Dude I know the feel. I'm basically a thread killer. The thread dies like 80% of the time when I make a reply

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>social interaction
I'm a shut-in neet because social interaction always destroys me. Everyone seems to be friends already and social hierarchies form where I'm not even at the bottom because I don't even qualify to be in the hierarchy. I got great grades in school but I can't figure out people at fucking all. It's not like I'm hideous or have a dumb voice either because I've been approached by girls in public randomly before and people have complimented my voice on xbox live, and I get great reviews on facebook marketplace for being friendly and positive. It's just that as soon as anyone talks to me non-platonically for more than 2 minutes they never want to see me again

Early 2020 when the world was at home and we all memed about the apocalypse, but it was actually pretty cozy. Shortly after I discovered 4chan, white replacement via mass immigration, race realism, jewish control, the truth about WW2, and other uncomfortable aspects about the world. I've not since felt the same blissfully ignorant TRUE peace, and I've retreated into myself quite a bit. The last few years have been hard on all of us and it's like no matter how much you try to relax, you're always at least a bit uneasy