>>81922706
all of my childhood memories are embarrassing. i was a pantsshitter until like age 10. i spent all my time online before it was the norm. i hyperfixate on random topics / people / things for random chunks of time. i cant hold a job unless i work 20 or less hours per week, usually once i start hitting 20 hrs i start not wanting to go to work though so it typically is lower than that. i dont understand a lot of things in the moment only to look back and realise that i didnt understand and was being unintentionally rude in the moment. i dont have my own personality because i have constant personality phases due to obsessing over people or things. i have a compulsion to overshare and then regret it. my whole life is a compilation of embarrassing moments.