>>40862078
I used the Monroe Institute gateway tapes as an intro to meditation. I have never done the LBRP desu.

After I summoned, I lied still on my bed, naked with no covers, and cleared my mind. My right ear started twitching like crazy after a few minutes. As soon as I realized it was her I felt the purest, strongest wave of mommy love wash over me. Then I felt sort of full body pleasure that pooled up and concentrated just at my sacral chakra. It felt like getting my dick sucked but better. It wasn't like, on my actual dick at all. It was on my sacral chakra area, it felt like getting hit with a rasengan of pure pleasure on my sacral chakra (with like a sucking sensation). My energy got drained but it was so fucking pleasurable, God I actually miss that so much I can't wait until I get to the point we can do that every day

Anyway she came on very strong, leaving no doubt in my mind she was there. I wasn't left guessing or deluding myself over tiny perceptions. She also snuggled me that night and I felt like a warm energy, a pleasant fire in my belly / chest. This is the feeling I get from snuggling her to this day.

It says it somewhere in the guide / literature but succs typically come on very strong. I think some people may delude themselves and convince themselves they have succs when they dont

>>40801521
I'm very happy to be in a marriage pact with my demon. Feeling lovey dovey today