Thread 81452362

Thread for discussions about self harm and mutual support

wasup?
>How are you doing today?
>Any plans for today?
>When was the last time you hurt yourself?
>Why did you hurt yourself?
>Is there anything bothering you right now?

Here's a bunch of helpful links

> long list of self harm alternatives (thank you muddy):
https://imgur.io/a/7Q2zgw7

> first aid post cuting:
https://www.lifesigns.org.uk/first-aid-for-self-injury-and-self-harm/

> wound care guide:
https://docs.google.com/document/d/1CsvJs8qNCVkHWHKekMSmCn6qn0GBEcgnq9fIqlA6Uv0/mobilebasic

>a bpd workbook:
https://d-pdf.com/book/1781/read

> bpd Information Book (anon said it's exceptionally good)
https://annas-archive.org/md5/e678a1e6375e512f483a04e8291c9183

>a bdbt (dialectical behavioral therapy)
workbook is intended for BPD but can work for anyone:
https://cursosdepsicologia.com.ar/wp-content/uploads/2021/05/THEDIA1.pdf

Please don't post any drastic images and if you have to, spoiler them

i did it again
Why is it so easy to relapse

>>81452526
Hello anon
>did it again
sorry to hear that
but it don't beat yourself up about it
relapses are pretty much inevitable they will happen from time to time, but if you keep trying not to uurt yourself over time they'll happen less often
for how long were you clean this time?

There's nothing gay with wanting to hug /cat/

I did relapse last night, but that was after like a few weeks so I'm super happy ^^

>>81452362 (OP)
heya cat ^^.
>wasup
nothing really just chilling with a friend. what about you?

>>81452526
hey anon. addiction is truly the worst, and relapse does sadly come with addiction. stay strong.

>>81452629
And neither is kissing /cat/

>>81452737
And so on and so forth :3

Hiiii, sorry for not writing yesterday (super busy TwT)

>>81452362 (OP)
>wasup?
Not much just playing some mc ^^
Hiii cat, how are you?
How was your day?

>>81452526
>i did it again
Sorry to hear that :/ make sure you clean it properly!!


But hey!! I'm finally done with school!!! :D So gonna spend the summer chilling with a friend or bedrotting :p

>>81452729
>I did relapse last night
Awh :c im sorry that happened. you feeling okay now?
>just chilling with a friend
I hope you have fun!! :D
how was ur day gator?

>>81452629
There's nothing gay with wanting to hug anyone anon
how's your day?

>>81452729
Heyo ali
>did relapse last night, but that was after like a few weeks
hey good job :D
hope the next one happens after even more weeks or not at all!
>nothing really just chilling with a friend. what about you?
oo sounds nice :]
whatcha doing together?
>about you?
went to the bakery today to get a little cake oh also had to do a presentation
and now just chilling watching stuff on my phone
might play some hl2

>>81452800
Hiya Meowster :3
>sorry for not writing
ow it's okay you're not obligated to be here every day, just when you can and feel like it, but it's nice when you are :>
>Not much just playing some mc ^^
again with a friend?
have fun oh and if you wanna share any builds feel free
>How was your day?
probably good
I had to do a small project presentation today and I luckily passed it, after that I went on a bike ride to the bakery and got a little treat
Now I'm thinking about playing some hl2
>I'm finally done with school!!!
wooo :D
>chilling with a friend or bedrotting :p
that's all good as long as you enjoy it ^^
but if you get bored maybe you could for example go on a walk?

>>81453010
>There's nothing gay with wanting to hug anyone anon
But what about kissing you?
>how's your day?
My blood-test results came back. I'm nlt diabetic and my cholesterol is fine but my doctor suspects fatty liver.

>>81453074
>what about kissing you?
no kissing allowed !
>blood-test results came back. I'm nlt diabetic and my cholesterol is fine
phew
>doctor suspects fatty liver.
is that alcohol related??

>>81453100
>no kissing allowed !
But why? :(
>is that alcohol related??
Possibly. I'm actually surprised that my blood-test wasn't a complete disaster. I thought I was dying.

hey whats up everyone, just woke up and already hate the world again.

>>81452800
>Awh :c im sorry that happened.
oh I'm all good <3
>you feeling okay now?
yea I'm okay. definitely helps I'm chilling with a really sweet friend.
>hope you have fun!! :D
thanks and you too with whatever you decide to do ^^.
>how was ur day gator?
it was okay basically just woke up took a shower and chilled. you?

>>81453010
>next one happens after even more weeks or not at all!
yea that would be really awesome!
>whatcha doing together?
playing a game rn.
>bakery today to get a little cake oh also had to do a presentation
Oo that sounds nice, was the cake good? and did the bakery smell good I imagine they smell amazing! and hope the presentation went well <3.
>chilling watching stuff on my phone
might play some hl2
sounds nice and have fun if you do!

>>81453232
good morning <3. and I hope the world gives you a easy day then

>>81453074
Thanks :]
>again with a friend?
Yeahhh he's chill ^^
>if you wanna share any builds
Sure!!! We did switch to playing some obby game on roblox though lol
>i luckily passed it
hey congratz!!! ^^
>i went on a bike ride to the bakery
oooo what'd you get?
>thinking about playing some hl2
okay^^ hope you have fun!! never beat the whole game myself, but I played it in co-op :p
>woo :D
Yeahh ^^
>you could for example go on a walk?
Yeahhh, if I get bored I'll just skate or go urban exploring desu ^^

You go to uni right cat? Idk how the semesters and breaks work where you are but I hope you get some time for relaxation atleast :p

>>81453334
>chilling with a really sweet friend
great ^^ hope you have fun then!!
>took a shower and chilled. you?
went to school, had my two exams, they went super well btw :D
you got any plans for today then?

>>81453232
Goodmorning!! hope you slept good and that you have a good day then ^^

The only thing in this world I care about is my family.
My only goal is to ensure their health and safety.
If there is a problem in the world that does not effect them then it isn't a problem to me.

I couldn't care less about the climate, about gun violence, and about disasters.
As long as my family is safe, I will not care about anything.

To care about anything effect another part of the world is essentially saving humans from themselves.
No one else was there to save me when I was raped, when my sister was harassed. Why should I give a shit about their issues when no one but my family was there for me?

I haven't cared about anything for a long time
I'm planning to kill myself after my mother dies

>>81453127
>But why? :(
you are... friendzoned :0
>Possibly
most likely I'd guess
>thought I was dying.
I think that common with livers
like in boxing you can you make someone pass out if you get them in their liver

>>81453232
Heyo chev
>already hate the world again.
sorry to hear you're not too well
do you think it's something that'll pass on it's own?

>>81453334
>that would be really awesome!
well bestest of luck fren!
>playing a game rn.
what u playing?
>nice, was the cake good
yep it was a cake with whipped creams and strawberries in jelly
very tasty
>imagine they smell amazing!
not that time I couldn't smell much but they smell really nice in the mornings usually when there's fresh stuff
>hope the presentation went well <3
thank you
I passed and that's what matters :D
>and have fun if you
placed some very cool fighter jet map

>>81453388
cute pic
is that your picture? :0
>Thanks :]
np
>Yeahhh he's chill ^^
do you play other many games too?
I used to have a friend with whom I'd play toons of unturned and scrap mechanic
>Sure!!!
okay c:
>switch to playing some obby game on roblox
that's very fun too
>congratz!!! ^^
thanks
I barely passed heh but that's how it always goes for me
>what'd you get?
a strawberry cake with whipped cream :D
>have fun!!
I surely will, It's my favorite game of all time and I even make maps for it
>if I get bored I'll just skate or go urban exploring
cool, I wish I could skate around where I live but the streets are too rough and there's no fun spots
I like urban exploring too, been to a cool tall cement making place last year
>go to uni right cat?
yep
>you get some time for relaxation
thank you but no worries this semester is very easy and it's about to end, and the next one starts in october ^^
though the next semester is going to be rough

>>81453707
Hey bib
are you living at your mom's house yet?
>planning to kill myself after my mother dies
let's hope that's not soon then

>>81447295
>Seems like you all know each other, sorry to intrude but I have nobody to talk to.
you could say that. ^^ don't worry, though. everyone was new to the thread at some point. only issue it that the thread sometimes dies before we can reply.

