>>529363092
>Fuck my gay femcel baka life
>All of this dating talk reminding me that I'm definitely getting ghosted because the high value male I've been talking to probably had a wake up call while away on irl business and realized I am not long term or take home to your parents material
>>inb4 slut
>Too autistic to have sex with just anyone, I'm super picky as it is due to mostly finding fictional boys attractive
>My body count is less than 5, my value is tanked because I don't have any family, extremely unstable abusive upbringing, no college degree, and I've stayed too depressed to make money at the one thing I have a talent for so I have been working a dead end job
>Either I will get it together on my own or I will eventually fucking kill myself
>I can't expect anyone to save me from my own life for free when I refuse to have kids and I can't cook and I'm not a good housekeeper either
>I'm not entitled to anyone loving me, I need to provide some sort of incentive for someone to give a fuck and I've known this since I was a child
>I'm essentially just a pretty paperweight, my looks are all I have, and then seeing boys talking in here about how they don't even care if a girl is fat or above 30 (I'm not saying my age but I'm around that)
>I really thought maybe I could be loved this time but I'm just a busted up car, a salvaged title, and that's all I'll ever be to any guy I find attractive
>I'd just be a burden anyway
>My goal isn't to be happy, I just need the suffering the stop for a minute please fucking god
you said it yourself. you're aiming for high value males, while being low value. so stop. you're not a princess, and won't get a prince.
at most, you can "settle" for someone who'll settle for you. and if you guys can let go of your desires, you might even be happy with what you have.