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I don't really have active hobbies, I just read about my interests online, I just stopped enjoying doing things like that long time ago which was also one of the reasons I started using.

I am a polyaddict and at this point I have used drugs from all major groups except deliriants and in retrospect I don't really have a favourite. Weed is probably the only one that I have nostalgic memories about. The first time I seriously got into weed when I was on a shitty multi-day stim comedown, weed fixed it, I then used it daily for like three weeks and this time seriously feels so comfy in my memory.

I like opioids too and my first drug other than alcohol was codeine, sadly in recent years they just don't work. I get no euphoria at all or very little and it was even like that with morphine and H. Other drugs at least work at all, though not really well. I've been thinking a lot about it and the only explaination that when opioids worked I have been on SSRIs for a year and when they didn't work I was on other meds or nothing. I am on the same SSRI again (but not as long as then) so we will see.

I did DXM and ket, not really a fan of either but DXM was not pleasant at all.