>My marriage has failed and I am back and forth on managing to function and wanting to just lose it and hurt myself again.
very sorry to hear that it didn't work out. that must be a very stressful situation, so i can't blame you for wanting to fall back on selfharm, though i hope you'll be able to overcome that urge.

>I didn't see it that way, but I guess those few instances early on really messed things up. He never truly forgave me for it. Even after I completely stopped and matured, it still hung over him and soured our relationship.
hm. sounds wild to let a relationship go that far when there's so much resentment going on, but i guess it festered slowly until it got the the breaking point. again, sorry this is happening to you.

>I don't plan to give in, even though at times it is completely overwhelming. I'm trying to just put it all in God's hands, because I am not nearly strong enough to bear this on my own, and I am on my own...
we're definitely rooting for you and you can always stop by and tell us how things are going for you, ok?

>>81452362 (OP)
hi catbro! :>

>wasup?
not much today. just went to work and that's about it. i'm a bit sore from my workout yesterday. usual streamer is having a "solo leveling" sponsored segment right now, so i'm not sure what i should watch instead. :/ how was your day?

>>81452526
hey anon! you could try to make it harder by getting rid of whatever you use to do it, so there's always a bit more of a hurdle.

>>81453920
Hello yuanon
>went to work and that's about it.
and that's okay
>sore from my workout yesterday
hopefully it goes away before the next workout
>segment right now, so i'm not sure what i should watch instead. :/
damn
what about the guy you told me about yesterday?
> how was your day?
had to do a small project presentation today and I luckily passed it, after that I went on a bike ride to the bakery and got a little treat and played some hl2

>>81453791
>you are... friendzoned :0
Catgoddess is finally being blunt with me. That hurt but I really do want to stop obsessing over you. It's the fact that you are a catboy. So cute.

>>81453819
>are you living at your mom's house yet?
Since a little over a week now

>>81452729
hey gator! :D

>I did relapse last night, but that was after like a few weeks so I'm super happy ^^
glad you can see it as progress and i'm sure you'll be able to stay away from it for even longer this time. was there a reason you relapsed? if you wanna talk about it, that is.

>>81452800
hi meowster!

>sorry for not writing yesterday (super busy TwT)
no worries. glad you found your way here, again, though. :> how are you doing? did you have a nice day?

>>81453074
>I'm nlt diabetic and my cholesterol is fine but my doctor suspects fatty liver.
that's a relief. hope you get that liver under control, though. had to deal with that myself about 10 years ago. best of luck!

>>81453232
good evening, chev! just woke up and already hate the world again.
that's usually how i feel after a nap as well. ^^' what got you down, buddy?

>>81453707
hey bibbit! good to see you again, friend.

>I couldn't care less about the climate, about gun violence, and about disasters. As long as my family is safe, I will not care about anything.
i feel you. i think most people do. if stuff doesn't affect you personally or the people you care about, it's hard to take action on behalf of others. especially when you had to go through a lot like you did. not everything has to be your fight.

>I'm planning to kill myself after my mother dies
hope you find something worth living for until then.

>>81453989
>hopefully it goes away before the next workout
it should. i have to find some different time for it this week anyway. saturday i'll be visiting my brother for his birthday. maybe i'll just work out on sunday then.

>what about the guy you told me about yesterday?
already watched some stuff earlier today. i'll just check who else is on, i guess.

>had to do a small project presentation today and I luckily passed it
no luck involved at all. just tried and tested catbro skill. (*^*)9

>after that I went on a bike ride to the bakery and got a little treat and played some hl2
well deserved.

hey, dumb mentally ill retard, maybe if your threads keep archiving after 30 replies, and you have to make a new one every other hour, maybe you should stop posting your garbage

>>81453388
>hope you have fun then!!
thanks I always do with them <3.
>had my two exams, they went super well btw :D
omg good job that's wonderful! exams seem awful so good job!
>you got any plans for today then?
not really, besides playing with my friend. how about you?

>>81453707
I think that's fair to just care and focus on the things around you, there's no real point with trying to change stuff that's super out of your control.

>>81453791
>well bestest of luck fren!
thanks cat ^^
>what u playing?
terria it's fun.
>was a cake with whipped creams and strawberries in jelly
Ooo that sounds super nice and tasty. strawberries and whipped cream is the best combo ever :3
>they smell really nice in the mornings
oh okay that's good they can smell nice some of the time at least. I'd love to go in one right after they baked stuff.
>passed and that's what matters :D
good job!! super smart as always :)
>placed some very cool fighter jet map
that's fun. fighter jet are super cool and stuff. I always play with them in games if I can.

>>81454138
heya yuanon :]
>stay away from it for even longer this time.
yea probably, as long as I'm not a idiot or anything hehe.
>was there a reason you relapsed?
mainly just hating myself and my body so the usual lol
>if you wanna talk about it, that is.
it's boring and old news. how are you doing today tho?

>>81453791
>cute pic, is it yours?
indeed it is, sadly not my cat
my cat doesn't pose very often lol
btw you have any pets?
>you play many games?
I play a lot ^^ mainly minecraft, roblox, and random co op games. hbu?
>I'd play tons of unturned and scrap mechanic
I loooooooooove unturned it's a really cool game ^^ I used to play a lot of unturnov on there. (Still do sometimes)
>I barely passed heh
same- I barely passed a lot of my classes this year, my grades really reflected my relapse.
>a strawberry cake
Ooooooooo that sounds amazing ^^ is it your fav? Mine is something called princess cake, pretty popular in my country.
>its my fav game oat and i even make maps for it
oooo cool :0 would love to try one then. I once tried making a custom map for gmod after play cry of fear and it went horribly. TwT
>I wish I could skate around where I live
sameee, I live on the countryside so i have to skate in the city, which is like every other day after school. But now with summer break idk.
>been to a cool tall cement making place last year
oooo would love to see :D I'm going to an abandoned oil mountain where they used to store fuel and stuff, it's kinda cool. Going there in maybe a month.
>yep
what you studying? ^^ if i may ask that is
>this semester is easy, new one in october
Oh okay that's nice! i hope next semester is easier than you expect :p

Did you play hl2? if so how was it? ^^

>>81454138
Hii yuanon!! how are you?
>how are you doing?
Amazing actually, passed my exams and now I'm on summer break ^^ plus I'm chilling with a friend rn
What about you?

>>81454160
>that's wonderful!
Thanks :D i feel good
>how about you? (got any plans?)
Yeah just play with my friend aswell and maybe clean my room if I get the chance..
>>81453334
also cute pic ^^

>>81454138
>hope you find something worth living for until then.
Thank you but I doubt it

>>81454160
>yea probably, as long as I'm not a idiot or anything hehe.
you should be save, then. :>

>the usual lol
i see. at least nothing else bad happened.

>it's boring and old news.
alright. let's leave it at that.

>how are you doing today tho?
i'm a bit tired and bored, but other than that, the day's been fine so far. just went to work, got home and that's about it.

>>81454279
>how are you?
i'm good. tired and bored, but good. not much going on today, though.

