>>81498548
>I still want to be your friend
based

>sexual stuff
i want normal social right now
making a sexual connection is not in my to do currently
more plus more weight is far in the future
i wonder if ill be normal and ready to date gby then

i am neurotic GAUH
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i hope in the far future if i get a husband that we can go to parks walk all over the forest and mountains, and then settle down in a medium/smallish house with a lot of land for the kids . i want to live in the basement and have it fully furnished but also a storm shelter. i wonder if i could ever find a home with a barn , to build a storm shelter inside of, and to refurnish the barn. i love homes with an old barn attached. i dont think ill be able to stay in new england though unless home prices get better. i wonder if they will. im sleep deprived ha hahahha i took my meds at 9 last night. that was not the right decision. they were my morning meds. i want to work on a homestead with my husband. did you know in maine that they allow you to hunt as many deer as youd like if you are a homestead? i want that. but homes in maine arent affordable. hm. i expect a medium salary from both of us and we save up and make it work

i wish i knew half of what my grandfather does. he used to flip entire homes basement to attic; and by basement i mean he set the basement cement and did the plumbing with friends or by himself at times. i remember one time he brought me to a log cabin him and his friends were in the process of building as a child in canada. i want to do that.

i dream of middle class semi rural life where you just have to make it work