>>81447295
>Seems like you all know each other, sorry to intrude but I have nobody to talk to.
you could say that. ^^ don't worry, though. everyone was new to the thread at some point. only issue it that the thread sometimes dies before we can reply.

>My marriage has failed and I am back and forth on managing to function and wanting to just lose it and hurt myself again.
very sorry to hear that it didn't work out. that must be a very stressful situation, so i can't blame you for wanting to fall back on selfharm, though i hope you'll be able to overcome that urge.

>I didn't see it that way, but I guess those few instances early on really messed things up. He never truly forgave me for it. Even after I completely stopped and matured, it still hung over him and soured our relationship.
hm. sounds wild to let a relationship go that far when there's so much resentment going on, but i guess it festered slowly until it got the the breaking point. again, sorry this is happening to you.

>I don't plan to give in, even though at times it is completely overwhelming. I'm trying to just put it all in God's hands, because I am not nearly strong enough to bear this on my own, and I am on my own...
we're definitely rooting for you and you can always stop by and tell us how things are going for you, ok?

>>81452362
hi catbro! :>

>wasup?
not much today. just went to work and that's about it. i'm a bit sore from my workout yesterday. usual streamer is having a "solo leveling" sponsored segment right now, so i'm not sure what i should watch instead. :/ how was your day?

>>81452526
hey anon! you could try to make it harder by getting rid of whatever you use to do it, so there's always a bit more of a hurdle.