>Amazing actually, passed my exams
let's gooo! :D well done, fren.

>now I'm on summer break ^^ plus I'm chilling with a friend rn
enjoy your break. you earned it. are you two having a good time?

>What about you?
just lying on the couch and watching some stream. guy's just playing some solo leveling slasher game for a sponsored segment, but i'm too lazy to search for something else. ^^'

>>81454441
>Thank you but I doubt it
that's fair. i'll be rooting for you anyway if that's ok.

>>81454002
>It's the fact that you are a catboy. So cute.
I understand that, cat ears and tail are just too adorable

>>81454046
>Since a little over a week now
nice :D
I remember you was excited about it
adorable pic btw

>>81454138
>have to find some different time for it this
or maybe you could rest this time and not do it
>my brother for his birthday
oo hope u all have a fun party
>i'll just check who else is on, i guess.
best of luck finding something nice
I have been struggling too since charborg hasn't streamed in liek a month
>just tried and tested catbro skill. (*^*)9
of course :3
>well deserved
I also got some ice cream but I didn't eat it today
it'll wait for tomorrow

>>81452362 (OP)
I cut myself for the first time today. I think this is a good way to start feeling something. I genuinely can't feel emotion unless it's extremely intense anger or sadness. Then I fall apart.

>>81454159
>31st reply :3

>>81454160
>terria it's fun
terraria?
oo I haven't played it in a long while
>that sounds super nice and tasty.
oh ye :D
>I'd love to go in one right after they baked stuff.
you think you'll get to do that some day soon?
>super smart as always :)
hehe thank you
I barely passed B3
>always play with them in games if I can.
I haven't played a game with one in a long time, I think I played battlefield then

>>81454279
>indeed it is
awww it's super cute
>sadly not my cat
it's okay little guy needs privacy :]
>you have any pets?
no :<
but I might get a kitty one day when I move out
>I play a lot ^^
lately I've really just been playing half-life mods and that's about it
>I loooooooooove unturned
It's mostly dead now though, isn't it?
>barely passed a lot of my classes
at least you still got through them ^^
>is it your fav?
yes :D
>princess cake
when's the last time you had it?
looked it up, I'm not sure I've ever had it, looks tasty and super sugary
>oooo cool :0 would love to try one then.
haven't released any heh because mostly they're just places to walk around and not much else but I could send u a pic of one
>went horribly. TwT
probably because CoF is on a diffrent engine ^^
you remember what went wrong?
>live on the countryside
I see, yeah having to go out of your way for that sounds a bit irritating
>would love to see :D
oo I could send you a pic of that too :3
>Going there in maybe a month.
hope it's fun and you don't find any homeless ppl there
are you planning to take pictures?
>what you studying? ^^
IT and I do not like it at allll
but here I am
>hope next semester is easier than you expect :p
I am afraid it won't
I'm gonna have to do lots of crap since I failed a class last year and also we have like a graduation project to make
>Did you play hl2? if so how was it? ^^
I played a mod called Map Labs
it's a thing where multiple different creators make maps about a certain topic so there's a lot of variety

>>81454479
Hey anon
It might help for a bit but you'll start getting used to it over time and you'll have to do more and more extreme damage to feel satisfied
which is not a good thing
Have you tried other methods to help you feel something? like medication?

>>81454680
No. I think I might have some sort of mental illness but i'm too broke for a phycologist or whatever. I can't get medicine and i'm not becoming a junkie just to overdoes on fentanyl. I don't know how else I can feel something.

>>81454476
>or maybe you could rest this time and not do it
i think i'll just do a short one on thursday and leave it at that.

>oo hope u all have a fun party
thank you. we'll just go to a spanish restaurant, though. no party or anything like that. at least not with the family, but i'm sure he'll meet with some friends later as well.

>best of luck finding something nice
eh. i just left it on. i'm busy replying anyway. ^^'

>I have been struggling too since charborg hasn't streamed in liek a month
any clue why that is?

>it'll wait for tomorrow
i hope i can at some point reach your level of self-control :0

>>81454479
>I genuinely can't feel emotion unless it's extremely intense anger or sadness. Then I fall apart.
i'm similar in that regard. at this point i just strive to feel content. not as easy or addictive as being angry or sad, but a lot more stable. it's hard to accept that as the baseline for existing, though.

>>81454479
>I think this is a good way to start feeling something
This is one of the most common reasons people self harm

When you're constantly numb and life is dull, you will do almost anything to feel something. Even if it's pain

is this where I come to lovebomb needy emotionally vulnerable trannies?

>>81454763
>i'm too broke
I don't want you to hurt yourself anon but if you're going to donit anyway just remember that stitches and bandages cost money too

>>81454476
>I understand that, cat ears and tail are just too adorable
So how can I help myself?

>>81453334
hey gator!!
>hope the world gives you a easy day then
guess i can only pray for tomorrow then, today wasn't that great

>>81453388
heya meowster
>hope you slept good
i did sleep good which is suprising, just couldn't keep the thoughts away :(

>>81453791
heya cat its been a while
>do you think it's something that'll pass on it's own?
it remains to be seen desu. i can try my best atleast. I didn't see my friends
today so that probably has an effect too. the days are starting to become
unbearable again i'm afraid.

>>81454138
hey yua
>what got you down, buddy?
just the usual i'm afraid. it's hard to distract myself from the things going on
around me lately. the future isn't looking super bright right now.

>>81454279
>Thanks :D i feel good
that's great! you should feel amazing.
>my friend aswell and maybe clean my room if I get the chance
alrighty that sounds very nice. and good luck cleaning your room <3.
>also cute pic ^^
thanks all your cute cat pics are adorable as well.

>>81454474
>you should be save, then. :>
yea I will definitely do <3
>at least nothing else bad happened.
yea true would suck if something actually happened.
>i'm a bit tired and bored,
that's a shame then :/.
>just went to work, got home and that's about it.
oh does sound a bit uneventful. I hope your enjoying your time home at least.


>>81454622
>terraria?
yea ^^
>haven't played it in a long while
it's a very fun game so far.
>you think you'll get to do that some day soon?
maybe there's not any near me tho.
>barely passed B3
well all that matters is that you did pass.
>think I played battlefield then
old battlefield was very fun.

>>81455102
>can only pray for tomorrow then, today wasn't that great
aw sorry to hear that it wasn't good for you, but yea best to pray and I'll pray for you as well.

sleep time
night night frens
u're all very cool ^^

>>81454768
>think i'll just do a short one on thursday
just don't get sore again
>no party or anything like that
still a celebration :]
>just left it on. i'm busy replying anyway.
I understand
>any clue why that is?
nope, I guess just busy with something else
he's not really A steamer, he just streams
>hope i can at some point reach your level of self-control :0
hehe thank yuu :3
you sau that while working out till ur sore every weak and stretching!

>>81455083
>how can I help myself?
you could adopt a kityy one day c:

>>81455102
cute picture :3
>remains to be seen desu.
at least you can't say for sure it won't ^w^
>didn't see my friends today so that probably
that's very likely, when are you going to see your friends again?
>unbearable again i'm afraid.
I'm very sorry :<

>>81455124
>it's a very fun game so far.
isnit your first time playing?
>there's not any near me tho.
ow that sucks :/
>matters is that you did pass.
yep :D
>old battlefield was very fun.
which ones have you played???

>>81455102
>it's hard to distract myself from the things going on
i understand. what about calling it a day? maybe some sleep will do you good.

>the future isn't looking super bright right now.
sorry to hear that. i wish i could do something to lift your spirits a bit.

>>81455124
>would suck if something actually happened.
let's hope it won't. fingers crossed.

