>>81479089
you're stuck in a social circle full of hylic retards
plenty of normal people exist but not where you are

my wife's family are all <100iq rural people with no interests or hobbies (except her, she's wonderful)
my family is all >100iq and almost all work in education and have several outdoor hobbies and rich fulfilling lives
if I hadn't dragged her out of her small town she'd be stuck in much the same way that you are now, surrounded by banal people who mock her for being smarter and having interests

you have to find some escape rope, like going to college or finding someone on a dating app who can help you get away from where you are
my sister-in-law has just recently done the same thing, escaped from her family through a guy on tinder
now instead of working graveyard shifts at the gas station they're going kayaking and hiking every weekend and she lives in the city with him

there are people with souls out there you just have to find them somehow