Im probablly doomed to never being able to get a boyfriend. Im just too much of a loser. Im far too weak to be a masculine dude but im too fucking tall and my shoulders are too wide for me to be a femboy, although I really wish I was one. So no man would want me for my body, but maybe theyd like me for my personality? Wrong, im too much of a socially inept autistic loser. Ive never had a male friend since elementary school, so if I cant even befriend a guy then it will be impossible for me to make one fall in love with me. Its so over.