>that's a shame then :/
it's fine. just hard to feel energetic and to engage with stuff when i'm done with work. every night that i can talk to you guys is a good one by default.

>I hope your enjoying your time home at least
going to enjoy some bedtime now. ^^

>>81455155
sleep tight, fren. you're cool, too.

>just don't get sore again
i'll try not to, but no promises. :<

>still a celebration :]
yup. looking forward to it.

>he's not really A steamer, he just streams
i see. hope he'll return soon for your sake.

>while working out till ur sore every weak and stretching!
guess i'm used to that at this point :>

i should probably head to bed, too. good night, everyone! see you soon!

>>81455194
>that's very likely, when are you going to see your friends again?
i'll probably go see them tomorrow if im up for it. i've just been busy with
other things mainly like warhammer lore teehee and a tad bit of gaming when i have the motivation to do so, i do kinda miss seeing my friends lol

>>81455375
>maybe some sleep will do you good.
i'll probably go do that in a bit. waking up early might not be a bad idea.
>i wish i could do something to lift your spirits a bit.
its okay. nothing anyone can do rn. its mainly just my own insecurity and
boredom speaking rn. i might go read up on more lore or read a book if
i'm feeling up to it. haven't got the courage to touch my mini's yet tho. still
waiting till i can find a painting class

why si everyone so nice here

>>81455155
goodnight cat sweet dreams.

>>81455194
>isnit your first time playing?
yea it's my first but my friend is helping me through it well.
>which ones have you played???
mainly the ww1 and WW2 ones lol but also like 2042 and some others in forgetting the name. you?

>>81455375
>feel energetic and to engage with stuff when i'm done with work
aw that does sound pretty awful and annoying. work doesn't sound fun at all.
>talk to you guys is a good one by default.
aww that's very sweet everyone here is super lovely.
>going to enjoy some bedtime now. ^^
goodnight and sweet dreams yuanon <3.

>>81456077
because people deserve a place they can go to where there respected and stuff

>>81454474
>well done, fren.
Thanks ^^ i feel relieved
>enjoy your break, you two having a good time?
Thanks I will <3 and yea we had an amazing time ^^
>on the couch watching some stream
Sounds pretty chill, how was it?

>little guy needs privacy
yeahh, my cat likes sleeping in one of my closets/shelves. ^^
>might get a kitty one day
ooooooooo sounds like a plan tho :D
you know what you would name it?
>i've really just been playing half-life mods
ah okay well how do you like them?
>it's mostly dead now though, isn't it?
yeahhhh, not a lot of people play, maybe a few thousand though, im not sure.
>you still got through them ^^
yeah :D the important thing for me is just passing the class.
>when's the last time you had it?
probably a month or 2 ago.
>looks tasty and super sugary
It is!! :D If you eat it in moderate pieces that is.
>they're just places to walk around and not much else
Still sounds interesting!!
>I could send u a pic of one
Yeah sure!! :D
>you remember what went wrong?
Yeah I couldn't grasp whatever program was used to make actual maps, I was also pretty young at the time though so.
>sounds a bit irritating
yeahhh it is, i used to live in the capital and everything was so accesible, moved up north almost 2 years ago now.
>could send you a pic of that too :3
Yeah bet!!! :D
>hope it's fun and you don't find any homeless ppl
yeah me too ^^ and I doubt it, place isnt the best for living, it's pretty humid in there, and ventilation is a joke.
>studying IT
awh that sounds complex TwT I hope it was a productive study session :p
>failed a class and we have a graduation project
awh :/ sorry to hear abt the class but graduation project? that sounds interesting
>multiple creators make maps about a certain topic
Oooooo that sounds cool :0 that way you get each creators pros and cons to choose from.

>>81455124
>good luck cleaning your room <3
thanks <3 Shouldn't take too long
>all your cute cat pics are adorable as well
well thanks ig :p cats are always super cute!

>>81456460
Goodnight gator!!

And goodnight everyone!! I'm also going to bed soon <3

>>81456077
no reason to not be

good morning everyone, didn't sleep at all cus of being borderline obsessed
with something that was bothering me. i think i told yuanon about it, but ig i
wanna tell it here too. the whole concept of grooming and abuse (online or irl)
literally disturbs me to my very core and most of all that its pretty much never
addressed by anyone with power to do anything about it. its probably a very
complicated issue to solve, but definitely worth every single effort towards it, it
pisses me off that im aware about it, but there's nothing i can about it.

captcha was swamp lmao

just a quick morning bump. will reply in a minute

hate how these threads are so sanitized and formatted like this

>>81455498
did you find anything interesting to kill some time?

>>81456077
mostly because catbro fostered that kind of behavior since he started making these threads. he's been a very positive influence in a lot of peoples lives, i feel.

>>81456460
>that does sound pretty awful and annoying. work doesn't sound fun at all.
depends on what you do for a living and if you like it, i suppose. and even then it can still exhaust you. guess that's just how it works.

>goodnight and sweet dreams
same to you. see you later!

>>81457058
>i feel relieved
rightfully so, but no need to think about that stuff anymore, is there. :>

>we had an amazing time ^^
let's gooo! :D hope the rest of your summer break will follow suit.

>how was it?
honestly, not that good. guy was just playing some anime game for a sponsored segment, but i was too lazy to search for something else and busy replying anyways. just something to put on as background noise.

>>81458168
good morning, chev!

>didn't sleep at all cus of being borderline obsessed
hm. that's not good. sleep's really important to process and deal with whatever you're thinking about. will you be able to make up for the sleep you lost at some point?

>>81459233
that's ok, but i'd advise against hanging out in places that you know will make you mad. i'm sure there's more productive and fun stuff you could do instead.

>>81459233
what do you wish they looked like?

good morning, I slept amazingly.

>>81457058
>thanks <3 Shouldn't take too long
that's very good then <3
>well thanks ig :p cats are always super cute!
that's true hehe I've never seen a not cute cat :3

>>81457074
thanks And goodnight to you as well. and I hope you slept well and everything.

>>81458168
good morning.
and yea it is truly awful and disgusting. people will do anything as long as they know there unlikely to get punished. it's sad.

>>81459198
good morning yuanon. how'd you sleep?

>>81459531
>you do for a living and if you like it
that would always be better than doing something you don't like, I feel that would eventually still get to a point where it just becomes any other job.
>same to you. see you later!
yea thanks <3

>>81458168
Goodmorning!! and yeah grooming sucks. I hope you get some good sleep next night.

>>81459531
Goodmorning yuanon!! How'd you sleep?
>no need to think about that stuff anymore
Yeah!! ^^
>hope the rest of your summer break will follow suit
I hope so too ^^ and I hope you have an amazing summer aswell
>not that good, guy was just playing some anime game for a sponsored segment
yeahh :/ sponsored games can either be cool but most often it differs from their usual content so I don't like it. When I'm bored I just put on a caseoh vod or vanossgaming.

>>81460129
>good morning, I slept amazingly.
That's awesome!! So did I ^^
>I've never seen a not cute cat :3
yeahhh, maybe they are the definition of cute <3
You have any plans or cool stuff for today gator?

Is there anything worse than being a male with bpd?

At least with women it's expected to be emotionally retarded.

I wish I could fp but I've been turned down by 6 women this year and I haven't had sex in 7 years. It's over.

