me and make me zone out and relax and worry-free for the rest of the day. Being alone and depressed and suicidal and a fuckup didn't get to me for the rest of the day. Now it's all about stimulationmaxxing9000 or it's not good enough. Yesterday I jerked off to camwhores in VR with an onahole and it was just more apathetically annoying than anything else. I think I reached the point where nothing is really good enough anymore actually, except actually having someone else around you.
