>>81812791
It is peaceful but even I needed some years to get fully comfortable with it. When I was younger, the obvious fact that I'm not like everyone else bothered me a bit, until I realized I'm happy with the way I am and I seem to be doing better than most. I'm also not a full-on schizo as I still have activities that bring me joy, like fapping and video games.
Now at my office job I see normies raging at any sort of small problem and being bothered by coworkers who speak too much. By comparison I'm a bit like a rock. I only very rarely get angry and I can dissociate to the point where I completely ignore the people talking around me. I tend to have the same mood every day and I just carry on with whatever I have to do as quickly and skillfully as I can, so I can then relax and not be bothered by my manager. But I kinda hate being there so I'm saving and investing to retire early, which looks very achievable right now.