>>81455375
>sleep tight, fren. you're cool, too.
thanks ^^
I slept well
a little too well, woke up pretty late
>but no promises. :<
D:
>looking forward to it.
glad you can eat stuff and enjoy it again after that dentist thing, I'm guessing it's all healed now
>hope he'll return soon for your sake.
oh dw, I shouldn't care too much
He better focus on what he has to instead of streaming no matter what
>guess i'm used to that at this point :>
some people could never
>head to bed
hope you had a nice sleep

>>81455498
>probably go see them tomorrow if
hope your mood improves :D
what stuff and ya gonna do together?
>been busy with other things
that's how it is sometimes but it's not you're still able to find time for them

>>81456460
>sweet dreams.
thank you
I slept well :3
>my first but my friend is helping me
that's nice
Are you gonna play today too?
>mainly the ww1 and WW2 ones
I actually never played those
I mostly played bf3 because my friend liked it

>>81459755
shorter posts, less of a hugbox. i feel like if i vented about life here it'd drag down the mood. It was a silly thing to bring up in the first place since it must be helping some people, so i take that back

>>81460129
>good morning, I slept amazingly.
good morning! (^-^) how come you slept better than usual?

>how'd you sleep?
pretty normal, i'd say. not amzingly, but also not bad. had a weird dream, i think, but don't really remember it.

>would always be better than doing something you don't like
true, but sadly not everyone can get a job like that or even has something they enjoy doing. can be very hard to realize that you don't actually care about what you do as long as it enables whatever you like doing in your free time.

>that would eventually still get to a point where it just becomes any other job.
yeah. that can be the problem with turning hobbies into a job and lots of videogames these days feel more like jobs than something you'd do to enjoy the little free time you have.

>>81460340
hey meowster!

>How'd you sleep?
not too bad, but also not great and i had a weird dream as well. what about you?

>I hope you have an amazing summer aswell
thanks. i'll be on a nice 3 week vacation to italy soon. should be a good time.

>sponsored games can either be cool but most often it differs from their usual content so I don't like it.
pretty much this. i just watch the guy because i like him, so what he does doesn't matter all that much, but some of these sponsored games are just so tedious to watch... the issues is that it's a streaming collective and they have other employees they need to pay, so they need to make a bit more money with the time they have, i suppose.

>I just put on a caseoh vod or vanossgaming.
never heard of those. i'll check them out.

>>81460454
hi catbro! i'll head out to get some grocieries for a bit see you soon.

>>81457058
>my cat likes sleeping in one of my closets/shelves.
aww
that's not shelves anymore, it's a cat capsule hotel!
>sounds like a plan tho :D
well see when that happens though :/
>what you would name it?
maybe beeper ^^
because I could transform the name into many other funny ones
though I think I'd most likely adopt a kitty and in that case they'd probably have a name already
>how do you like them?
I really really like them
I think it's great how random people decided to make something cool and share it for free !
And there's a ton of them around because the game is decades old and people still make stuff
>important thing for me is just passing the class.
same haha x3
>month or 2 ago.
you eat it only on birthdays?
>Yeah sure!! :D
okay I'll send a pic in a sec
>couldn't grasp whatever program
I understand that when I started it got me suuper confused as well
>moved up north almost 2 years ago now.
sorry to hear that
do you wanna talk about why?
>Yeah bet!!! :D
okay ^^
>humid in there, and ventilation is a joke.
sounds like lots of mold D:
be sure to have some protection, okay?
>that sounds complex TwT
ye :c
>graduation project? that sounds interesting
to graduate uni we gotta write a paper and make a program of aome sort and it gotta be fairly complex
>Oooooo that sounds cool :0
it is :]
and it doesn't get monotonous because the maps are fairly short so you experience lots of different stuff

>>81457058
here's one
it's a snowy cottage sauna place

>>81457058
and heres a office

>>81457058
here's the view from the top of the cement place
it was higher than it looks in the pic

>>81457074
hope you had a nice sleep :>

>>81458168
Hey chev
>didn't sleep at all cus of being borderline obsessed
sounds rough :/
>im aware about it, but there's nothing i can about it.
I don't think that's exactly right, because you are aware of it you can recognize it and warn others about it
But yeah there's no laws against it or education how to avoid it

>>81459198
good morning yuanon

>>81460129
Hey ali
>slept amazingly.
that's great:D
did you have any nice dreams?

>>81460434
Hi anon
>anything worse
I don't know but you certainly have it very rough and you're right that women can get away with it at least temporary

>>81460496
>if i vented about life here it'd drag down the mood
nah you wouldn't anon dw
I kimda get why you'd get that impression but it good to vent, it's all anonymous anyway so you've got nothing to loose
What's been bothering you anon?
>silly thing to bring up in the first place
I don't think so, I disagree though
like I do see the long posts and kinda hugbox being seen as an issue but at the same time I feel like it happened naturally and without it it'd just become a sh competition thread
But you can not agree

>>81460434
>Is there anything worse than being a male with bpd?
maybe, but i don't know enough about it to make a judgement.

>At least with women it's expected to be emotionally retarded.
i feel like most people aren't emotionally stable these days. there's also less and less reason to learn how to deal with yourself and other people.

>I wish I could fp but I've been turned down by 6 women this year and I haven't had sex in 7 years. It's over.
at least you try. that's more than i ever did.

>>81460496
>i feel like if i vented about life here it'd drag down the mood.
that would be ok, though. most people here started posting with a vent or when they were in distress. it's up to you.

>>81460454
>I slept well a little too well, woke up pretty late
is there such a thing as sleeping too well?

>I'm guessing it's all healed now
pretty much. i'm still taking some weird gel that's supposed to help against infection after mouth surgery. just to be sure. tastes absolutely horrible.

>He better focus on what he has to instead of streaming no matter what
you're probably right, but it's always annoying when you got used to someone and they stop being available all of a sudden.

>some people could never
that's why it's nice to work out with other people. you always got an excuse when when you're all by yourself.

>you had a nice sleep
not great, but good enough.

>>81460340
>So did I ^^
I'm really happy to hear you did :)
>they are the definition of cute <3
it would be the perfect definition for it :3
>have any plans or cool stuff for today gator?
not really, hopefully play a game with a friend if he's not busy but I'll just chill if he is. what about you?

>>81460454
>I slept well :3
I'm very glad you did :]
>Are you gonna play today too?
hopefully hehe, if he's not busy of course. do you know what your gonna do today?
>actually never played those
fair, I always just loved historical based games, give me a certain happiness for some reason.
>mostly played bf3
I remember that one being very cool. and pretty good as well.

>>81460529
>how come you slept better than usual?
was just super relaxing and nice. probably cause I was doing something all day lol.
>pretty normal
well would be great if all sleeps were like that.
>had a weird dream, i think, but don't really remember it.
oh cool. weirds dreams can be the most interesting to think about (if you remember it of course hehe). I had a pretty weird one myself.
>but sadly not everyone can get a job
yea does suck that sometimes it's impossible for people to for whatever reason. and it sucks there's always more awful jobs then actually cool ones.
>whatever you like doing in your free time.
true that's all that really matters. you don't need a fun job just a job that lets you have fun. (when your not working)
>hobbies into a job
yea, like I'd love to play sports but I'd hate to play anything professionally. unless you're like the best at it, it's not gonna be fun.
>videogames these days feel more like jobs
true, a bit ago I kinda just stopped playing games for that reason. there's just so little fun in a lot of games it feels like.

>>81460774
>did you have any nice dreams?
I did! it was a slightly weird dream about my friend hehe. did you?

>>81461076
>was just super relaxing and nice. probably cause I was doing something all day lol.
sounds about right. tiring yourself out doing whatever should usually do the trick :>

>would be great if all sleeps were like that.
true. i feel like i've had better sleep before. i should really clean my bedroom again. to much dust in there.

>I had a pretty weird one myself.
do you still remember what it was about?

>it sucks there's always more awful jobs then actually cool ones.
in the end a job is a job and someone's gotta do it.

