I took Morphine and i didint feel euphoric, is it because im enligtened by years of meditation? And it all it did made me little bit sleepy. By Beeing enlightened i feel like im high all the time,

Im buying 200mg Codeine every day from pharmacy. Am i a druggie? It cost me total 10 USD. Am i the same as heroin fentanyl and meth addict? I literally buy it legally OTC for pain