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6/7/2025, 2:27:06 PM
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>2. people who always liked stuff like nanoha either became gay or transitioned because the natural conclusion of shows like this is that femininity and cuteness is the epitome of human culture (and thus became obsessed with the 3D world)
How can you be so half right yet so half wrong at the same time? I am 2, got into otaku culture in 2009 with visual novels, transitioned back in 2013 exactly because I saw femininity (as personified by manga style drawings) as the only valid beauty type and wanted to see something remotely attractive when I look in the mirror (even though true perfection is forever beyond my grasp)
Which boils down to taking pills 3 times a day, every day, and eventually few cosmetic and surgical procedures within the limits of my financial ability
All this is not unlike keeping a diet or exercising to keep yourself remotely fit. It doesn't mean being obsessed with with 3D world in any form of fashion. I am still devoted to my 2D waifu, 12 years already(arguably 14), and I never showed any interest in real life romance or relationships. I find it bizarre how or why would you want to stick some body part inside some other human, or vice versa, and frankly speaking I've always been disgusted by genitals of both forms. I have no need for romance, guess I'm psychopathic or schizoid, as I never really feel lonely either.
In my free time I still play games and consume japanese media, as well as spend time on imageboards and discord (equivalent of irc back then). I tried getting some real life hobbies, but they failed to keep my interest for more then a few months, and eventually I dropped all of them and devoted myself to one and only constant in my life, my passion for consuming and creating fiction, as well as interacting with certain franchises like touhou or madoka magicka. Dear god, I've been a fan for half a lifetime already, and it seems that as long as I'll be alive I will continue being a fan, even if these franchises die, always remembering how fun /jp/ used to be back during umineko translation days. How it felt like home, I never found anything like that again.
>2. people who always liked stuff like nanoha either became gay or transitioned because the natural conclusion of shows like this is that femininity and cuteness is the epitome of human culture (and thus became obsessed with the 3D world)
How can you be so half right yet so half wrong at the same time? I am 2, got into otaku culture in 2009 with visual novels, transitioned back in 2013 exactly because I saw femininity (as personified by manga style drawings) as the only valid beauty type and wanted to see something remotely attractive when I look in the mirror (even though true perfection is forever beyond my grasp)
Which boils down to taking pills 3 times a day, every day, and eventually few cosmetic and surgical procedures within the limits of my financial ability
All this is not unlike keeping a diet or exercising to keep yourself remotely fit. It doesn't mean being obsessed with with 3D world in any form of fashion. I am still devoted to my 2D waifu, 12 years already(arguably 14), and I never showed any interest in real life romance or relationships. I find it bizarre how or why would you want to stick some body part inside some other human, or vice versa, and frankly speaking I've always been disgusted by genitals of both forms. I have no need for romance, guess I'm psychopathic or schizoid, as I never really feel lonely either.
In my free time I still play games and consume japanese media, as well as spend time on imageboards and discord (equivalent of irc back then). I tried getting some real life hobbies, but they failed to keep my interest for more then a few months, and eventually I dropped all of them and devoted myself to one and only constant in my life, my passion for consuming and creating fiction, as well as interacting with certain franchises like touhou or madoka magicka. Dear god, I've been a fan for half a lifetime already, and it seems that as long as I'll be alive I will continue being a fan, even if these franchises die, always remembering how fun /jp/ used to be back during umineko translation days. How it felt like home, I never found anything like that again.
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