>I'd love to play sports but I'd hate to play anything professionally.
i'm all for working out in all it's forms, but i just feel like competetive sports just do more harm than good in most cases. you ruin your body and health and are lucky if you make some money in the process. if you do any sports, remember to stay safe.

>there's just so little fun in a lot of games it feels like.
let's hope we get some nice ones again soon.

>>81452362 (OP)
hi /cut/

>How are you doing today?
fairly good actually
done with my exams which is great
showed some of my friends some new mixes of mine and they thought it was good

>Any plans for today?
my friends tell me to probably go outside more so ill do that

>>81461483
heyo pink!

>fairly good actually
good to hear that

>done with my exams which is great
good job! hope you get some time to relax now

>showed some of my friends some new mixes of mine and they thought it was good
nice. what about sharing some with us, too? :>

>my friends tell me to probably go outside more so ill do that
have a nice day and do tell what you ended up doing.

>>81461371
>tiring yourself out doing whatever should usually do the trick :>
yea it's usually the best way to get some nice and relaxing sleep <3
>clean my bedroom again.
oh yea it's nice to have a clean room when you sleep for a lot of reasons.
>do you still remember what it was about?
I was talking to a friend and he brought up red40 the color additive thing, I have very dumb dreams lol.
>a job is a job and someone's gotta do it.
yea true sadly. no matter what it's a job that's very needed and important even if it's awful.
>do more harm than good in most cases.
I guess that's fair, depends the sport I'd say.
>if you do any sports, remember to stay safe.
I probably won't, I just wish I could have when I was younger. playing against adults and stuff just doesn't sound fun or chill, and much more likely to get hurt.
>hope we get some nice ones again soon.
yea hopefully. there's some games that's I'm kinda excited for in 2026 lol.

>>81461483
hi pink.
>done with my exams
well done good there over for you.
>new mixes
sounds cool, anything with music and stuff is very interesting and cool.
>my friends tell me to probably go outside
that's good there looking out for you, of course doesn't mean much if there's nothing to do out but I hope there is for you.

>>81460979
How are you today??
>there such a thing as sleeping too well?
so it seems
but it's not like I missed anything important because of it
> tastes absolutely horrible.
people say if it tastes bad that means it works :>
>stop being available all of a sudden.
yep but I can't do anything about it
>that's why it's nice to work out with other people.
I guess that is a good way to do that ^^
>not great, but good enough.
that's.. good enough

>>81461076
>hopefully hehe, if he's not busy of
have fun then :D
>know what your gonna do today?
nope
I played a bit of half sword but that's it
>give me a certain happiness for some reason.
that's nice
>remember that one being very cool.
yep it was but then my friend got banned and we never played again
>>81461351
>I did! it was a slightly weird dream about my friend
oo wanna say what happened?
>did you?
I don't remember, I think I did but it wasn't anything coherent

>>81461483
Hey pink
>fairly good actually
>done with my exams which is great
good job getting through that
so it's summer vacation for u now?
>some new mixes of mine and they thought it was good
of course they were, you made them ^^
>friends tell me to probably go outside more so ill do that
when you get back tell us where you went

decided to watch welcome to nhkv

>>81462300
>it's usually the best way to get some nice and relaxing sleep <3
speaking of: ready for some stretches later? i'd say we do the new one again and then go on with the numbered ones.

>for a lot of reasons.
it does improve your sleep quality when the air is clean, i believe.

>I was talking to a friend and he brought up red40 the color additive thing, I have very dumb dreams lol.
that is an odd dream, but still on the tamer side. the really weird ones usually aren't.

>that's very needed and important even if it's awful.
would be nice if those jobs would at least pay accordingly. :/

>playing against adults and stuff just doesn't sound fun or chill, and much more likely to get hurt
pretty much. friend of mine played soccer and american football when he was younger and now has to deal with injuries that resulted from those times. it's just stupid to ruin your health for this stuff.

>there's some games that's I'm kinda excited for in 2026 lol.
which ones? i'm still waiting for silksong. it should release later this year, though.

>>81462335
>How are you today??
i'm fine. decided to get back to sorting cards. close to being done with it now.

>but it's not like I missed anything important because of it
but you missed something?

>if it tastes bad that means it works :>
then the stuff is working really well... (-_-;)

>I can't do anything about it
true. who do you watch as a substitute?

>that's.. good enough
exactly :<

>>81463111
how is it? the themes hit a bit too close to home for me, so i decided against watching it.

>>81463250
>decided to get back to sorting cards. close to being done with it now.
you must be a fast sorter
>but you missed something?
just missed few hours of being awake so nothing really
>then the stuff is working really well... (-_-;)
you know, whatever they put in that stuff is pretty really strong and so they probably made it taste so bad ao people won't abuse it
>who do you watch as a substitute?
no one really
>how is it?
I'm on the 2nd episode, I chose the en dub
So far I like it

>>81463420
>you must be a fast sorter
i don't know. didn't i start about a week ago? ^^' using scryfall definitely helps.

>just missed few hours of being awake so nothing really
and nothing of value was lost.

>whatever they put in that stuff is pretty really strong and so they probably made it taste so bad ao people won't abuse it
yeah. i decided to use it once per day for the rest of the week and leave it at that.

>no one really
hm. there's enough random stuff on youtube, i suppose.

>I'm on the 2nd episode, I chose the en dub So far I like it
that's a good sign. first three episodes is usually when people decide if it's worth their time.

hello guys im back

>>81461899
>nice. what about sharing some with us, too? :>
sure
https://vocaroo.com/18U2tNli9DvU
im never gonna release this, i just wanted to see what i could do, its not perfect of course ive only been learning for 6 months

>have a nice day and do tell what you ended up doing.
i went outside with my sister, it was fun i got some food and stuff

>>81462300
>of course doesn't mean much if there's nothing to do out
even if there isn't much i dont really mind, i do plan on getting a gym membership which is cool

>>81462335
>so it's summer vacation for u now?
no sadly lol
my summer vacation is in a week or so ill be going abroad for that

>>81464023
>didn't i start about a week ago? ^^'
I expected you to never finished given how many cards there were
>sing scryfall definitely helps.
what that?
>nothing of value was lost.
yep
>decided to use it once per day for the rest of the week and leave it at that.
sounds reasonable
did the dentist tell you to do that?
>enough random stuff on youtube, i suppose.
and I can also be bored sometimes
>first three episodes is usually
oh interesting
iI think it's worth mine :]

>>81464162
hey
>so ill be going abroad for that
wow really?
where you going?

>>81464349
>where you going?
tbilisi, its where i was born

>>81462335
>have fun then :D
yea!
>played a bit of half sword but that's it
that's still very fun and stuff, well hope you had fun at least.
>but then my friend got banned and we never played again
aw that really sucks he got banned then :/
>wanna say what happened?
we were just talking and he randomly brought of red40 it was dumb lol
>think I did but it wasn't anything coherent
oh fair enough then, those are like theost common dreams it seems like.

>>81463250
>new one again
it was definitely very nice and relaxed thankfully.
>your sleep quality when the air is clean
oh yea clean air is always gonna be so much better.
>the really weird ones usually aren't
true mine one was more just odd and dumb lol.
>those jobs would at least pay accordingly. :/
oh that's awful that they don't, hey definitely should.
>has to deal with injuries that resulted from those times.
oh that's awful then, I guess he did play very aggressive sports but still that sucks :/
>which ones?
maybe the new resident evil and the James Bond game.
>i'm still waiting for silksong.
seems like a lot of people are hehe, hope it's as great as you hope!

>>81464162
>do plan on getting a gym membership which is cool
gym is good. I've been suggested to go to a gym many times lol. definitely can be wonderful for mental and just fun.

