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7/15/2025, 11:43:09 PM
>be repressed bifag
>self-loathing and in denial about my gay urges
>freshman year of college
>roommate ends up being a stupidly cute twink
>also the first openly gay guy I've ever met IRL
>so I start 'mirin him and having a lot of confused/guilty feelings
>which gets even more confusing when I notice him 'mirin me back
>of course I react to this in a very mature, rational, level-headed way
>by erratically swinging between homophobic bullying and awkward "lol just kidding no homo" flirtation
>which included finding excuses to flaunt my body in front of him, only to accuse him of creeping on me whenever I got a reaction
>came to a head one night when I came back from a party drunk and horny
>I see my roommate in bed with his laptop, looking flushed
>realize I just walked in on him jerking off
>and some inhibition in me finally gives way
>I don't even remember saying anything
>I just crawl into bed with him and start aggressively feeling him up
>he freaks out and struggles a bit
>but not that much, especially once I stick my tongue down his throat
>I "let"/make him suck me off for a while
>feels amazing, but I'm too drunk to cum from it
>so after a bit I push him onto his stomach and pin him down
>he freaks out a bit more when he realizes he's about to get fucked
>but after I try and fail to stick it in, he nervously directs me to some lube
>he whimpers the whole time I fuck him
>I'm rough and selfish about it
>blow my load up his ass without even asking if it's okay
>post-cum regret and guilt hits me like a tidal wave
>I end up hugging him and crying and apologizing a bunch
>he tells me it's okay and lets me cuddle him while I drunkenly complain about all my sexual guilt and confusion
>give him an apology handjob and then pass out on him
So anyway, that's how I got with my first boyfriend. Defintely not my finest moment.
>self-loathing and in denial about my gay urges
>freshman year of college
>roommate ends up being a stupidly cute twink
>also the first openly gay guy I've ever met IRL
>so I start 'mirin him and having a lot of confused/guilty feelings
>which gets even more confusing when I notice him 'mirin me back
>of course I react to this in a very mature, rational, level-headed way
>by erratically swinging between homophobic bullying and awkward "lol just kidding no homo" flirtation
>which included finding excuses to flaunt my body in front of him, only to accuse him of creeping on me whenever I got a reaction
>came to a head one night when I came back from a party drunk and horny
>I see my roommate in bed with his laptop, looking flushed
>realize I just walked in on him jerking off
>and some inhibition in me finally gives way
>I don't even remember saying anything
>I just crawl into bed with him and start aggressively feeling him up
>he freaks out and struggles a bit
>but not that much, especially once I stick my tongue down his throat
>I "let"/make him suck me off for a while
>feels amazing, but I'm too drunk to cum from it
>so after a bit I push him onto his stomach and pin him down
>he freaks out a bit more when he realizes he's about to get fucked
>but after I try and fail to stick it in, he nervously directs me to some lube
>he whimpers the whole time I fuck him
>I'm rough and selfish about it
>blow my load up his ass without even asking if it's okay
>post-cum regret and guilt hits me like a tidal wave
>I end up hugging him and crying and apologizing a bunch
>he tells me it's okay and lets me cuddle him while I drunkenly complain about all my sexual guilt and confusion
>give him an apology handjob and then pass out on him
So anyway, that's how I got with my first boyfriend. Defintely not my finest moment.
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