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>Be overweight for most of my life
I was always comfortable in my own skin
>One day decide to start working out as something fun to do with friends
>Lose weight and get some muscle
>People treat me better than before

Self-Improvement is the biggest black pill there is, because its true evidence that nobody will really ever love you. As long as I keep up this facade, I will know that every relationship I make from here on out will be completely fake and built on lies.

If I were to get a GF at some point, which seems more possible now, I will forever know that she doesn't love me and would never look at me if I was my true self.

I was born to be hated, born unloveable, self improvement and working hard is a complete joke meant to torture those who were born broken.