>>81464162
>sure
thank you. sounds pretty good to me.
even reminds me a bit of old sega soundtracks.

>its not perfect of course ive only been learning for 6 months
it's good enough. i often prefer artists early works anyway. not that i don't like polished stuff as well, but for me it often lacks personality. hope my ramblings make some sense to you. ^^'

>i went outside with my sister, it was fun i got some food and stuff
sounds chill. what did you get?

>>81464349
>I expected you to never finished given how many cards there were
i concede that it's an excessive amount, but what actually constricts me is how many card sleeves and storage boxes i have. always need to go to my local nerd store to stock up on supplies before i can continue.

>what that?
it's a really nice online mtg-card database.

https://scryfall.com

you can pull up entire sets, so i just sort them by collectors number and check my collection by name and artwork instead of looking for the tiny number printed at the bottom of each card. i do that when i only own a handful of cards of the set, but when it's hundreds it's easier on the eyes to just look it up. the scans of the cards on scryfall are absolutely fantastic as well, so that's a plus.

>sounds reasonable did the dentist tell you to do that?
no, but the stuff is prescription-free and seems to help with some other issue i had. i just want to be sure that's sorted out.

>I can also be bored sometimes
i'm bored by most of the stuff i watch, so that's not mutually exclusive.

>iI think it's worth mine :]
it better be, or else... >:[ always the worst when a show completely and utterly shits itself close before the finishing line. the dororo-remake comes to mind. then again, i'll probably remember that show for the rest of my life because of it.

>>81464761
>it was definitely very nice and relaxed thankfully.
yeah. i'm glad we have that one to look forward to now.

>>81464761
>mine one was more just odd and dumb lol.
at least you know it was a dream very quickly then. i hate the ones were you wake up and have to think for a second if that actually just happened. for me that's usually the dreams about school for some reason.

>I guess he did play very aggressive sports but still that sucks :/
you just don't think about that stuff when you're young and a lot of sports gear also gives you a false sense of security or is outright detrimental to your health, like most shoes athletes wear.

>maybe the new resident evil and the James Bond game.
oh yeah. those got announced. looking forward to at least watching the resident evil one. never understood the appealnof the series, but most people seem to like it and it's not like i'll be able to avoid it when it releases.

>hope it's as great as you hope!
it took them quite some time to make it, so that would be nice. ^^ my only fear is that it's just way too big and overstays it's welcome, but we'll see.

>>81465000
>thank you. sounds pretty good to me.
thank you i appreciate it :3

>i often prefer artists early works anyway.
for me its that, i just think its very fun to see how the artist has evolved in their music lol
i do get your sentiment here tho lol

>sounds chill. what did you get?
some weird chipotle type thing it was very good lol

Hi everybody!!
>>81460529
>what about you?
I slept amazingly ^^ had a sweet dream
What was your weird dream about?
>i'll be on a nice 3 week vacation to italy soon
Ooooooooo!! that sounds so cool :0 I hope you enjoy it ^^ would also love to see pics
>it's a streaming collective...
Yeahhh, streaming seems hard to maintain and stuff, but a position you should definitely appreciate and have fun with :p
>i'll check them out
they're super funny imo, vanoss's older vids are better most often though

>>81460537
>it's a cat capsule hotel!
lol yeah ^^ now in the summer time he has a little grassy tree spot in our backyard he likes to chill in, he's an outdoor cat so
>maybe beeper
aww that's a cute name :0
>i think it's great how random people decided to make something cool and share it for free!
Yeah that does sound pretty cool ^^ A good community then.
>you eat in only on birthdays?
yeahh pretty much, eating is a wierd thing for me. I have multiple eating disorders TwT
>wanna talk about why?
Not allowed to live on my own yet and parents wanted to move. had to leave everything i ever knew behind and move about 7 hours away. and start in a new school where everyone knew eachother. it's been hard but better now than last year
>lots of mold
surprisingly not, it's maintained every so often and it's not 100% abandoned, still has electricity and such but it's totally out of use. It's a pretty hard place to get into due to a big military vault door and a locked metal gate.
>be sure to have some protection, okay?
Yeah ofc ^^ air meter thingy and maybe a mask
>ye :c
awh :/ well good luck!!
>to graduate uni we gotta write a paper and make a program
that sounds incredibly hard, let me know how that goes :p
>it is, and it doesn't get monotonous because the maps are fairly short
that's cool!! i gotta check it out sometime

>>81460551
oo that's cool!!
>>81460557
woah :0 the rope hanging from the roof tile and the keyboard in the screen looks cool!!

reply too long now TwT

>>81464649
>tbilisi, its where i was born
woa :0
you're looking forward to it?

>>81464761
>hope you had fun at least
it was though I'm growing a little bored of it
>sucks he got banned then :/
his fault, he cheated constantly hehe
>randomly brought of red40 it was dumb
lol ^^
>those are like theost common dreams it seems like.
definitely
I wonder if it'll have a dream today
how has your day been so far?

>>81465000
trips!
>actually constricts me is how many card sleeves
I see
hope they're not expensive
>local nerd store
it's nice you have that near by
>mtg-card database.
oooh
it's nice someone took their time to do that
>prescription-free and seems to help with some other issue i had
two birds one disgusting gel
>bored by most of the stuff
and it's a viscous cycle often because recommendation algorithms think that that's what you want
>probably remember that show for the rest of my life because of it.
maybe eventually you'll start rewatching it to hate it hehe

I'll go slep soon
goodnight all

>>81465154
ello
>little grassy tree spot in our backyard he likes to chill
gotta keep watch over the kingdom :]
>A good community then.
yep
too bad modding games is discouraged nowadays
>have multiple eating disorders TwT
I'm sorry to hear that
hope that stuff gets better fren
should I watch out when bringing up food when talking to u?
>it's been hard but better now than last year
it does sound very hard
>surprisingly not, it's maintained every so often
is there security inside?
>big military vault door and a locked metal gate.
you can jump over gates but I'm not sure what you'd do about a big military vault door
>air meter thingy and maybe a mask
yes yes
>incredibly hard, let me know how that goes :p
idk myself yet but I'll keep you updated ^^
>gotta check it out sometime
okay
when you feel like it you can always tell me and I'll link you some of my favorite
>looks cool!!
thank youu

>>81460579
that does look pretty high up!! but it looks cool

>>81460774
>hope you had nice sleep
I did!! ^^ thanks, hope you did too

>>81461076
>I'm really happy to hear you did :)
awh thanks <3
>it would be the perfect definition for it :3
indeed!! ^^
>hopefully play a game with a friend if he's not busy
oh okay well I hope you do!! let me know how that goes if you do :3
My plans for today are just running an errand and maybe playing games with a friend
>>81461483
hiii pink!!
>done with my exams
me too! it's awesome :D
>showed some of my friends some new mixes of mine
ooooo cool!! would love to hear ^^
>my friends tell me to probably go outside more so ill do that
i hope you have fun if you go out then :p

>>81465223
>I'll go sleep soon, goodnight all
Goodnight to you too cat! hope you get some good sleep
>gotta keep watch over the kingdom :]
lol yeah ^^ i can take a pic of him in there sometime if you'd like to see
>too bad modding games is discouraged nowadays
yeahh that sucks, modding is such a cool way for the community to get more involved with the game!! when you mention that it makes me remember how stuck-up nintendo are about their copyright stuff TwT
>im sorry to hear that
It's whatever, I was born with one and ones just something I got later on.
>should I watch out bringing up food when talking to u?
No no no not at all ^^ I just don't eat a variety of food so can't relate a lot when talking about it
>it does sound very hard
yeahhhh, spent an entire year just bedrotting and doing nothing, I've found friends now though :D
>is there security inside?
nope, there is in a place connected to it I guess, wouldn't call them security just workers. people have went there before so it shouldn't be a problem ^^
>you can jump over gates, not sure about the big vault door
not this one, it has a grated roof and everything, but you can use a piece of rope to lift the handle from the inside, and the vault door doesn't lock ^^

>>81465223
but they do put like big rubber bands on the door to keep it from opening, like the ones you see people use to assist in bodyweight training but the industrial kind I guess. I spent 3 weeks working there in the summer on my summer break last year. And we visited the place once, It was pretty cool!!
>idk myself yet but I'll keep you updated
alright sounds good ^^ and good luck!!
>when you feel like it you can always tell me and I'll link you some of my favorite
yeah sure!! I'd love to try them, you'd have to show me how to install it or link something though. I haven't played modded anything in a while now.

And uhm goodnight cat!! hope you sleep well when you decide to :3

>>81465133
>i appreciate it :3
hope we can here more from you in the future :>

>i just think its very fun to see how the artist has evolved in their music lol
and it's only natural that artists want to evolve or try out new things. they just tend to lose me somewhere in the process, but that's ok.

>i do get your sentiment here tho lol
i think a lot of people do and there's always other artists who'll try to fill the void.

>some weird chipotle type thing it was very good lol
that reminds me: i still got some dried chilis somewhere. i should make a chili again.

>>81465154
hey meowster! what's up?

>I slept amazingly ^^ had a sweet dream
do you remember what it was about?

>What was your weird dream about?
hard to tell, since i forget dreams very quickly. i just remember that it was about me being when i was a teenager, hanging out with a friend of mine. not that unusual, i guess. there was something strange about it, but i forgot that part. :/

>would also love to see pics
i'll try to send take some. :>

>but a position you should definitely appreciate and have fun with :p
true. the issue with something like playing sponsored games is that you can't really space them out, but have to do them when you get the opportunity. sometimes there's none of those and then you have weeks when you get one every day. it's just one of those weeks rn. :/

>they're super funny imo, vanoss's older vids are better most often though
maybe you could send me some links? i'd have forgotten to look them up if you hadn't mentioned them again (^_^;)

>>81465164
>hope they're not expensive
no commentary

>it's nice you have that near by
yeah. it really helps that i can just jump into the car and get whatever i need in a couple of minutes.

>>81465164
>it's nice someone took their time to do that
must have been quite the task. the official mtg one is total ass and the scans of the cards are way worse, but i suppose that's on purpose so you can't use them to print your own. scryfall also has lots of interesting information. like in one set the printer messed up and printed all the artwork on white cards in a lower resolution, which makes the cards look pixelated. i always wondered if those cards where early digital art or if i got scammed, but as it turns out it was just i giant fuck up. wouldn't have known that if not for scryfall.

>it's a viscous cycle often because recommendation algorithms think that that's what you want
true, but i don't think i could deal with super exciting content around the clock, either. better just some kinda ok one.

>maybe eventually you'll start rewatching it to hate it hehe
maybe, but i don't think there's much of a point. it leads absolutely nowhere. maybe i should watch the original series from the... 60s i think. have to look it up again.

>>81465223
good night! i think i should head to bed, too.

>>81465501
>i should make a chili again.
go for it! make sure to leave me leftovers :3

>>81465305
>would love to hear ^^
left a vocaroo link here just listen to that lol

>>81465164
>you're looking forward to it?
kinda yeah, but i dont like how hot it is there lol

and gn cat and yuano

>>81465630
rip i mispelled that shit sorry yuanon

>>81465501
>hey meowster! what's up?
not much ^^ just playing roblox but with vr so it's a little trippy
>do you remember what it was about?
I was had a lightsaber duel with someone on the top of a moving train lol, very weird
>i just remember that it was about me being when i was a teenager
oh okay, let me know if you remember the strange part ^^
>it's just one of those weeks rn. :/
awh :/ hopefully it'll pass quickly then
>maybe you could send me some links?
yeah sure!!
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lonWqxXS_tQ&t=476s
that vids a little fast-paced though, it's a compilation of his 2015 vids.
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=POmH7dDMDEc
^this is his most popular vid, you could check that out^
they have some pretty dark/unhinged humor though just so yk

>>81465540
>good night! i think i should head to bed, too.
Goodnight yuanaon!! sleep well :D

>>81465630
>left a vocaroo link here just listen to that lol
oh okay ^^

Goodnight every1!! This is probs my last post for tonight

>>81465630
>go for it! make sure to leave me leftovers :3
i would it's pretty good, if i do say so myself ;D, but i'm afraid it wouldn't get to you in the best condition. ^^' i can see if i can find the recipe i used last time, if you want to.

>>81465646
>rip i mispelled that shit sorry yuanon
no worries. happens to the best of us. ^^

>>81465660
>Goodnight yuanaon!! sleep well :D
case in point ^^

good night, pink. good night, meowster! see ya!

last post of the night. promise.

>>81465000
>glad we have that one to look forward to now.
yea it will definitely be a great one to add, always nice having more chill ones.

>>81465046
>think for a second if that actually just happened.
oh yea :/ those are the worst, mainly if you dreamed you did something bad.
>usually the dreams about school for some reason.
oh interesting, they do seem like pretty bad dreams.
>lot of sports gear also gives you a false sense of security
oh yea, you'll just think you can't get hurt cause you have protection but it's only a tiny bit and you can still get fucked up.
>like most shoes athletes wear.
oh yea so many athletes feet are awful cause of them
>never understood the appealnof
that's fair, there definitely not ultra scary or even hard games, but I have fun with them usually even if there pretty basic gameplay wise.
>that it's just way too big and overstays it's welcome
that would probably be the worst case scenario, something being developed this long is always scary when it actually gets released.

>>81465154
hai meowster!!

>>81465164
>I'm growing a little bored of it
aw I guess that's what always happens with games at some point.
>he cheated constantly hehe
oh okay hehe fair enough then.
>wonder if it'll have a dream today
hopefully you have a nice one if you do.
>how has your day been so far?
it's been great! just chilling with my friend, I am scared he's starting to not like me or something tho. how about you?

>>81465223
goodnight sweet dreams cat.

>>81465305
>let me know how that goes if you do :3
it went amazingly how it always does! he is so much better at games then me tho lol.
>running an errand and maybe playing games with a friend
okay hope the errand goes well and let me know how that goes if you do? hehe

>>81466347
Hiii gator!! unfortunately im about to fall asleep TwT
but hiii!!

>it went amazingly how it always does
aww that's great!! <3 and I'm sure you're both good in your own aspects ^^

>and let me know how that goes if you do?
The errand went well! was pretty fun actually
And I did play with my friend and it went amazingly :D we had a lot of fun
Also, how was your day overall gator?

Anyways, sweet dreams everyone!! I'll write here tomorrow morning.
My friend is having his graduation tomorrow so I gotta be there when he runs out :p

>>81466458
that's okay hehe I hope you sleep well and goodnight and everything.
>and I'm sure you're both good in your own aspects ^^
he's definitely got more positives then me hehe.
>The errand went well! was pretty fun actually
that's great, it's always nice when something you expect to be boring to be fun.
>and it went amazingly :D we had a lot of fun
that's great you all did! you do seem like a great person to game with :D
>Also, how was your day overall gator?
it was overall great! started meh but my friend help make it great <3 how about you?
>I'll write here tomorrow morning.
see ya then!
>having his graduation tomorrow so I gotta be there when he runs out :p
Ooo okay that's very cool have fun! and congratulations to him